Chapter 41
Chapter 41
Wang Sasa rubbed his eyes, then rubbed his eyes again.
On the snow-white paper, there are black and white words, it is clear and clear, it is not fake.
Wang Sasa stared at the brown notepad on the desk with a pair of almond eyes, his face was so stiff that he almost became a statue.
She muttered to herself: "So, Tan Yixuan likes me?"
impossible?Didn't she say it was just a joke?
Possibly, she touched her face, it was her after all.
So it wasn't her illusion before, let alone her narcissism! Tan Yixuan really had a crush on her!
Thinking of this level, Wang Sasa stood up abruptly. Because he was too shocked, he accidentally knocked over the teacup on the desk. The tea was winding and wet the snow-white paper.
She screamed suddenly, hurried to the toilet to get a towel, and carefully wiped off the water stains.Then take a hair dryer and blow it directly on the paper.
Although the paper surface dries, it becomes dry and crumpled.She closed the note pad in embarrassment and pressed it with a thick dictionary.
It's only such a page, Tan Yixuan probably won't find out.
She looked at the note pad under the weight of the thick dictionary, and scratched her hair frantically, almost turning herself into a chicken coop.
She still hasn't sorted out her feelings for Tan Yixuan, so she can't respond to her.So for the time being, it can only be regarded as ignorance.
When she thinks of a solution, she will face Tan Yixuan's feelings directly.
After making up his mind, Wang Sasa went back to sleep by himself.
Just before going to bed, I received a text message from Tan Yixuan, inviting her to visit Grandma Tan in the hospital tomorrow.
Wang Sasa wanted to refuse Tan Yixuan's thoughts just now, but suddenly thought that Grandma Tan would have an operation in a week, so she couldn't help hesitating.
In the end, rationality prevailed and agreed to Tan Yixuan's invitation.
That night, Wang Sasa had something on her mind, tossed and turned, and couldn't sleep all night. When she woke up the next day, there were obvious dark circles under her eyes.Use thick concealer to suppress dark circles.
She put on blush and lipstick on herself, and her complexion improved.Facing the mirror, Wang Sasa put on her coat and went out after readjusting her expression and making sure that no emotion was revealed on her face.
I took a taxi to the hospital and walked into the ward, where Tan Yixuan was serving porridge for Grandma Tan with a thermos bucket.Both of them smiled when they saw her.
Tan Yixuan's eyes fell on her face, and her eyes were full of water, "Didn't you have lunch, I cooked porridge, do you want some?"
Grandma Tan greeted her with a smile: "Shasha is here? Come and sit."
Tan Yixuan served the porridge, and corrected lightly: "Grandma, how many times have I told you that her name is Sasha, not Sasha."
Wang Sasa was startled suddenly and stopped walking.
Grandma Tan immediately patted her forehead: "Look at my memory, you too, Sasa, I made a mistake, and you didn't remind me. Sa Sa Sa Sa, I call it fluent."
Wang Sasa gave a stiff laugh, and stole a look at Tan Yixuan.
Tan Yixuan lowered her eyes, smiled, and said nothing.
After Grandma Tan finished her porridge, Tan Yixuan took the tableware and got up to wash it.So in the ward, apart from other patients, only Grandma Tan and Wang Sasha were left.
Grandma Tan carefully looked at Wang Sasa's expression, and felt that there was something strange in her expression, so she couldn't help asking worriedly: "Sasa, are you... having a conflict with Yixuan?"
Wang Sasa was stunned for a moment, and after a while she said: "No, where do you want to go, grandma?" Stress. You should eat and sleep well now, don’t think too much. The surgery will go smoothly on that day!”
Grandma Tan beamed with joy, and patted the back of her hand: "That's a good word from you!"
Wang Sasa smiled and rolled his eyes, thinking about Tan Yixuan, but he didn't feel Alexander deep in his heart.
Wang Sasa was going home, and Grandma Tan asked Tan Yixuan to take her out of the hospital.
The two walked down the long aisle of the hospital, and the atmosphere was awkward.
Wang Sasa didn't know how to speak, but Tan Yixuan didn't know why he didn't speak.
Seeing that she was about to walk out of the hospital gate, Tan Yixuan suddenly said, "Don't you like it?"
Wang Sasa was startled and almost jumped up on the spot. She rarely stuttered and asked cautiously, "What?"
Tan Yixuan glanced at her sideways, pursed her lips and said, "You didn't move the porridge at noon. Does it taste bad?"
Wang Sasa continued to stutter: "You... you said this?"
Tan Yixuan frowned, not knowing why: "Then who do you think it is?"
Wang Sasa hurriedly laughed and said, "No, I just thought about it for a while."
