paper and ink acquaintance

Chapter 90

It took Gu Jun 7 minutes to rush home for the mileage of [-] kilometers. During this period, Gu Jun's greetings ranged from warm to nervous to even fearful, but he just didn't get a single answer.

Gu Jun had never turned the key in such a hurry before, his strength could not stop his anxiety, he watched Lin Yimo open the door with a single stride.

Lin Yimo's right hand was driven by the doorknob to let it go slowly. He stood in front of Gu Yun speechlessly, and his expression didn't convey anything.

Gu Yun only knew that he must have cried a lot.

Gu Yun had no intention of blaming, and all of Lin Yimo's negative emotions were exposed to the silent air.

Lin Yimo stepped forward quickly.

The two hugged in a small space, but there was no warmth in this hug, it was more like they were being pushed into a boundless dark space.Even though they locked their arms tightly with the person they should hug the most, in the solitude and darkness, they all seemed to be surrounded by sorrow, embracing and elegiac.

Gu Yun's inner question was worried that he would be swallowed by the huge dark space in an instant. At this time, he had no purpose, and he hugged Lin Yimo tightly without any thought.

It was Lin Yimo who broke the deadlock. His eyelids with slender blood vessels in the afternoon were very red and swollen, and even the catching of his sight caused physical discomfort.

Lin Yimo asked, "Is everything in the conversation true?"

"The incident was real, but the emotion was a bit exaggerated."

"Is it exaggerated? It's just for the sake of this. You are being modest. How can you be so strong?"

Lin Yimo's scolding sentence was hidden and unhappy, this is not the time to be sullen.But after all, he can't be fierce towards Gu Yan, and the sneer and ridicule have turned into a different way of caring for him.

Because it hurts, I blame it.

"No, no, not that strong." The gentleness of Gu Jun's fingertips was given to Lin Yimo, hiding in his messy hair.

Gu Ye sighed spontaneously: "Why are you crying like this..."

Lin Yimo's demeanor is really distressing. The crying behind his charming smile seems to be the pity of all things. After all, his moving face and dimples contain layers of tenderness.

So at this time, for Gu Yun, the more accurate emotion should be to feel embarrassed. Lin Yimo's appearance can't help but let Gu Yun take the responsibility, and he takes the guilt into his heart, so he is cowardly in the temptation.

"Fuck, fuck, what shit!"

Lin Yimo couldn't help but swear, he seemed to be looking for a comfortable vent.

What kind of life is this?

When I was young, I was in a dark and intertwined family. I had no choice but to strip away my mother's love, and the outside world was constantly disturbing and chattering.In the chaos, my sister is like a "dump", a small piece of land in the water is the only stop for his wandering.

At an immature age, he propped up an extremely mature and stable skin, instilled from the outside to the inside, and continued to subtly and passively influence the inside.

His sister's protection gave him room to be willful, so how painful would he be on the day he learned that his sister had left?

Her name was Wo Ruo, but she passed away when Wo Ruo was young, and he was the one who felt the pain, and he was the only one, so how strong is the pain?

Can it be described as cutting the liver and weeping blood, mourning and destroying the bones?

He walked through the wind and dust, he walked through the wind and rain, he picked up those fragments, he was not afraid to cut his throat and swallow all the painful fragments of his sister, just to leave her last rest.

But in the end, Shen Muxin mercilessly cut it open, and the pain hidden in her heart was ruthlessly swayed like this, and how painful is this?

So what the hell is this?life?

"Damn it, it's a fool's thing!"

Gu Yun just let Lin Yimo curse freely into the air, and the shouts from his nasal cavity were extremely aggrieved.

This way of venting was indeed the first time in Gu Yun's eyes, and the mixed tone of grievance and sullenness even made Gu Yun feel a little relaxed.

After all, the strength of Lin Yimo's arms tightening his neck has never diminished.

After a long time.

Lin Yimo finally released Gu Yun's answerable words: "How long have you been taking sleeping pills?"

"It's only a few months, not half a year."

Lin Yimo didn't answer, and Gu Yun didn't know what state of mind he was in. He tried to comfort Lin Yimo again: "It's just that I can't sleep."

"Are you just a little sleepy?"

I've cut my wrists, I've seen blood dripping, I've even touched the edge of [-], but I can't see you tossing and turning so hard to sleep just because of your verbal understatement.

