69novels Chapter 99 What if
Chapter 99 What if
"Boom!"
Pei Yan pushed open the door of the doctor's office and barged in, without even bothering to knock on the door: "Uncle Chen! I'm here to get Rong Xin's case!"
Dr. Chen was an acquaintance of Xu Xiaoyan, he didn't say anything about Pei Yan's impulsiveness, he just waved to him: "Sit."
Pei Yan stood on the spot panting, didn't move, just stared at the dozen thin documents in the doctor's hand: "Uncle Chen, Rong Xin..."
"You sit first." Dr. Chen dragged him to the seat without any explanation, and poured him a glass of water from a glass.
The sympathy and comfort in his eyes were so obvious, like the thunder before the heavy rain, the moment Pei Yan saw it, his hands and feet were cold.
"The outcome of the case may look dire," Dr. Chen tried to put it in the most euphemistic way, "but you don't have to worry too much, the patient is still young and at this stage, if admitted to the hospital in time, it can still be completely cured."
Pei Yan's heart felt as if it had been crushed by a heavy hammer, her mind was buzzing, and she managed to find her own voice: "Uncle Chen, tell me what happened to him."
The doctor observed his emotions, and slowly pushed the case on the table in front of him: "The patient was diagnosed with gastric cancer in the early stage a month ago. The lesion was not deep during the examination, but he has not been diagnosed during this period of time. We don’t know what the current situation is about the follow-up treatment. If you always maintain a comfortable mood and healthy living habits, it should not deteriorate too quickly. It is best to persuade him to be hospitalized as soon as possible and undergo surgical resection..."
Stomach cancer.
After Pei Yan heard these two words, he couldn't hear anything. He saw the doctor's mouth opening and closing, everything around him was spinning, and the world seemed to be split from it.
Click!The glass in his hand was pinched and shattered.
"Hey! You child!" Dr. Chen was taken aback. He felt that Pei Yan looked quite calm just now, so he dared to tell him the result. He didn't expect that this child just hid it deeply. The kind of family members who scream to the sky are all big.
"How hard are you trying! Quickly stretch out your hand and I'll bandage it for you!" Dr. Chen quickly grabbed his hand and stripped the glass shards from his hand. "Dr. Xu's heart aches when he saw it!"
Pei Yan seemed unconscious, blood flowed from his fingers, and his arms trembled unconsciously.
Diagnosed a month ago.
A month ago... Rong Xin mentioned breaking up.
Pei Yan's heart felt as if it was being torn desperately by steel claws, the pain was bloody, and the bloody truth came out of the wound at this moment.
More than a month ago, he told Rong Xin in the ward that he would not give false testimony to blame Zhao Yuanqi for the kidnapping case created by Wu Feng, and Rong Xin broke up with him a week later. Angry, now he understands why.
The reason why Rong Xin left him was not to blame himself for not helping him, but through this incident, he understood the irreconcilable contradiction between the two—Rong Xin was willing to take revenge at all costs, but he loyally supported him. The bottom line of law and justice.
As long as they are together for a day, this contradiction will always exist.If the relationship is to continue, someone has to make concessions.
Rong Xin couldn't budge.The deep-rooted hatred made it difficult for him to really choose the long and honest road of revenge. As long as he had the opportunity to retaliate against others in his own way, he couldn't help wanting to kill Zhao Yuanqi.Then the one who finally makes the concession can only be myself. One day, I will abandon the bottom line that I have always adhered to for the sake of Rong Xin.
But Rong Xin didn't want to.
When I was still deceiving myself and holding the illusion that Rong Xin would be persuaded by me, Rong Xin had already seen the way ahead and made a decision.He broke with himself without hesitation, just to use ruthlessness to protect himself from the darkness and justice for the rest of his life.
And the source of Rong Xin's courage to do all this is cancer.
If there is no cancer, Rong Xin may really try to make changes for a long time.But stomach cancer gave Rong Xin one of the cruelest but most tempting multiple-choice questions at this juncture—whether to use his short life to cut off all entanglements and concerns, and make a determined effort to pursue long-delayed long-cherished wishes and obsessions.
The arrival of that case was like a sharp knife falling from the sky, shattering Rong Xin's last hesitation.
"No wonder you said you wanted to go abroad, no wonder you said you wanted me to raise a dog for you..." Pei Yan murmured tremblingly.He just felt like a knife was twisting his heart, his headache was about to split, and the answer was about to come out, which made him tremble with fear, and the blood from his palm instantly seeped into the bandage the doctor had just tied tightly on him.
——What did Uncle Chen just say... After Rong Xin was diagnosed, he never came to the hospital again.
That's because Rong Xin didn't want to cure her at all!
At this moment, Pei Yan finally understood everything. After cutting off the connection between him and himself, Rong Xin didn't care about anything anymore. He didn't have to worry about dragging and eroding himself. Everything he did had nothing to do with him.Without the bondage of emotion and morality, without the future to consider for the rest of his life, Rong Xin can go all out and do whatever he wants!
An extreme coldness suddenly spread along Pei Yan's limbs to his heart without warning. He suddenly thought of an extremely terrifying possibility, immediately pulled out his cell phone from his pocket, and called Rong Xin.
Dr. Chen was in a hurry: "Hey! Slow down! You can't move this hand!"
No one picked up.