Originally, Wang Sasa said this, but Tan Yixuan would not deliberately make things difficult for her, so the topic ended there.
But today Tan Yixuan seemed to be a different person, and had to break the casserole and ask the end.
She asked: "Then what are you thinking about?"
Wang Sasa was flustered, and at the same time she was a little annoyed by Tan Yixuan's endless questioning.
She racked her brains and quickly thought of various reasons to prevaricate: "That's that... Didn't I give you a pearl hairpin last time? Yes, I'm talking about pearl hairpins." The more she said, the smoother she went. "I thought you asked me if I didn't like pearl hairpins."
Tan Yixuan was silent, and sighed softly for a long time, she took a step closer to Wang Sasa, and put her hand on her cheek.Wang Sasa's expression changed, and he quickly took a step back: "What do you want?"
Tan Yixuan paused, then continued to reach out and took the leaf off her head, put it in front of her eyes, and explained: "I just saw it just now, I don't know when it was attached."
Wang Sasa blushed instantly because of "the heart of a villain to measure the belly of a king", and she twitched the corners of her mouth to explain the abnormality just now: "I thought you were going to hit me."
Tan Yixuan sighed again, and shook her head: "Why? You think too much. Is it recently..." As she spoke, she looked at her thoughtfully.
Wang Sasa swallowed unconsciously, scolded herself in her heart, then raised her smiling face, and patted her on the shoulder pretending to be chic, "I really have no sense of humor, I'm obviously just joking with you!"
"Really?" Hei Mou glanced at her.
Wang Sasa nodded vigorously: "Of course!"
Seeing that Tan Yixuan didn't ask, Wang Sasa finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Watching Wang Sasa leave, Tan Yixuan stared at her slender back, lowered her eyes to think for a moment, then looked up again, the corners of her mouth slowly curled up.
This weekend, Wang Sasa did not go to Tan Yixuan again, but stayed at home thinking about life.
She had to think about how Tan Yixuan, as a straight girl, was bent by her.
After much deliberation, I can only draw one conclusion: she is too attractive.
She can't be disheartened on purpose just because people admire her.
So this life cannot bear the burden, she can only bear it.
As for the diary?She rolled her eyes, planning to wait until Monday and return it without anyone noticing.
During the break between classes, Wang Sasa sneakily stuffed the diary back into her schoolbag while Tan Yixuan was going to the bathroom.
Since Tan Yixuan didn't confess directly, let's pretend she didn't find out for the time being!
Because she suddenly remembered her former goal, matching Tan Yixuan with her favorite person.
Now, the person she likes is clearly herself!
It also means that to make Tan Yixuan happy, she must sacrifice herself!
She really can't change her sexual orientation!So forgive her ostrich mentality and let her escape for a few days.
Wang Sasa, who thought it was perfect, didn't know it. Tan Yixuan, who found the diary the next day, and flipped through the pages, looked at the page that Wang Sasa had wet, showing a clear smile.She did see it...
Tan Yixuan closed the diary, staring deeply at Wang Sasa who was receiving boiling water in the back row of the classroom with black eyes, and quickly looked away when the other party followed his gaze.
She tightened her fingers holding the ballpoint pen, telling herself to be patient, as long as she endured a little longer, she could get what she wanted.So the eager desire in my heart was suppressed again.
When Wang Sasa returned to her seat, Tan Yixuan asked casually, "Grandma is having surgery this Saturday, will you come?" She said without waiting for Wang Sasa to answer, "I'm so worried, if What should I do if there is an accident?" She looked up at her, caught her hand unexpectedly, held it in her palm, and said sadly and firmly, "Sasha, will you stay with me?"
Wang Sasha faced the other party's fiery gaze, and Alexander looked down at his tightly grasped hands, feeling even more stressed.
But Tan Yixuan couldn't find the abnormality, and she was worried about Grandma Tan's operation, so she had to keep an eye on it.So he hesitated: "Don't worry, I will accompany you."
Tan Yixuan clenched her hands tightly and asked, "Forever?"
In the past, Wang Sasa didn't think too much about it, but now when Tan Yixuan asked him this question, he immediately hesitated.She answered forever, will she give Tan Yixuan unrealistic delusions?But don't answer forever, what should Tan Yixuan do if he is angry?
In the end, he could only wander his eyes, not daring to look at her, and muttered vaguely: "Maybe."
Tan Yixuan looked at her with a smile, her expression on her face remained unchanged, her long eyelashes drooped to cover up the glimmer of light, "In this way, I can feel at ease."
Saturday, the city hospital.
Grandma Tan had an operation in the morning, and in the afternoon she was full of energy and clamored to be discharged from the hospital.Tan Yixuan and Wang Sasa hurriedly held her down to prevent Grandma Tan from messing around.At any rate, Grandma Tan was persuaded to stay in the hospital for observation.
