To say goodbye is to die a little

Chapter 30

"Su Yan?"

"Ok?"

"what happened to you?"

"fine."

Su Yan's palms felt a little weak.

He didn't know how to tell Chang Yue so that he wouldn't feel repulsed by homosexuality or that others thought they were lovers.

Chang Yue has a relatively serious mental cleanliness addiction, and it is not difficult for Su Yan to guess... Even if this matter is left aside, the topic of homosexuality is very likely to make Chang Yue unhappy.Su Yan didn't want to create a gap between them just because of today's little accident.

At least not so fast.

However, Su Yan's explanation stayed between his lips and teeth.

Seeing the cuteness and worry revealed by Chang Yue's alienated white face, he subconsciously refused to avoid this topic.

Chang Yue looked at Su Yan twice, and when he looked back at the road for the second time, he suddenly noticed something from Su Yan's silence, which was not really long.The thought of not wanting to embarrass Su Yan quickly drove him to wrap his arms around Su Yan's neck, and half-jokingly said: "Could she be suspicious of our puppy love?"

Su Yan was stunned for a moment, his eyes moved from the front to Chang Yue, and he didn't look away.

Chang Yue was still rubbing the itch on his face with his right hand, seeing that Su Yan was indifferent, he continued: "I just think we are in a relationship."

He explained again, after looking at Su Yan for two or three seconds, he couldn't stand it any longer. He looked away, and the hand on Su Yan's shoulder was also a little weak, and he didn't know whether to continue to hug him.

For a moment just now, Chang Yue really felt that he understood why Su Yan was silent, and then he believed that this brief silence was equivalent to Su Yan silently confiding a not-so-small matter to him.

This thought flashed through my mind just now, vague and small, but it couldn't be ignored at all.

But now Su Yan didn't respond. Although it didn't take long, Chang Yue's sensitive and self-deprecating thoughts had already begun to flood.

What if Su Yan really just mentioned it casually, because he was impulsive?Thinking of this, Chang Yue thinks more and more that this is the case, he is the sneaky person...

When Chang Yue thought of this, it became difficult to breathe.

"Chang Yue." Su Yan held Chang Yue's wrist hanging in front of him.

"Ok?"

As Su Yan opened his mouth to speak, Chang Yue seemed to have regained all his strength, and his reply voice was not as tense as expected, but instead had an illusion of comfort.

"Auntie just meant that," Su Yan said, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

The two continued to walk forward, and Chang Yue kicked two stones into the root of the tree on the right when he started.

"No," he said, "She just kindly reminded me a few words."

"Then in case, I really like boys, will you feel uncomfortable?"

The itch continued to climb up the arm along a meridian.

Chang Yue moved his gripped wrist, Su Yan let it go quickly, and he quickly helped Su Yan tighten it again, "You can hold it, but you don't have to hold it so tightly, I can't run."

Su Yan tightened his grip again and relaxed again.

Chang Yue raised the corner of his mouth and looked at Su Yan seriously, "You are the first person who makes me feel very special since I grew up. You also know that I have many problems... the people and things in the past, It's all a burden to me, so I don't like it very much-no, I resist their appearance...but you are different, and I can't explain why. Anyway, I won't be uncomfortable, you think It doesn't matter who you like, whether it's a man or a woman."

The fact is the same as what he thought, not that he is hypocritical, which makes Chang Yue warm up again.He was afraid that his words would be too pale and unconvincing, so he seriously expressed some of his thoughts.But Chang Yue seldom talks like this, so he stumbles, his thoughts can't keep up with his mouth, his mood is a little impetuous, and his ears are warm.

While his head was still hot, Chang Yue took the initiative to give Su Yan a hug after speaking.After all, Su Yan seemed to like it very much.

Before Chang Yue denied himself, Su Yan quickly hugged him.Maybe it was because of touching the heat on his ear, Su Yan laughed out loud.Chang Yue immediately threatened: "If you laugh again, you will lose your face."

Su Yan quickly stopped laughing, "I always get angry at every turn, like a puffer fish."

All the awkwardness is gone.

Chang Yue pushed Su Yan away, "That's because you always touch me."

"Then you can touch me too."

Chang Yue raised his eyebrows, "Definitely not."

