Those years when I was liked by green tea Alpha pack O

Chapter 38 Must Be Strong Enough

Three weeks later, in the senior ward of the Provincial People's Hospital.

Ji Shangjiu hasn't tidied himself up for a long time. In most cases, unless someone came to see him, he didn't even bother to comb his hair.

I feel tired every day, and my life is chaotic.

Qin Chuan came here once, and joked that he would never be able to tell his mother that he had someone he liked again. He didn't stay long, and when he saw that Ji Shangjiu was fine, he left.

Later, Qin Hai also pretended to come to see him, expressing condolences, but actually came here to provoke him. Ji Shangjiu should put on a show, support the scene and support the scene, and his words are not good.

Qin Hai naturally didn't put it on, showing his true colors, and told him to stay away from Qiu Yepiao in the future, otherwise he would only hurt Qiu Yepiao.

Ji Shang Jiuquan thought he was farting.

He lost, and he lost badly, but Qin Hai had no chance to win.

They are all alphas.

Qin Hai quietly guided him to become the most hated Alpha. In the eyes of everyone, he was his savior, his savior. He did all the good things, but only two of them knew the bad things.

"You have to thank that classmate of yours. Don't quarrel with people every time people come over. Look at your Alpha hormone soaring." Dr. Mo was so angry that he saw the pheromone detector showing 50%.

Ji Shangjiu suppressed the anger in his heart, put down the summer homework that Lin Shu gave him in his hand, stared at the pheromone blocking ring in Dr. Mo's hand, and raised his eyebrows that he hadn't taken care of for a long time .

"Uncle, don't I bring this thing? It looks like a dog leash."

"You should take it with you. You have just differentiated, your alpha hormone is so high, and you haven't stayed in the training room for long." Dr. Mo seriously rejected Ji Shangjiu, and handed the things to the nurse.

Ji Shangjiu was slightly taken aback: "Isn't the test result already out? I can resist most Omega pheromones."

Dr. Mo replied: "That's just a simulation, not to mention that as a high-quality Alpha, ordinary Omega pheromones basically don't work for you. Although in theory, including the test results, you can go out, but it's best to go out in the early stage." Put on the barrier ring."

He cited the example of Ji Shangli: "Including your brother, who stayed in the training room for a whole month after the split."

Seeing that Ji Shangjiu was still dissatisfied, Dr. Mo secretly said in his heart that this kid was quite obedient in the past, but once he splits up, the whole person becomes difficult to deal with.

The nurse at the side couldn't help laughing, and seeing Ji Shangjiu's reluctance, she persuaded intimately: "This barrier ring is very light, I think you are so trendy, little handsome guy, just wear it as a chocker."

"Can this thing be customized?" Ji Shangjiu sighed, brushed up his hair, and asked the nurse to tie the "dog leash" around his neck.

"Go and ask your dad, if you can just buy a factory." Dr. Mo bent down, as if he saw something, his eyes were fixed on Ji Shangjiu.

Ji Shangjiu's scalp was numb from his sight, and he touched his face: "I haven't showered for two days."

Dr. Mo snorted: "It's not that you didn't wash your face if you didn't take a shower. If you have time, look in the mirror and see if you have a beard."

"Beard?"

"Generally speaking, you start to grow beards at the age of 14 to 16. It seems that Alpha hormone promotes your own development, so after you differentiate, beards grow out immediately."

Ji Shangjiu was silent for a moment, and asked: "Then will I grow taller... I don't have high requirements, as long as I grow to 1.9 meters, I will be fine."

Most of the students in the class have grown up after differentiation, and he hopes that he can also jump up.

After all, he is almost ten centimeters shorter than Qiu Yexuan now...

"1.9 meters?" The nurse laughed.

"Probably." Dr. Mo's answer was extremely vague, "Supplement more calcium and vitamins, I'm leaving, your dad should come over in the afternoon."

"Wait, uncle."

"what's up."

Ji Shangjiu's face was rarely expressionless: "My mother doesn't know."

The voice was very soft, as if asking casually.

Dr. Mo pursed his lips, and he motioned for a few nurses to go out first. After the nurses went out, he said slowly, "Do you think it's possible? Would she not know about such a big accident?"

Ji Shangjiu paused holding the quilt.

Except that he had a video call with his mother on the third day and told her the recorded photos and the witness Lu Nan, he had never seen his mother again.