Because Grandma Tan didn't have lunch, Tan Yixuan was going to go home to cook as usual, and specially called Wang Sasa to go home with her.
Anyway, go back as soon as you go, Wang Sasa has no objection.
Tan Yixuan asked Wang Sasa to go to the living room to watch TV first, and then went to the kitchen to cook.
Wang Sasa watched TV for a while, became bored, turned around and went to Tan Yixuan's bedroom, wanting to look through her bookcase to see if she got her diary back.
Thinking of that email, Wang Sasa felt that Tan Yixuan was too careless.The diary is such a private and important thing, can it be put away casually?
The person who took pictures of her diary doesn't know who it is, so I have to find a way to find it.The other party was obviously uneasy and kind to Tan Yixuan, and she was worried that the man would lose his mind and make public when he saw that she didn't respond.
Just as he was thinking about something, a hand came from behind him.
Wang Sasa was taken aback, turned around and saw that it was Tan Yixuan, and laughed sarcastically, "I'm sorry... I went through your bookcase again."
Tan Yixuan held her by the shoulders and stared at her without saying a word.
Wang Sasa's heart began to thump wildly. She was keenly aware of what Tan Yixuan might want to say, and her heart suddenly rose. She couldn't help muttering: "Tan Yixuan..."
Tan Yixuan lowered her eyes, staring at her fingers, which slid along Wang Sasa's shoulders and landed on her cheeks.Tan Yixuan cherished Wang Sasa's cheek, stepped closer, and said softly, "Actually, did you see it?"
Wang Sasa panicked and took a step back.
Tan Yixuan's bedroom is very small, with only one desk, behind which is her bed.Wang Sasa stepped back, tripped, lost his center of gravity and fell backwards.She subconsciously grabbed Tan Yixuan's clothes and took him down.
What's the situation now?
It is a situation that must never happen!
So Wang Sasa jumped up immediately, resisting with righteous words: "Tan Yixuan, don't do this, you will fail the trial. Just stand over there and talk."
Tan Yixuan looked at her inexplicably.
Wang Sasa paused, quickly hid on the other side of the desk, and looked at her nervously.
When Tan Yixuan approached just now, to be honest, she was frightened.
At that moment, her expression was blank, and her heart was so frightened that it was full of garbled characters.
If it wasn't for Tan Yixuan looking at her, Wang Sasa would have covered his face and wailed regardless of his appearance.
A shadow fell on Tan Yixuan's face, and his breath was close at hand: "Do you like me? Sasha."
Hearing this, Wang Sasa smiled, which was uglier than crying.
She tried to play sloppy with Tan Yixuan: "Don't come here...I'll talk to you in detail."
Tan Yixuan walked in, held her shoulders, and easily stopped Wang Sasa's movements.
She smiled, but the smile didn't reach her eyes, "Tell me, you saw my diary, didn't you?" She approached her, leaning slightly, her delicate face was close at hand, with an urgent aggressiveness.
Wang Sasa couldn't resist, so he just pretended to be dead, broke the jar and said, "Yes, I saw it."
Tan Yixuan couldn't help rubbing her cheeks, still pressing her fingers, exhaling into her ear like blue: "Then... what do you think of me?"
What can Wang Sasa say?It is obviously inappropriate to directly refuse.So it can only be dragged.
She avoided Tan Yixuan's fingers slightly, and thought about her words, "Tan Yixuan, you are fine. But..."
Tan Yixuan's fingers trembled, she held her chin, turned her face, stared into her eyes and said, "You mean we are not suitable?"
Wang Sasa swallowed her saliva and denied: "No, no, I mean. I think we need to cultivate relationships. It's a bit difficult to accept you now, after all, I have never liked girls. So... do we have to cultivate relationships first? "
Hearing this, Tan Yixuan pinched her chin and stared at her for a moment, then suddenly smiled, the smile overflowed from his eyes, and his whole face brightened.
Wang Sasa suspected that Tan Yixuan might have lost his mind because of the blow, worried that she would suddenly attack her, so he couldn't help but look at her cautiously: "Tan Yixuan, are you okay?"
Tan Yixuan's body suddenly covered her whole body, and she embraced the treasure in her arms. She really didn't expect that Wang Sasa was willing to accept her.
She was so happy that her whole body trembled and her eyes were flushed with excitement.I couldn't help hugging her, took a deep breath around her neck, and said with great joy, "It's okay, I'm willing to wait."
Wang Sasa was stunned, and reached out to pat Tan Yixuan's shoulder hesitantly. She didn't seem to say anything that would be misunderstood, did she?
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