Su Yan knew that he didn't like bumping into other people, so he continued to persuade: "I'm not someone else, if you try to touch it, it won't make you feel uncomfortable."

Chang Yue had nowhere to hide. Seeing that Su Yan's face was approaching, he pinched the flesh on his face cruelly. It felt a little soft, so he hurriedly retracted his hand, "Do you want to go to the swimming pool now?" ?”

"Go," Su Yan touched the place where Chang Yue touched, "Why did you just touch it, you can actually pinch it hard, after all, the feeling will be different when you get older."

Chang Yue was going crazy and ran out immediately.

Su Yan didn't follow immediately, and walked at a normal speed. After a while, Chang Yue stopped to wait for him, and then he quickly ran over.

I was fighting all the way, and it was already 19:25 when I arrived at the swimming pool.

This time I introduced to Su Yan that the staff in the hall was the one who handed the umbrella to Chang Yue before, and her name was written on the work card, Zhang Ruming.

It is really different from Su Yanlai, many details Changyue only remembered this time.

Su Yan didn't ask to go up for a visit, so Zhang Ruming introduced it vividly with eloquence, and finally said: "You were introduced by our old member, here we can apply for a [-]% discount for you, and at the same time, we will also give it to your friends Ten swimming times. Do you consider doing it now?"

"Thank you," Su Yan said, "Please make one for me, the number of times should be the same as his."

Chang Yue heard and handed over his card.

"There are still 101 times in this card, plus today's gift, a total of 111 times."

"Same as our birthday." Su Yan whispered to Chang Yue, and Chang Yue smiled at him and nodded.

Su Yan opened the payment code, "I want this, I want the same, thank you."

"Okay," Zhang Ruming laughed, "wait a moment."

Zhang Ruming quickly helped Su Yan get a card. The card was blue-gray, and it had words dedicated to the swimming pool on the third floor. Su Yan asked, "Is there no card exactly like him?"

She explained with a smile: "Your friend's is a universal card that only the top [-] VIPs have. Now we only have floor cards."

"I only go to the third floor," Chang Yue and Su Yan said, "There is no difference between the two cards."

"Okay." Su Yan quickly compromised and took the card.

Knowing that Su Yan wanted to buy a swimsuit, Zhang Ruming quickly led them to the shopping area on the left side of the first floor. There were all kinds of goods in it. In addition to all kinds of swimsuits and goggles, there were also various swimming aids and some colorful toys. There are children and adults.

"You two can take a look at it at will, and just call me if you need it."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome."

Su Yan didn't want anyone to follow, so she said politely, and Zhang Ruming left after speaking.

Chang Yue hasn't recovered from the guess that the money Su Yan spent just now is most likely earned by himself, and he can't stop admiring him.Although he had some money in his pocket, it was all given by his family on weekdays. He just saved it, not earned it by himself.He couldn't control his distraction, and continued to walk forward, but Su Yan grabbed the bag on his back.

"what?"

"Let me see your swimsuit."

"Oh," Chang Yue nodded to the air ahead, "Look."

Su Yan opened it and saw that they were all black. The clothes were long-sleeved, but the pants were shorts.He looked around, walked to the right row of shelves and found the same style of swimsuit and goggles, so he didn't choose any more.

There were colorful ones on the long shelf farther away. Su Yan pulled Chang Yue over to have a look, and chose a three-piece set of baby swimming and playing water toys, which were a spinning lake-blue otter, a pink water-spraying sea lion and a The little yellow duck that can only call.

"Do you want to swim with these?" Chang Yue is not sure how well Su Yan swims, and feels the need to explain, "I think only the baby on the fifth floor can use this, do you want to buy something else? I see that swimming ring Well enough."

Su Yan actually didn't intend to buy it for herself to play.

Seeing that Chang Yue looked worried that he would be laughed at by others, the laughter in his heart wavered, and he stopped forcibly, and whispered: "Well, don't play outside, just play at home."

Chang Yue nodded, "That can be bought."

After paying for swimsuits and toys, they came to the third floor and swiped their cards to enter.

Chang Yue took Su Yan to the shower room, washed his swimsuit briefly with hot water and the shower gel inside, and wrung it half dry.Su Yan went into the compartment to put it on, and he also quickly changed into his swimsuit.

