Moon Huaying in the Deep Forest

Chapter 8

You can't be blacklisted, and you still have to go to the study room.

Soon it was the end of the term, and when the test results came out, my parents were very happy again.

During dinner, my dad held a bowl of boiled water, pretending it was white wine, and drank it happily.My mother looked at me and smiled, but her eyes were distressed: "My son is tired and thin. He is only a freshman in high school, so take a few days off and don't be so tired. This summer vacation is the only summer vacation in the three years of high school, take a good rest A few days."

And I refused to give myself even one day off: "How much difference can there be between the first year of high school and the second year of high school, I will take advantage of these few days to preview and preview, and move the vacation to the end of the year."

After the papers were finished, on the first day of summer vacation, I ran to the self-study room with a large schoolbag full of tutorial books and bread.

I will stay until 11:30 in the evening, and I will study with the senior high school students in the evening, and I will eat bread for lunch and dinner.

I know myself too well, I know my inertia, and I know that I can't maintain a high efficiency state for a long time, so I want to take advantage of the high efficiency and good state now to gnaw a little more knowledge in the next semester.

I'm still upset for no reason, it's just that when I'm immersed in my studies, I can feel a little better in my heart and not be so messy.

After the college entrance examination, the three of them never came again. Even though they were on holiday every Sunday afternoon, they didn't come.What are the three of them doing now?After the summer vacation, those friends from Class [-] didn't come anymore, when will they come again?

I'm the only one left in the study room, I'm really not used to it.

Just as I was thinking like this, there was a knock on the door of the study room. I looked up and saw that the person who came was Shen Qiyang.

I asked him, "Why are you here?"

Shen Qiyang asked me in turn: "Do you want to come to our class?"

I asked, "Let me in?" and stood up.

"The teacher is not here."

If you are not allowed to enter, I will stand at the door and take a look from a distance, take a look from a distance, just take a look, and then I will leave.

Standing at the door, I immediately saw Lin Wuhua lying on the table to catch up on sleep.The thermos cup I gave was placed on the corner of the table by him, and I couldn't deny that I became happy.

After this glance, I turned around and was about to leave, but Shen Qiyang grabbed me: "Are you leaving now?"

Of course, I can't stay at the door of other people's classes for too long. I said: "Yes, what are you doing here to bother you? Just take a look at him!"

"Huh? Who is 'he'?"

"Who else can it be! Lin Wuhua and Xu Chunyu!"

But he narrowed his eyes and looked at me slyly: "Oh, I understand."

I was speechless: "Pretending to understand is bad quality!"

He shook his head and walked towards the class, and I was also preparing to go back to the study room.Then, I suddenly thought, it’s too hard to come here once, and it’s too bad to just take a look!So I tried to be as natural as possible, pretending to look back unintentionally, and wanted to take another look at Lin Wuhua, and then at the thermos, but I met Shen Qiyang, who had "I understand everything" written all over his face.

Depend on!This is too embarrassing!

I ran back to the study room in despair.

It's so embarrassing, I don't want to see Shen Qiyang again in my life!

But because of Shen Qiyang, I took a look at Lin Wuhua in the corridor, and I am still very grateful to him.I don't know when, or maybe it has always been like this, Lin Wuhua is the only one in my heart.Just like sometimes, when I think of Shen Qiyang and Xu Chunyu, I feel that they are good seniors, but when I think of Lin Wuhua, I only think that he is Lin Wuhua.

In a sense, they are already senior high school students, and they are too busy to contact me.I still don't look at my phone very often, so when I received the message from Lin Wuhua asking me to come out at three o'clock on Sunday afternoon, it was already noon on Sunday.I quickly replied to him: "Okay, okay."

He asked me to go to the small square in the second phase of Shenghe, where there are rows of chess tables, so there are often old people sitting and chatting there.What is he asking me to do there?I don't know, but I'm vaguely looking forward to it.

I arrived at the small square 15 minutes earlier, only to find that he had already arrived, sitting on the farthest chess table with his back to me.

I walked over, sat across from him, and patted him: "It's so early? What's the matter? Do you need me?"

Instead of answering, he asked me, "Have you read your high school transcript?"

"The results of the college entrance examination? Haven't they come out yet?"

"I said our report card."

"No ah."

He took out a paper ball from his pocket and handed it to me: "This is for you."

I didn't see what it was, but I wanted to boast out of politeness, but in the end I could only say dryly: "Hmm... this ball of paper is quite round."

He was even more embarrassed, rubbing his hands back and forth, and then said: "This is a flower I folded, but my hands are too clumsy, so it doesn't look like it."

I think it's not just "not quite" like?

I took the "flower" and looked at it carefully, and found that there were densely packed numbers printed on this piece of paper, which looked familiar after a closer look.

I said, "What is this?"

"The report card of this exam. It's from our class. I got the first place in the exam."

"Where are Shen Qiyang and Xu Chunyu?"

"Shen Qiyang No.11, Xu Chunyu No.[-]."

"Can I open it and have a look?"

He was silent for a while, but still said: "Yes, but you may not be able to fold it back after opening."

I thought for a while and said, "Forget it, I'll go back and look at the electronic version. I got the first place in the exam, it's amazing, congratulations."

He shook his head: "This is the first time I have taken No.1 since I was in high school."