"Then she..." Ji Shangjiu hesitated, he got out of bed and walked to the window, where he could have a clear view of the surrounding scenery.

Ji Shangjiu closed his eyes, and said softly, "Is she okay?"

"What can happen to her, Xiao Jiu. You just think too much, your mother is not that fragile." Dr. Mo shook his head and sneered, "You will be discharged from the hospital in a few days, and your father will probably Arrange a training room for you."

"Do you still need training?" Ji Shangjiu looked a little lonely with his eyelashes drooping.

Dr. Mo stopped walking out of the ward door, and he explained: "Under normal circumstances, you should have differentiated after two months, but at that time, due to various reasons, your differentiation was ahead of schedule, but fortunately, there was a high-quality Alpha to treat you. Only with guidance can you differentiate smoothly and normally, but this differentiation is still unstable, so a series of tests need to be continued.”

What he said was high-sounding and well-reasoned. Logically speaking, Ji Shangjiu had no motive for disbelieving the other party, but he vaguely had the answer in his heart.

He asked, "Is this really the only reason?"

"Otherwise?" Dr. Mo said in a deep voice, trying to establish the majesty of an adult.

But Ji Shangjiu was not intimidated by his majesty, he uttered all the words he had kept in his heart for the past few days.

"You have locked me here for three weeks. I woke up the next day and was told to 'recuperate' in bed for two days. Two days later, I was sent to the training room."

Ji Shangjiu spoke intermittently, his hands were placed on the glass, as if the whole person was locked in a cage, and outside the glass was a brand new world.

"I have passed the test in the training room, but I am still locked up here, and it has been more than two weeks, and no one has told me how Akiba is."

He avoided the fragile face reflected on the glass, and pressed his head against it, feeling icy cold.

"Is he in a bad situation?" Ji Shangjiu asked in a low voice.

Doctor Mo has the right not to answer Ji Shangjiu's question, but although he is a doctor, from another perspective, he is also the uncle who watched Ji Shangjiu grow up.

After a moment of silence, Dr. Mo replied truthfully: "He is currently in the isolation ward and needs a period of recuperation."

He described the situation ideally, and some information in his brain was screened out by him: "You know, he was diagnosed with narcolepsy himself, so in this matter, most of the time..."

"He's always asleep, right?" Ji Shangjiu interrupted Dr. Mo, he just wanted to get the answer he needed urgently, not Dr. Mo's ideal answer.

"Is he awake?" he asked.

Dr. Mo thought for a moment, then nodded: "The hospital attaches great importance to him, whether it's the Eastern Province or ours, so you don't have to worry too much. It's normal to feel tired most of the time during the day. At present, the psychiatrist is intervening, and he He has also been very active in various aspects of treatment. After all, he has been attacked by the same Alpha pheromone twice since he split at the end of last year until a few days ago. His body is also quite special, so in terms of treatment, It will take some time."

Ji Shangjiu laughed at himself, and his fingertips dug deep into his fist: "I know, I hurt him..."

"Xiao Jiu, you can't think like this. You have to know that he..." Dr. Mo had no choice but to comfort him with words. Even though Ji Shangjiu was very quiet, the pheromone still betrayed him.

The data on the pheromone detector has been marked yellow, which means that with the blocking ring on, Jishangjiu's pheromone Alpha hormone concentration can still increase in a short period of time.

"I was the one who wanted to differentiate at the time, and I almost marked him..."

Ji Shangjiu didn't dare to recall, but for so many days, whenever he closed his eyes, Qiu Yexuan's painful expression appeared in his mind.

His heart is suffering from these memories all the time, the pain is not only on Qiu Yexuan's body, but also on himself.

"I can't control myself, I feel bad, he... he found out, he hugged me. You know, uncle, that feeling is... I'm so close to him, but I know in my heart that I You have to stay away from him."

"It's as if he has kept a safe distance from me. I used to think that it was because he maintained his demeanor as a divided person, but later I discovered that it turned out to be a habit he had to develop."

……

"You don't need to stay far away from him." Dr. Mo is used to the ups and downs of the world, and his empathy ability is not that good. He knows that Ji Shangjiu is in pain, but for him, things are not so pessimistic.

"You just have to learn to control your emotions so that you don't hurt him. You are all very kind children, he won't blame you, and he doesn't want you to blame yourself. After all, at that moment, it was all... ...Your own choice, since he chooses this way, it means that he thinks you are very important."

"I'm important?" Ji Shangjiu's eyes seemed to light up with a little light.

