69novels Chapter 14
Chapter 14
I will protect you and will not despise you. "
I suddenly felt drops of water flowing over my face, I looked up at the ceiling, there was no water, Jian Jian seemed to find something and called me, "Why are you crying? Are you okay?"
I touched the corners of my eyes, and it turned out to be tears, "I...it's okay." When I paused, Jian Jian saw my tongue nail, "You nailed it! So cool!"
I lifted my hair up and let him look at my pierced ears, "four on each side, and I still have lip studs."
Simple grabs my shoulder and shakes, "Fuck you, you're too flamboyant! This Friday, we have to organize a class dinner to celebrate the return of Brother An and Brother Jiang."
"You might as well let me die, even if I go, the teacher will go."
"Brother Jiang is fine, isn't he yours?"
"Homeroom teacher Bai Bai, math teacher Fu Si, art teacher Jiang Qi, chemistry teacher Mu Mi, and Jiang Mi are also counted."
"What the fuck am I doing?"
"They and Jiang Mi are good friends."
"Soga, got it, what about the table?"
I looked at the table and fell into deep thought, "I'll go find Jiang Mi."
I went to the office and opened the door, "Jiang Mi, someone scolded me on my desk, the kind that can't be wiped off."
"When Bai Bai comes, let him adjust the surveillance, you go back first."
"What's wrong with you? Are you in a bad mood?"
I worriedly asked Jiang Mi, "Go back to the classroom and sit down, be careful that I break your leg."
"Okay, fight, I don't care." I looked indifferent, but I was already very scared.
Jiang Mi came over and picked me up and ran back to the classroom, "Jian, look at Yi'an, don't let him go to my office before breakfast."
"Hey, bro, what's the matter? Was there a fight?"
He said no, but I cried aggrievedly, "No fart, I just asked him because he was in a bad mood, and he was about to break my leg. I'm already short and I'm getting shorter!"
"I... well, I don't understand the taste of your young couple." Simple sighed helplessly.
53. I ignored Jiang Mi when I got home at noon.
Jiang Mi...he didn't talk to me anymore.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! Jiang Mi, you have the guts to ignore me for the rest of your life!" I stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and scolded Jiang Mi opposite.
Jiang Mi seemed to have seen me, but he ignored me.
I called Bai Bai, "Teacher Bai..."
"What happened?"
"I ask for a leave of absence..."
"Ill? Is Jiang Mi next to you? How long, please?"
"This week off."
"Okay, remember to contact us if something happens."
"Um……"
After hanging up the phone, I looked at Jiang Mi on the other side. Jiang Mi didn't know what he was doing on the second floor.
"One, one, one! You have a call coming!" Jiang Mi set the incoming call voice for me.
"Who?"
"I'm simple, are you okay today? I don't feel very well."
"Simple, help me pack my things in the afternoon and send them home."
"Hey, so what's wrong with you?"
"I'm tired, I've been so tired during this time, I don't understand why I became like this, I have experienced so much with him, his recent behavior makes me disgusted, he knows I hate this feeling, I blindly put up with his behavior, this month we experienced together, he didn’t give me a good face except for warming my hands in the morning, it’s really too tired, simple, I want to relax.”
"Okay, then I'll clean it up, take it easy recently, don't do stupid things!"
"it is good."
I thought about it, changed my clothes, took my mobile phone and went out. I walked to the door of a barber shop and went in.
After talking to the clerk, I said what I came for.
"Mint green hair tail gradient macaron powder, I just saw these two colors in the brochure."
I want to dye my hair.
From 12:30 to [-] o'clock in the evening, it was a little hot.
After paying the money, I went home and packed my things.
I put the things in Jiang Mi's house, and took away my house key and the things I put in his house.
He put down his clothes, shoes, daily necessities, and the five thousand he took out when he returned from the barber shop.
After I got home, I called Jiang Mi one last time.
"Jiang Mi, everything is in your house. There is 5000 yuan in the envelope on the table. I will take care of you during this time. Thank you, you have appeared in my world."
"Yan? Are you okay?"
"I'm tired Jiang Mi, I'm tired... You carefully recall what happened during this period, Jiang Mi, I'm really tired, let's break up, there are many people better than me."
"Yi'an, stop making trouble..."
I interrupted him, "Good night."
Before that, I said a lot to Weibo, ins, and all my friends, and the last sentence was "good night."