Wearing wet clothes, Su Yan carefully followed Chang Yue to stretch, and the two of them went into the water.

Once in the water, Chang Yue found that Su Yan was also good at swimming. They swam back and forth, and Su Yan arrived at the same time as him.

Chang Yue pulled up the goggles, "Why do you know everything?"

Su Yan was amused by Chang Yue's surprised tone, "This time you are allowed to worship for 10 minutes."

"That can't be done," Chang Yue said, "I guess I'll have to think about it all night."

"That's fine too," Su Yan scratched off the water droplets at the end of her eyebrows, "Then I wish you well all night, too."

The ideological Chang Yue is now choking on the water and coughing non-stop, but in reality he is dumbfounded.

"Just kidding," Su Yan swam over and looked at Chang Yue through the goggles, "Don't think about anything else."

"I didn't think about anything else..." Chang Yue left the shore, paddling his hands slightly in the water, "I was just thinking about how to get back to you, but I didn't have any good ideas for a long time. If Zhi Qiyuan was here, You've already been choked up speechless."

"You had a cold expression just now, and it looked quite bluffing." Su Yan couldn't help laughing, "So you were thinking about how to reply?"

Chang Yue took a deep breath, "That's right."

Su Yan couldn't hold back, and burst out laughing.

Chang Yue was extremely depressed, and slapped water drops on Su Yan's side, "Still laughing!"

"Okay, I won't laugh anymore..."

......

When we left the swimming pool, it was windy outside and it seemed to be raining.They took a taxi and went back. As soon as they entered the community, it rained.Chang Yue and Su Yan went upstairs quickly and closed the balcony windows before the rain beat into the house.

After washing, Chang Yue recited a few vocabulary words in Su Yan's room, and when Su Yan came back after washing, he even did a spot check and passed.At 11:30, the two packed up their desks and prepared to go to bed.

"Good night." Chang Yue said.

Su Yan grabbed the towel on her head and tentatively asked, "Sleep together?"

"No." Chang Yue refused more and more simply today.

Su Yan approached, smiled and said, "Then kiss one."

Chang Yue reflected for a while, jumped up all of a sudden, and retreated to the wall, "absolutely not."

Su Yan stood where she was, "Then it's okay to hug me, right?"

Su Yan's tone suddenly became a little low.

Chang Yue suddenly felt that his tone was a bit bad, and he used such hurtful words as "absolutely".Anyway, today is a big day for Su Yan... After a while, he put the book back on the table, walked over and hugged Su Yan.

Su Yan put her arms around him, resting her chin on his shoulder, a little quiet.

Chang Yue was a little guilty, worried that he was thinking too much, reached out and patted him on the back.

Su Yan let go of him, with his hands still on his shoulders, and suddenly said: "It's just a goodnight kiss, between family and friends, is it okay? Choose one, either you kiss me or I kiss you."

Su Yan said these words that Chang Yue knew nothing about and wanted to avoid, but his tone was still dull.

When the distance is too close, Chang Yue doesn't dare to look at each other.He caught Su Yan's subtle and weak emotional changes through his ears, and he couldn't bear to refuse.But it is harder for him to take the initiative to love his family than to let him die. He regards death as home, "Then you come..."

Su Yan held back a smile on his neck for a long time, and then kissed him lightly on the forehead, "Good night."

"......Good night."

"Chang Yue." Su Yan didn't let go of him, "I really like boys."

"......Um."

"Are you uncomfortable?"

"will not."

Only then did Su Yan let go, "That's good."

After Chang Yue finished speaking, he didn't take the book, and ran away after unlocking the door.

Su Yan's warm body temperature and the feeling of wet hair sweeping across her neck and side of her face are still there, and the place where she was kissed on her forehead is also very abrupt now, and the feeling of being surrounded is always lingering.

Chang Yue lay on the bed, rubbed his face with the pillow for a long time, touched the switch to turn off the light, and lay down on his side. Suddenly, he felt something soft and soft on his forehead. He was startled, reached out and touched it. In response, the faceless bear beside him leaned over with the shaking of the pillow, so he hugged it in his arms. $TITLE by $AUTHOR

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