Lin Yimo sobbed again: "How could it be that I just can't sleep!..."

My sister passed away, the most important person at that time, how could it be as simple as not being able to sleep.You comfort others by saying that it is impossible to express the true pain in your heart, so how can you yourself be able to explain it in a single stroke.

"I'm fucking miserable, and I still have to comfort others, who the hell will comfort you!"

Lin Yimo was not a question, but just sighed and cursed, howling with unwillingness and hatred.

Lin Yimo doesn't know who should bear the infamy, but life should be right.

"Not at all, now not at all." Gu Jun continued to comfort Lin Yimo, "It is enough to have you comforting, and others are superfluous."

"I'll comfort you, you are the one who suffers the most! No one will experience this kind of pain..." Lin Yimo's high-pitched dirge gradually turned sad.

"You understand, you understand."

The chill came gradually, coming from his heart, and he couldn't help shivering.

Lin Yimo let go of his hand slowly, he didn't want to argue about whether he understood or not.Instead, the scene where he cut his wrist was aroused at this time, and he said softly at this time: "I'm so cold."

"Then go to bed."

Lin Yimo thumped onto the bed but still tossed and turned, unable to find a comfortable one.

"I'm really bored to death!" Lin Yimo wandered between crying and fussing.

"Sleepy or not?" Gu Yun didn't give Lin Yimo a chance to continue to thump, and immediately locked Lin Yimo in his arms, and the two limbs intertwined.

"Not sleepy, I wish I was sleepy too, I urgently need a blank mind now."

"Then I'll see if there's anything I can do."

Time goes by...

Lin Yimo was suddenly enlightened, enlightened, suddenly enlightened, his thoughts suddenly became enlightened, and he felt that he and Tao Yuanming were swimming in the Peach Blossom Land: "Xiao Yan, put me to sleep!"

He didn't answer.

Gu Yi has seen Lin Yimo's obsession with his lips and teeth, and felt that Lin Yimo is full of desire and teasing, but he has never seen Lin Yimo's clear and decisive request.

"How is it, little one?"

"It doesn't seem to be very good." Gu Jun was timid to dismiss Lin Yimo's thoughts, but in reality he really couldn't satisfy his thoughts.

Lin Yimo didn't pay attention to Gu Yun's answer, he was full of interest: "This mind must be very blank, the two people's thoughts sink into the vastness, and everything is left behind!"

"...Why do you know how to feel?"

"Feeling! Every time I kiss, I feel like my mind is blank. I don't have time to think about anything else. Last time, my mind was even more blank."

"Which one was last time?"

Lin Yimo immediately slapped his palm on his chest, and the sound of chest constriction seemed to be afraid that Gu Yun would not understand what Lin Yimo expressed in his movements.

"Don't slap it so hard." Gu Jun then took Lin Yimo's surging palm.

"It won't break."

"I'm afraid you will hurt."

Lin Yimo failed to respond to Gu Yun's words, his thoughts became more and more turbulent, and his purpose gradually shifted, as if it was not to make his mind blank anymore.

He said vigorously, "Let me analyze it."

"What do you want to analyze?"

"With our young man's physical strength, what time is it?" Lin Yimo held the dial on Gu's left hand in front of him. Given his familiarity with mechanical watches, he needed to think carefully for a long time, and he might not be able to read it accurately.

Gu Yun's outstretched right hand blocked the hands of the dial, and in the process of taking off the mechanical watch fluently, the watch was directly presented by his long arm, and was delayed on the bedside table: "Don't analyze it, baby."

"Come directly? If you don't want to be bound by time, then I won't arrange time."

"It turns out that our little guy likes to let nature take its course."

"Ah! Boss!" Gu Jun stretched out his hand and prepared to pull up Lin Yimo's pants, which had been taken off to his knees, "Don't make trouble..."

"I didn't make trouble." Lin Yimo was indeed sincere, "Do I need to let you take it off? Do you think it will be more fulfilling?"

"Put it on quickly, you'll catch a cold." Gu Jun also followed Lin Yimo's hand and pulled Lin Yimo's trouser waist back to his waist.

Lin Yimo couldn't help but chuckled: "Why are you catching a cold, you can still catch a cold in the quilt."

"Little Jun, you really can say anything just to reject me."