Say to the tenant, "You live in the house slowly, it may be permanent, good night."
Finally, Jiang Mi.
I sat on the fence on the top floor, looked at the streets with people coming and going, heard my friends calling me, and heard the alarm bell of 119. I didn't hesitate and enjoyed the thrill of falling.
Wearing my favorite collocation, dyeing my favorite color scheme, to end my best time.
By the way, the last painting posted on my account is a boy lying in a pool of blood. I imagined a painting of my death. It may be a prophecy. This is a practice on the day I met Jiang Mi.
54. Ambulance... disinfectant water... noise...
Strange yet familiar ceiling, I am not dead...
But I feel dead again...
"Jiang Mi, are you fucking worthy? See what you have done to my Yi'an? Are you worthy of you? Are you still willing to come?" Ah... the barbecue is scolding Jiang Mi.
"Yi'an! Are you okay? Does your body hurt? Can you see what time it is?"
Simple voice, blurred vision "Three...?"
I squinted at Jiang Mi, "Gun..."
"Yi'an, what did you say?" Jiang Mi looked at me with a slightly surprised tone.
"Jiang Mi...you...fuck...I'll get lost..." The speech was intermittent, I was really tired, and I didn't have much energy to speak out.
"We... split up... Jiang Mi..."
Jiang Mi looked obviously shocked, but he was still pulled away by others.
Later I learned that both my legs were fractured to varying degrees, as were my arms and ribs, and I couldn't move my neck for a short period of time.
Why didn't I die...
let me die...
I'm really not qualified to live in this world...
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6. Get up again after big ups and downs
55. After one and a half months, I was discharged from the hospital, but my arm was still in a plaster cast.
In the afternoon, I put on my school uniform, hid my pink-green hair in my hat, put on a mask, and slipped into the school.
I want to check this out one last time before I go to Y University.
After passing the guard, I took off my school uniform by the green plant at the school gate, removed my hat, and pulled the mask down to my chin.
I don't care how the people who recognize me look at me, I went to the third floor after I went to Building B, and the third room on the left is our classroom.
I looked at the table with scolding words written on it, and someone patted me, "Is there anything wrong with that?"
A girl's voice, I turned my head and I looked at her "I look at my table."
"Shen Yi'an! I didn't even recognize it! You suddenly look so good!" She is Zhou Ke, the representative of the Chinese class in the class.
"Well, I dyed my hair and permed it. I put earrings and lip studs on the pierced ears before. It's very different from the dark feeling before." Laughing, but I don't feel like laughing.
Other students also looked at me because of Zhou Ke.
When Jian Jian came, he slapped me directly on the head, "You are fucking sick! There is no one at home, the doctor told you to rest and you fucking ran out?"
"It's almost the end of the term. I plan to come to the school for the last time to see. At least I have been studying here for two weeks. Can I not come back?"
Jian Jian looked at me, I think he wants to kill me now.
But the voice on the podium made me extremely disgusted, "It's too noisy for the family members, our voice is really loud... one... one peace? Why are you here? Are you okay recently?"
I walked up to him from the back and looked at him and said, "I'm here to review this classroom for the last time. Also, we've already broken up, don't try to find me anymore, Grilled Lemon and Fictional Space have cooperated, you Don't come to me when you are satisfied, I think you are disgusting."
As soon as this sentence came out, I realized that it was wrong. It turned out that all the classmates except Jian Jian didn’t know that I broke up with Jiang Mi.
I ignored them, walked out of school, and I went home.
Turn on the computer and report the information that I am still alive.
Maybe this is the reality, we patronize our own love, but forget that there is still a lot of prejudice against homosexuality in this era, as well-known figures, maybe we shouldn't make it public.Otherwise, we would not be where we are now.
I went back to my old job as an illustrator with negative energy.
A painting a day records the emotions of each day.
56. It is February 2018, 2, the Chinese New Year.
It was very lively outside on New Year's Eve, and I gradually forgot about Jiang Mi and I.
Every family is celebrating New Year's Eve in reunion, watching the New Year's Eve.
And I did the same as before, decorating the house, cooking dumplings, watching the Spring Festival Gala, and setting off fireworks at the bottom of the building.
The next day, I went to Uncle Yang’s house to pay New Year’s greetings. Every year, Uncle Yang would treat me like his own son and let me go to his house to celebrate the new year.