"Then isn't this report card very meaningful? Why use it to stack flowers?"

"It's because it's meaningful that I want to give you stacks of flowers."

"Give it to me?"

He lowered his head, stared at Chuhe Hanjie on the table, and said something in a low voice.

His voice was really small, but I could hear it clearly.

He asked me if I wanted to be with him.

Before this, I never thought about these.Since I was a child, the words I have heard the most are when to do what.What the teacher talked about was: The most important thing for students to do is to study, and they can't even learn to think about love.

But when he said these words, I suddenly realized that I seemed to have been waiting for this moment to come.He asked me again: "Are you willing to fall in love? Do you want to?"

I also lowered my head and looked at the chessboard: "I like people who are good at mathematics."

He hesitated for a long time, and finally squeezed out a sentence: "But I am not as good as Shen Qiyang in mathematics."

I grinned fiercely at him: "I said that if you are good at math, you are good!"

After saying this, I grabbed the transcript and ran all the way downstairs to my house.I ran downstairs, and he chased me downstairs. He grabbed my hand and asked me: "Xia Ying, can I kiss you? Can I kiss you?"

Now I am a little embarrassed: "But I am not yet an adult..."

"I'm not yet an adult either. Can I kiss? Can I kiss?"

He leaned over, and I didn't hide, and the kiss fell on the cheek.

That's it for me and him.

Looking at each other, I was suddenly very ashamed to see him, so I said: "You study hard! You are in the third year of high school!" and ran home.

This summer is too hot, my cheeks are hot, I wish I could hug an electric fan.I couldn't write on the paper that was still spread out on the table, so I ran to the bed and buried my face in the pillow.

Actually... are we together like this?

I have never thought about whether I like boys or girls, but when Lin Wuhua asked me, my mind was full of: "Of course I want to be with him."

So, it's all Lin Wuhua's fault!

I turned on my phone, wrote a paragraph and sent it: "You are in the third year of high school, why did you confess your love? Don't you think it will affect your grades? It's fine if you have a puppy love, and dragged me into the water! Aren't you afraid of affecting my grades?" ? It's too much, it's heart-breaking!"

Lin Wuhua replied after a while: "Actually, I feel that I have strong self-control."

I don't think: "If you really have self-control, you should wait until after the college entrance examination to confess your love!"

I think what I said makes sense, but he said: "After I took the college entrance examination, you will be in the third year of high school."

I couldn't understand: "Then it's okay to confess my love after I take the college entrance examination!"

"That will take two years."

I started to get annoyed, and fiercely threw a sentence: "I feel very strange now, don't talk to me first, I'll rationalize my thoughts."

He really didn't send any more messages. After a while, I asked him: "Are you really not afraid of affecting your grades? I almost feel like a sinner now. I don't know how you like me... Do you really like boys?"

This time he didn't keep me waiting too long: "Xia Ying, we don't have to play together, we can also study together, right? Work hard together, and go to a better school together, that's also possible .”

In fact, he had a point, but I still said, "I'm scared."

"Don't be afraid," he said.

How can I not be afraid?I asked him: "Do you really like me? Why can't I feel it?"

He didn't answer, but said, think about our future, it must be very beautiful.

He asked me to think about a better future, but I really couldn't think of anything better.I said: "Senior, when you go to college in the future, don't fall in love with others easily."

He asked: "Why did you suddenly call me senior again? Xia Ying, you promised to be with me, it's not because you won't refuse, right?"

of course not.

I have forgotten how that chat ended, but I still remember that the vague uneasiness at that time was hidden in my heart.I deluded myself and brainwashed myself.

It's love, why doubt these things?Instead of thinking about it, it's better to live in the moment and have a good time now.No matter what the future holds, at least he will be there.

Because there will be him in the vague and distant future, I have become more brave.

No matter how far the road is, I can walk down willingly.I'm willing to spend tons and tons of time trekking, no matter what anyone says, without wondering if it's worth it.

This is my choice, this should be my choice.

Because of the summer vacation, Su Shuo would occasionally send a message, wanting to ask me out for a visit.We can both reject each other very skillfully, but this time I refused again, and he called directly: "Why do you love learning so much now?"

I told him on the phone that I was with the senior who accepted my water glass. In order to have a better future with this senior, I would not take time out to play before the college entrance examination.

He asked me, is it the one he thought was together?He asked me again, is this senior a man?Then he said, "You let me calm down."

After a long time, Su Shuo sent me a message: "Dude, you said you like men. We have known each other for so many years. Have you ever liked me before?"

"My vision shouldn't be that bad."

"I'm serious!"

"No, I like men, but it doesn't mean I like all men."

"That's fine, buddy bless you, come on."

After a long time, he sent another sentence: "Damn, what kind of person is worthy of you?"

"Your words are too exaggerated. I was afraid that I liked you just now."

"Hahahaha, why don't you allow me to be narcissistic?"

"You really bless me? Don't you think you can't accept it?"

"If I don't even bless you, there won't be many people in this world who bless you. As long as you don't break the law and don't touch the bottom line of morality, I'm sure I will support whatever you do!"

Having said that, I can still feel that Su Shuo is not so accepting of this matter.He couldn't accept it, but in the end he said bless me, and I really appreciate him.