Wen San'er

Chapter 65 Words

Liu Yun lost his eyesight, but he didn't want anyone to help him. Leaning on a cane, he walked along the path for a few miles, and came to a small forest with ease.San'er followed him and walked for a while, Liu Yun stopped in front of two tombs, but there were no steles in front of the tombs, but they were cleaned up very cleanly.

"Brother Yun'er, do you often come to visit Chang Feng?"

"Well, but they have special identities and cannot erect monuments."

"Aren't you afraid to come here so late?"

"What's the difference between day and night?" Liu Yun said with a smile, "I come here, but I feel at ease. What else am I afraid of when I'm with Changfeng?"

"I may really not be as good as you."

Liu Yun paused when he heard the words, and smiled back at San'er in relief, then put down his cane, and sat down bent.

"Feng, I brought San'er to see you. He is doing well, so I believe you can rest assured. I still miss you very much, but I don't know how long I can live. Wait for me for a few more years, okay? ha."

After Liu Yun finished speaking, he got up with San'er's support, took the cane that was handed over, and walked slowly to the other direction of the road.

"San'er, I'll wait for you at the intersection, you and Changfeng can talk to each other alone."

San'er looked at Liu Yun's back, not at all worried that something would happen to him alone in such a night, and instead sat in Liu Yun's position just now, talking eloquently, he had a lot to say.

"Changfeng, how have I been doing since I left you? Whether it's good or bad, you've said it for ten years, and I still don't mind when you abandoned me. I married a good girl four years ago, and then With two sons, now that the emperor has revised the taxes, it is not so difficult to live, but I often think of you at night, and sometimes I think of Chengyu. By the way, do you know that Chengyu died, and he died because of your reaction. In the hands of the thief, how did he die? Is it related to you? What did he say to me? He was friendly but ruthless, but I used to treat him sincerely. Every year on his death day, I would burn some paper money to him. This poor man enjoyed all the riches and honors while he was alive but also suffered all kinds of humiliation. When he died, he didn’t even leave a body or a tomb. Sometimes I think, what’s wrong with him? Wu’er’s death, my I don't blame him even if I die, but he has nothing in return for his sincerity towards Chengzong. Love, love, sometimes it's unfair. In this comparison, Brother Yun'er and I can still compare. Luckily. I was so young back then, I felt that you had failed me by choosing Liu Yun, but after so many years, I thought about it, you are also very sincere to me, you and I have worshiped the world and entered the bridal chamber, and I am really content, It is also true that you and I are fundamentally different. I will not understand your hatred for the imperial court, and I will worry to death about your looting. If you choose me, I will definitely oppose you to join the rebel army with all my strength. , But even though the Mang Shanzhai was preserved in that way, you will all be unhappy, you and those brothers know that blood for blood cannot exchange the lives of those deceased relatives, but if you don’t resist every day, you will feel hatred when you live. It is difficult to fall asleep, and you will feel that your eyes are burning on your back. If you don’t burn your life to bury the hatred, it will be difficult to live? I used to be puzzled by your hatred, but now I can gradually understand it. You know that you don’t have long So you bastard chose to let me live alone and live the "good life" you imagined? But you know, I want it even if it's only two months, only two months I'm also jealous, even if it hurts so much that I cry and blind my eyes, I still want to see you for the last time. Don't blame me for being cruel, my tears for you have been shed as early as the day I learned of your death. Sometimes I feel that Brother Yuner You are really strong. When he told me about your death, I couldn’t even imagine how he hugged you and watched you die from injury. It’s like a doctor who can’t save your lover’s life. How did he blindly bring you two corpses back to Yuzhou, how he dug up the soil little by little, and then stroked your cheeks to bury you in the soil, how he put all his body and mind day after day, I was buried with you, how many tears he had to shed, could it be that the grass growing where I sat was nourished by his tears, you have seen all the tears he shed, right? Why do you have him, but you still want to die? Don’t you have no nostalgia, a little fear of death? Is love not as strong as hate? Don’t you feel distressed when you look at him now? Why don’t you let him Accompanying you? I think, if I am not brother Yuner, I am afraid that I will hate you if I am guarding your grave now. I am not as strong as him, and I am not as kind as he is, so I will hate you You see, I am guarding your grave, getting married and having children with peace of mind, I want to show you, if you choose to give up your life easily, leave me easily, I will belong to someone else!I will make you jealous and make you suffer, your strategy is to bully a good guy like Brother Yun'er. "

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