Moon Huaying in the Deep Forest

Chapter 9

The summer vacation is over quietly, and it is really difficult for high school students to have a real vacation.It doesn't matter to me to have less rest. In the words of our head teacher, Lao Liu, it's bitter before sweet. Students, don't worry too much about the holidays for the time being.

But it is impossible to say that you don't care at all, after all, no one is a perpetual motion machine.

During this summer vacation, I had very little communication with Lin Wuhua.Our love trilogy is study, study, study.

I often think that if others know our story, they will definitely find this love affair very boring.Although we are together, he is busy and I am also busy. We are usually busy with our own business, which can be said to be the same as when we were not together.We can't meet each other offline on campus, and we don't chat much online. We haven't said anything about love. The kiss on the cheek and the ugly report card flower I put on my desk.

Sometimes I also think about something.For example, did you not think about everything before getting together?Just being together like this, isn't it a little too irresponsible for the relationship?What does the future hold?However, it seems that all I can do is to do the things in front of me first.

I copied what Lin Wuhua said, "Think about our future, it will definitely be beautiful" on the title page of every question and note, and I thought: "Our future will definitely be beautiful."

It has been a while since school started, and I would occasionally receive a message from Lin Wuhua in the early hours of the morning.The messages are never long, only a few words, sometimes "I miss you so much", sometimes "I'm so tired, I miss you", sometimes "I want to see you".

How can there be a high school senior who is not tired?Is there any couple who doesn't miss each other?

lovers.I blush when I think of this word.

I also miss him very much, it's okay when we're not together, but after we're together, I often think about him like I'm going crazy.Every time I walk on the way to school, I will secretly think: "Will I meet you today?" If I don't meet you on the way, I will look hard towards the third floor before entering the South Building. .

But I can't say, let's come out and meet.I can only say, work hard first, we will spend a long time together in the future, and we can accompany each other for many years.I said this sentence over and over again, and in the end, I even annoyed myself.

This illusory word "future" not only gave me motivation but also gave me a lot of pressure, making me often feel very tired.But he is busy now, what can I say to him?How can I complain to him and distract him?I can only tell myself that the future will be fine.

But in fact, I can't guarantee that we will have a future.

Su Shuoren is in the No. [-] high school of No. [-] Middle School, and he is also very busy on weekdays.Ever since I told him about Lin Wuhua and I that day, he refused to come to me for a long time.After a while, he sent me some meaningless messages again and again, quite frequently, with a hint of trying to cover up.

On this day, he sent me a message, saying that he bought something for me online, and filled in his name with my phone number. The courier has arrived at the supermarket at the gate of our community and asked me to pick it up.

I asked him what it was, and he refused to say.

I ran downstairs to pick up the courier. The courier was heavy and I held it in my hand. I already had a rough answer in my heart.After opening it, it turned out to be a book of questions, to be precise, it was a general review material for the college entrance examination of science and comprehensive examination.

I asked him: "Why did you buy me the questions? Just in the second year of high school, why did you buy the general review questions?"

He asked me, "Are you touched?"

I will definitely hate him: "What is moved, I will buy you a set of questions later, and see if you are moved."

"Is there only a question?"

Seeing this sentence, I continued to feel in the courier bag, only to find a piece of crumpled paper.I think, let’s not be a small ad for positive reviews and cashback, the size of this small ad is too big.I took it out and saw that it was a piece of A4 paper, on which was written in extra large font size and bold font: "Brother will always support you."

I spread the paper on the table, took a photo and sent it to him, and asked again: "Do you really support me forever?"

"Sure."

Immediately afterwards, Su Shuo's voice swished across the screen, each lasting only a second or two.After the speech, he started to play the text, and after the text, he started to post emojis again.

"Fuck, I found several companies, but the boss of this one said that he could write a note for me, but he had to pay extra. I specially took a link to pay for postage. I thought it was a handwritten note, but it was printed! Why are you so perfunctory! This is a scam! My god!!!"

I quickly smoothed it over to him again: "Very good, very good, such a big piece of paper is very eye-catching. I will wrap it in plastic for him in the future and stick it on the head of the bed."

After talking about this, I remembered a chat with Su Shuo a few years ago.He patted me on the shoulder and said that from the day he first met me, he understood that he was destined to be my best brother.

How can I have such a good friend?How can you be so lucky?

While thinking this way, I turned on the phone.

Since we are good friends, I definitely want to watch him get better and better, he will understand.For foreign language and comprehensive science, one paper for each subject should be enough.I imitated him, write the address in their community, write his name, and write mine for the phone number, so let’s place an order like this.

The question book that Su Shuo bought for me is specially designed for senior high school students.I picked and picked and wrote some questions that I could write, and I think this question is not bad.

I turned on the phone again, bought the same three books of theory and mathematics, thought about it, and added three more books of theory and mathematics.

Thanks to modern technology and logistics, I quickly got these six questions.On that Sunday afternoon, I ran upstairs with a heavy bag and knocked on the door of Shen Qiyang's house: "Please hand over the remaining four books to Lin Wuhua and Xu Chunyu!"

In the middle of the night on Monday, I received a message from Lin Wuhua: "Xu Chunyu handed in his mobile phone, and he asked me to say 'thank you sister-in-law' for him."

When I saw this, I was about to explode: "What sister-in-law? Why does he call me sister-in-law?"

Lin Wuhua sent an emoji of aggrieved kittens: "I told them, Xu Chunyu and Shen Qiyang."

"What did you say?"

"I didn't say anything, just said that we are together. Can't I say it?"