"I'm not..." Gu Yun was afraid of wronging this ancestor, and in every sentence of Lin Yimo that easily aroused the other party's self-blame, Gu Yun always explained hastily.

"I know, I won't force you." Lin Yimo didn't want to take off his pants again, and that action was more like a joke in the lively atmosphere.

"So, let's go take a bath together!" Lin Yimo stood up, and the ability to change emotions in a second is indeed held by Lin Yimo himself.

Gu Jun also got up slowly, and the two of them didn't meet each other for a long time, even before Lin Yimo could pronounce the beginning of the sentence, Gu Jun stood up.

Lin Yimo, who was sitting stacked on the bed, watched her boyfriend walk towards the wardrobe silently: "Little Jun, what are you doing?"

"Don't you want to take a shower?"

Lin Yimo thought for a moment: "Little Jun!"

Gu Yun understood that Lin Yimo was extremely moved at this moment, so he said flatly, "Let's go."

Gu Yun hung the coats of the two men on his arms, and was taken by Lin Yimo to the toilet in another master bedroom.

"Want to lie in the bathtub?" Gu Jun put the clothes aside.

"For the sake of convenience, you can wash for me."

Gu Yun turned around to pour water on Lin Yimo, and Gu Yun could see Lin Yimo's quick movements from the corner of his eyes - he took off his underwear so frankly.

"Why did you take off so early? Is it cold?"

"It's okay, I can go in directly." Lin Yimo's actions are always faster than words.

"Wait a minute!" Gu Jun, who was sitting on the edge of the bathtub, firmly caught Lin Yimo's foot.

If, however, this rapid blocking action can't stop the inertia of Lin Yimo's movements, after all, the inertia of objects is a property, just as the same meaning of existence as mass.

After all, high school physics textbooks say that force is not the reason for maintaining the motion of objects, but force is the reason for changing the state of motion of objects.

The rapid operation of Gu Yun's mind has already confused his thoughts. He doesn't know whether his outstretched hand caught Lin Yimo's waist, or Lin Yimo's calf, thigh, or even some strange parts.

"It's okay, little one!"

Lin Yimo also got up with a little difficulty in his arms.He also didn't have time to think about how gracefully he entered Gu Jun's arms just now, he was only worried that Gu Jun would fall into the bathtub with the weight of the two of them, accompanied by a heavy sound.

"It's okay, it's okay." Gu Jun was stroked up by Lin Yimo, "It's just that the water just poured is dirty again."

Gu Jun fell into the bathtub wearing outer clothes.

"Are you really okay? This brain is for the college entrance examination." Lin Yimo surrounded Gu Yun, checking whether there was any head injury, "This is the strongest brain in our No. [-] Middle School!"

"It's okay, it's okay." Gu Jun looked at Lin Yimo's naked body, "Is it cold?"

"It's not cold, it's not cold!" Lin Yimo hugged Gu Yun tightly, and his skin directly rubbed against Gu Yun's trousers and shirt.

"Forget it, I'll wash you first, you can go back to bed later." Gu Jun started to turn on the water.

"Wash together, you promised me."

Lin Yimo could feel that Gu Jun's shirt was clinging to his waist and was completely soaked in water. He let go and prepared to take off Gu Jun's clothes.

Gu Jun did not reject Lin Yimo's actions, he was always obedient.

"The panties are soaked through, little one."

"The whole person was soaked in the water just now, and it was inevitable."

"Okay, let the water drain slowly, let's go down first." Gu Jun was afraid that Lin Yimo's impatient body would catch a cold.

"There's one more thing I haven't taken off yet." Lin Yimo grabbed the edge of his underwear.

The two looked at each other without words, making the air cold, Lin Yimo seemed to be asking politely: Can I take it off?

Gu Yun said, "If you want to take it off, you can take it off."

Of course, Lin Yimo would not be polite, so he stepped into the bathtub. Gu Yun understood the water temperature he was used to, and he couldn't be precise, but it was just right.

"Come in, brother will catch a cold."

Gu Jun couldn't help laughing, and smiled violently for no reason: "Why don't you care about me, only care about him?"

"Huh? Who is he?" Lin Yimo pretended to be stupid, "I just care about you. You are my younger brother. You are four months younger than me."