"En." Dr. Mo nodded, "What you have to do now is to cheer up and receive training well, so that you can stand by his side again."

Dr. Mo was not used to such emotional words coming out of his mouth. He sighed and said, "You like him very much, don't you?"

"However, I have differentiated into an Alpha, can I still stand beside him?" Ji Shangjiu's eyes are full of unconfidence: "Even if he doesn't respond, I will still be very scared, in case... in case I... ..."

Dr. Mo shook his head, and poured Ji Shangjiu a bowl of chicken soup for the soul. Even he himself knew that it was not that simple to become strong.

"Then make yourself strong enough, just as strong as the Alpha boy who sent you here."

"I……"

Is it as powerful as Qin Hai?

Ji Shangjiu smiled wryly.

"Xiao Jiu, I remember you said a long time ago that no matter what gender you differentiate into, you will gladly accept it, but for you, the best choice is to differentiate into an Omega."

Dr. Mo sniffed and spoke slowly.

"But what surprised me was that when you came to see me last time, you suddenly changed your mind and said that you must differentiate into an Omega. You also told me that it was because of your mother, but I thought about it later and felt that things... …not that simple."

Ji Shangjiu was speechless, he remained silent.

Dr. Mo didn't ask any more questions, because he saw another protagonist in the passage he just said appeared.

"Shang Qing." He nodded to the lady.

Mrs. Ji exchanged a few words with him, and finally said: "Thanks to you, Mo Ming."

"It's okay, I'm going to go first, you have a good talk with Xiaojiu, I suggest..." Dr. Mo paused, he remembered that the other party has been receiving treatment from a psychiatrist these days.

Mrs. Ji: "Huh?"

Dr. Mo suddenly laughed, and looked at Ji Shangjiu, "It's okay, I just suggest giving the child more calcium supplements, Xiaojiu... I want to grow taller, I'm leaving, you guys have a good chat."

Mrs. Ji smiled gently and watched the other party off.

This gentle smile gradually faded away after the other party walked away.

The former is Mrs. Ji, and the latter is Ji's own mother.

Mrs. Ji took out her handkerchief, wiped her tears and walked towards Ji Shangjiu's bed, sobbing as she walked: "Xiao Jiu, you scared my mother to death, and my mother will never go far again!"

"I'm fine, Mom." Ji Shangjiu pulled out a smile, even though he wanted to laugh happily, but the muscles on his face were tense, no matter how much he smiled, he couldn't return to the way he used to be.

Since he couldn't laugh, Ji Shangjiu also suppressed his smile, and said lightly, "Mom, I have differentiated into an Alpha."

Ji's mother paused when she wiped her tears with the handkerchief. She slowly took down the handkerchief and sat down on the sofa beside her. Her eyes were lowered. A pair of well-maintained hands slowly folded the handkerchief into squares.

"Isn't it good?" Her voice was not loud.

Ji Shangjiu picked up the rubber band and stroked his hair. Even without a comb, he practiced well and tied up his long hair.

"Really?" He seemed to ask casually.

Seeing Ji Shangjiu's skillful movements, Ji's mother felt a sharp pain in her heart. The emotions she had already controlled seemed to collapse at any time. She lowered her head again, looked at the handkerchief in her hand, and smiled. Yi said: "Mom... used to raise you as an Omega. It was Mom's fault. Don't blame Mom."

Looking at his mother's reddish nose, Ji Shangjiu took a breath: "Do you really think so?"

"Well, you differentiated into Alpha... Mom is very happy." Ji's mother changed the subject, "For a while, I'm going to deal with the matter of that surname Chu."

Ji Shangjiu sneered: "Can he still come out?"

Ji's mother looked at her son who had always been well-behaved but now had a very indifferent face, and the worry in her heart became more and more intense, and the anxiety also intensified.

Ji Shangjiu looked at the torn and shapeless handkerchief in her hand, clenched his fists, his eyes flickered: "I'm sorry, Mom... I asked too many questions."

Ji's mother shook her head, and her eyes were fierce: "That person has turned 16 years old, and the person whose surname you mentioned is Lu testified. Besides, there are other evidences. He... probably will be difficult to come out."

She gave the kid surnamed Lu a sum of money.

Ji Shangjiu asked: "Then do you know, who did he send the photo to?"

Ji's mother thought for a while, and said: "The person who received the photo is a girl. She used to go to the same school as Qiu Yexuan, but she just likes Qiu Yexuan."