My eyes darkened: "Who did you tell? Why didn't you discuss it with me?"

He sent a tearful emoji: "It's just the two of them, no one else. I want to spend my whole life with you, and they will know sooner or later. Didn't you tell your good friend?"

I suddenly remembered that I also told Su Shuo about it without discussing it with him.Double standards are not good quality, I apologized to him, but he said: "Oh, what are you doing, don't apologize, don't apologize, it seems that we are so rusty. I really like that you are strict with me. I have to do the test. , you go to sleep. Good night!"

"Come on, good night!"

After saying good night, I got up to wash my face and brush my teeth, but I kept thinking about the words he said: "I want to spend my whole life with you."

I can almost imagine that he looked at me in that earnest, earnest tone with a little bit of complacency, and said firmly and gently, "I want to spend my whole life with you."

Maybe people always like to think about it at night. After I finished washing, I packed my schoolbag and lay in bed, my thoughts started to fly.How did Shen Qiyang and Xu Chunyu react to this incident?It should be acceptable for Xu Chunyu to call me sister-in-law, right?What about Shen Qiyang?Judging from his usual performance, Shen Qiyang doesn't seem like someone who would care about these things, but who can say for sure?

I thought again of the scene where I ran to Shen Qiyang's home to deliver the questions.At the time, I thought he didn't know we were together, but now that I think about it, I'm a little embarrassed.

How did he see me then?

In a daze, half asleep and half awake, I thought: "If I can be with him forever as Lin Wuhua said, I probably won't have any regrets in my life."

Once summer is over, it is autumn and winter again.Before winter came, the students from Class [-] would still run to the study room, but after the first frost, the third floor was the same as last year, it was so cold that my hands and feet were numb, and I was the only one left in the study room.

I sometimes send messages to Lin Wuhua, saying that such a big house is cold and cold, and I'm the only one there, and it's scary at night.I also asked him, did Shen Qiyang and Xu Chunyu adapt well?

He replied to me the next day: "Shen Qiyang is okay, but Xu Chunyu is afraid of the cold, and recently he has been cursing from the cold."

I asked: "Call the third floor?"

"Call Shen Qiyang."

I couldn't help laughing, and asked him again: "Shen Qiyang doesn't talk back?"

"It's not just that he doesn't talk back, I see that he is quite happy when he is scolded."

"How about the other students?"

"A few times, a group of us with a good relationship chatted together. When we mentioned the temperature on the third floor, we were very surprised, and asked why no parents of senior high school students came to the school leaders to discuss it for so many years. It can be seen that everyone is not used to it. "

These few sentences are the result of our whole week of chatting together.Obviously we are not far away, but it seems that there is a time difference of several hours across the ocean.But what can I say?You can't say anything, and you can't complain. You have to be considerate and sensible.I demand this from myself.

I never found myself like this in the past. It turns out that once people think about it, they always scratch their hearts and livers.Sometimes, I sat in the class for evening self-study. On the surface, I lowered my head and worked hard on the calculations, but I was thinking in my heart: "I really want to see Lin Wuhua. I can't see him before the college entrance examination, right?"

Lin Wuhua once sent me a photo of the math book I bought for him.He said it was half done.

When I think of that photo, I feel so distressed, imagining the picture of him sitting at the desk studying, and feel that he is so hardworking and hardworking.I suddenly thought, how could he be so good?I seem to be far, far away from being worthy of him.

When I am busy studying, when I am immersed in the sea of ​​questions, I often feel tired and my head is swollen.But once the thinking of doing the questions stops and I put down the pen, I will start thinking about it again.

I feel a little inferior in this relationship, but I don't know what about Lin Wuhua.I think he should be confident.He is so nice, people who know him seem to like to get close to him, how can anyone not like him?

I thought of him on the front foot, and thought of myself on the back foot.I was with him, and he confessed first.He is such a good person, how could he like me?What kind of answer would he receive to the question he refused to answer, the phrase "Do you really like me?"

The day I just confessed that I was determined to be together, I still blamed him in my heart and said, "It's all your fault!" But now, I dare not.Could it be that feelings make people feel inferior?

Su Shuo is still the same, coming to me once every three days, but now he no longer sends some emoji packs of good morning, good afternoon, good night, have you eaten and saluted you, and replaced them with questions.

Nowadays, being upset has become my normal state, and I will start to worry again after not counting a few questions.

Across the screen, he could also see that I was irritable: "Don't do it, why is this attitude again."

"Not to you."

"I know."

"It's annoying, it's annoying every day, it's annoying not seeing each other, it's annoying to chat two or three times a week."

"Then your love talk is too worthless. Don't talk about anything else, at least you have to be happy when you are in love. Don't think so much. To put it harshly, separate if it doesn't suit you."

"Why should we separate!"

"I mean you don't want to think about it."

"How can you not think about it?"

"You study by yourself on the third floor of high school, and he attends classes on the third floor of high school. Is it impossible to meet this?"

Hearing what he said, I became even more irritable: "It's just that we can't touch it. It feels like God is preventing us from falling in love. It's so annoying, annoying, annoying!"

He didn't reply me for a long time, and I said worriedly, "Tell me, does this imply something? Do you think God will bless me?"

This time he replied in seconds: "I will definitely, you will be happy."

I was worried again: "Happiness, will it be with him? He is so good, how can I be worthy of him?"

He didn't reply to me, and I felt a little uncomfortable and blamed myself a little.Why pass this emotion on to a good friend?But I can't help but think about it, what should I do?