"Okay," Gu Yun's temperament would not argue with Lin Yimo at all, "Then thank you boss for your concern."

Lin Yimo crossed his legs in the bathtub, maybe it was the long stormy crying that made his eyes swollen and could not subside, closing his eyes made him feel in the best state.

At this time, naked, he assuredly forced his eyes to hand himself over to Gu Jun.

Lin Yimo's skin is indeed delicate, moist, tender and continuous, and the large area of ​​fairness is only dotted with a small mole under the trapezius muscle on his right shoulder.

Lin Yimo's hair was covered with foam at this time, and his closed eyes just matched the artistic conception.

Gu Jun was still massaging Lin Yimo's head: "Are you sleepy? Why don't you talk?"

Lin Yimo made some movements, his hips moved back two steps suddenly, and he was getting closer to Gu Yun: "It's not very sleepy, my mind was empty just now, and suddenly I remembered something from the first year of high school. "

"what?"

"The time I sprained my ankle, you took off my shoes and socks, ice packs and so on. It feels pretty similar to now, being taken care of by others."

"It's actually quite ambiguous."

"Hmm... ambiguous, indeed ambiguous." Lin Yimo replied perfunctorily.

Lin Yimo didn't seem to be satisfied with the current posture. He took apart Gu Jun's twisted legs behind him, and Gu Jun's legs were completely opened. He sat directly in front of Gu Jun, and the skin of the two was only a few feet away. Difference.

Lin Yimo slid down again, he seemed to want to take a bath in Gu Yun's arms, Lin Yimo's waist supported his suspended body, he asked: "Will it be crushed?"

"I don't know, just lie down and try it." Gu Jun's stopped hand supported Yu Lin Yimo's waist, "It won't be crushed."

Lin Yimo's words seamlessly connected with Gu Yun's words: "Because I haven't completely put my body down yet, I'm using my waist to support it."

"Stay down, you should be fine."

"I'm afraid it will be crushed."

Lin Yimo also lowered his body gently, adjusted the specific subtle changes a little, and found the best state.

The bath oil balls also gradually dissipated in their words, and the bubbles had already filled up, completely covering their bodies.

Lin Yimo closed his eyes again: "Xiaojun, others are studying hard, let's take a bath here..."

"Comfortable?"

"Very comfortable."

"Then treat it as relaxation and don't feel guilty."

The results of the two provincial quality inspection and city quality inspection are quite satisfactory in terms of rankings, and it is safe to enter their so-called ideal school.

Lin Yimo solemnly cleared his throat. He was accumulating strength, and it seemed that something terrible would come out of his throat in a moment.

"Lithium, sodium, potassium, rubidium, cesium, francium, beryllium, magnesium, calcium, strontium, barium, radium, boron, aluminum, gallium, indium..."

He memorized the vertical column of main group elements in the periodic table of chemical elements!

Immediately afterwards, I memorized "Pipa Xing":

"Seeing off the guests on the Xunyang River at night, the maple leaves and the flowers are rustling in autumn. The master dismounts and the guest is on the boat..."

Seeing Lin Yimo take a deep breath, Gu Yun didn't know if he was going to memorize English composition next, or take one of the three compulsory biology books as an elective, or even memorize high school mathematics and physics formulas.He immediately stopped Lin Yimo: "Enough is enough, baby, today's study task is completed."

Lin Yimo smiled wryly in Gu Yun's arms.

The temperature of the water seems to be kept constant under the enclosed space, the body temperature of the two people touches and even blends together, and the two can feel the soothing breath of the other.

Gu Yun's fatigue prevented him from continuing to talk, and Lin Yimo continued to close his eyes and rest his mind.

The deceased is like a husband who does not want to leave day or night.

Time flies, retreat in comfort.

"Xiaoyun."

"Um?……"

Lin Yimo didn't change any movements, and the calming bath ball Gu Jun took seemed to have worked, Lin Yimo's inner impetuosity was buried in the foam.

It even revealed Gu Yun's deep sleepiness.

"Sleepy?"

"Well, I'm a little sleepy."

Lin Yimo pulled out his hand hidden in the foam, and his light movements rippled slightly: "Then I'll come next, and take our little one to bed."

"fine……"

Lin Yimo rejected Gu Yun's unspoken excuse: "Don't refuse, I don't have many chances to hug you, so let me hug you back."