Ji Shangjiu: "What about the other person?"

Ji's mother was stunned for a moment, and said: "You//manage//that one? It is said that he is doing well, and he has come out a long time ago."

"Come out?" Ji Shangjiu frowned.

"He has changed schools. When he left, he didn't tell his friends. I thought it was shameful." Ji's mother said quickly, "I used to think that the students in No. [-] High School were obedient and hard-working, but I didn't expect that there were still people who were young. Young, so bad..."

"Study well, it can only mean that this person is good at studying, or that he has studied hard."

"yes……"

Mother Ji sighed, and she casually threw an expensive silk handkerchief into the trash can.

"But Xiaojiu, tell mom honestly, are you?"

Before she could finish her sentence, she was interrupted by Ji Shangjiu's "yes".

She looked up at her son: "I haven't asked yet?"

"I like him." Ji Shangjiu avoided her gaze, "I want to be with him."

He has never been able to look at his mother's fragile eyes like water. Once he sees it, he can't help it, and can't help but agree to all the other's requests.

"But have you ever thought that he might...not be suitable for you, he has serious..."

The tears hidden in Ji's mother's eyes still flowed down, but she lost the handkerchief, and her son would not wipe her tears.

Why?She was obviously just a classmate, but she didn't understand why her son fell in love with that child.

"Mom, I'm sleepy." Ji Shangjiu returned to the bed, closed his eyes, and pulled the quilt over his body.

"Who are you lying to, you're sleepy..." Mother Ji took out a tissue and wiped her eyes, "When I first came, you said you were sleepy, so you couldn't listen to what mom said, and listened carefully to what mom said. "

"Tell me." Ji Shangjiu covered his head with the quilt.

"Qiu Yexuan has a very serious genetic disease, and the abnormal differentiation of his body makes him in a state of resistance to most of Alpha's pheromones."

"He's not an Omega, you know, if he's a normal Beta, then forget it, I'm not a stubborn person, you are together, he is so good, your dad and I will definitely not object, but, it's a pity !He is not."

"Think about it, if you are with him, you will have to be careful all your life. Just not releasing a lot of pheromones requires you to have enough willpower. It will be too hard. Mom doesn't want you to go on this road road."

Ji's mother spoke in a very orderly manner. She had thought of her words long before she came.

Qiu Yexuan is a very good boy, but...for her son, it is also an abyss.

No one can resist instinct.

There will be no one at all...

One child has already suffered, and she can't let her younger son go through this again!

Ji Shangjiu didn't speak for a long time, Ji's mother suppressed the emotions in her heart, pressed her eyebrows and asked: "Xiao Jiu, are you asleep?"

"No." There was a moan in the bed.

Ji's mother sighed again: "Mom won't talk, and you don't like to hear it either."

She picked up her bag and opened the door of the ward.

"I'll go back first, you..." Ji Mu said.

Ji Shangjiu pulled back the quilt and looked at the door of the ward with a flushed face: "Mom."

"Huh?" Ji's mother was stunned for a while, she didn't expect her son to call her to stop her.

Ji Shangjiu still had the bright smile on his face that he had always maintained, but the words he uttered contained sadness and accusation invisibly.

"You said that I would be careful when I was with him, but..."

——I’ve lived so far, haven’t I been careful enough?

"I..." Ji Shangjiu looked at his mother's red and swollen eyes, but he couldn't say the second half of the sentence.

His Adam's apple moved, as if he had compromised with fate, and he tried his best to smile brighter.

Even if it's not pretty, it's even like crying.

"If I tell you in a few days that I don't like him, will you believe me?"

Mother Ji shook her head.

The reason is very simple, whoever keeps saying that he doesn't love is in love.

"So don't worry, I won't say that. Because I really like him, I hope you can... think about it again... Be careful on the road and take a good rest after returning home."

After finishing speaking, Ji Shangjiu lay down on the bed again, leaving his back to Ji Mu.

Ji Mu didn't speak, and closed the door silently.

……

It wasn't until he heard the sound of his mother's footsteps disappear that Ji Shangjiu covered his eyes with his hands.

Tears wet his fingers and wet his pillow.

He didn't know how far he had to go to be able to like someone freely and be himself freely.

This time, no matter what others think of him, he will not let go.

The author has something to say:

Mom received psychological treatment, which means...she has softened her heart.

The phrase to say not to love is to love comes from the mouth of Ovid.