Rong Xin's strange affection and nostalgia for him today emerged in Pei Yan's fast-moving brain, recalling his heartbroken tears on the bed in Zhao Yuanqi's office, remembering the last time he saw him today, and his gradually hidden in the darkness of the corridor Stern face.
Pei Yan was short of breath, his eyes were almost bursting with red blood, he jumped up suddenly, grabbed the scissors on the table and cut off the thread of the bandage, grabbed the case and rushed out like a cheetah.
"Pei Yan, what are you doing!" Dr. Chen chased after him and shouted, but when he ran out, he couldn't even see Pei Yan's shadow.
Night covers City A, and the brightly lit city has already fallen asleep in the middle of the night, but at this time, the bitter cold wind is wrapped in the biting cold wind, passing through the countryside and forests, rolling through the deserted city streets, whizzing and sweeping Pei Yan while running. corner of the clothes.
Pei Yan yelled into the phone: "I'm looking for you Mr. Zhao! Where is Zhao Yuanqi now!" He ran to the side of the road and reached out to stop a passing taxi, but maybe it was too late, the driver didn't want to pick up the job, so he didn't Stopped, the car roared away in front of Pei Yan.
"Who are you?" The business-like voice of the person on the phone was somewhat disdainful, "Our President Zhao's private itinerary will not be disclosed to the public. If you have anything to do, you can make an appointment at the company's front desk tomorrow."
"I'll tell you..." Pei Yan almost swears. There was no sign of a car coming on the road ahead, so he ran to another road and yelled into the phone in the cold wind, "You are his Private secretary, I fucking want to know if Zhao Yuanqi is at home now?!"
"We don't disclose Mr. Zhao's privacy to the outside world..."
"Fuck!" Pei Yan was furious and almost smashed the phone, "The situation is much more serious than you imagined, Zhao Yuanqi may have..."
The words "life is in danger" suddenly stuck in Pei Yan's throat, and the next second, he immediately shut up and hung up the phone.
If Rong Xin really did something, everything he said now may become evidence against him.
Pei Yan's cold sweat drenched his entire shirt, he stopped, panting heavily with his hands on his knees, his heart was beating wildly as if it was about to be torn apart.He wished that Rong Xin didn't answer the phone because he was sleeping now, but he knew that Rong Xin was a light sleeper.And he never turns on airplane mode. If someone calls him in the middle of the night, he will definitely hear it.
The cold night wind became more and more bitter, Pei Yan's reckless short hair was blown backwards by the strong wind, he could hardly grab the phone with his red fingers that were frozen, and called Rong Xin again.
drip, drip...
This time, after the phone rang a few times, no one answered it, but was hung up directly—Rong Xin was awake!
Pei Yan almost threw the phone out, quickly clicked on WeChat and pressed the voice button, almost breaking his voice: "Rong Xin! Don't be impulsive! There is still room for change! I have already obtained from Wu Feng that Zhao Yuanqi violated the law and discipline. Evidence! You can take revenge without touching him! Where are you now! I'll find you!"
The news was like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no reply.
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"Rong Xin! Don't be impulsive! There is still room for things to turn around! I have obtained evidence from Wu Feng that Zhao Yuanqi broke the law! You don't need to fight him to get revenge! Where are you now! I will find you! … ..."
In the cabin in the woods, Rong Xin held the phone close to his ear, and Pei Yan's heart-piercing roar was coming from inside. He listened expressionlessly, but if you looked closely, you could see his fingers trembling slightly.
Pei Yan knew.
Rong Xin took a deep breath and closed his eyes.He didn't believe Pei Yan's words. Pei Yan's ability to adapt to the situation was too strong. After knowing his plan, he would try every means to stop him. Most of the evidence he got from Wu Feng was just an excuse he came up with on the spur of the moment. hand only.
He was sitting on the high stool by the bar, and the background sound of Zhao Yuanqi moaning in pain continued continuously behind him, but he seemed to be completely blocked by him.His fair and handsome face is incompatible with the dilapidated scene around him, and there is a kind of coldness and indifference of otherworldly fireworks seeping out from every detail of his body. In fact, he has always felt this kind of alienation in the past, but he does not know that it is the current environment. The foil was due to other reasons, it seemed colder than before, as if it was outside the world and indifferent to everything.
Suddenly, Rong Xin lowered his eyes and slid his finger on the screen, as if he was looking for something.After skating for a long time, he finally reached the very beginning of the chat record with Pei Yan, and then read it one by one.
Pei Yan: 【Are you busy? Do you still have a stomachache? 】
Pei Yan: [Why do you always think about braised chicken, am I not better than braised chicken? 】+ half naked upper body muscle photo
Pei Yan: [I saw two birds fighting on the road today, one pulled off the feathers of the other hahahahahahaha, look at it] + a few unfocused photos of honey sauce
Pei Yan: [Xiao Xinxin, turn around.I'm at the door of the classroom, see what I brought you... Braised chicken coupons!Let's go after class! 】
Pei Yan: [When I was watching a movie today, I kept thinking about a question... The male protagonist in this movie is not as good-looking as our Xiao Xinxin! 】
Pei Yan: [Morning!Another day for liking Xiao Xinxin! 】
Pei Yan: [I was fascinated by Xiao Xinxin's handsomeness at the debate, ah! ~fainted.jpg]
Pei Yan: [Daughter-in-law!What do you want to eat today, my husband will buy vegetables and go home later. (I want to kiss!)]
Pei Yan: [Why didn't you call back, Rong Xin!Stomach ache or stomach ache?I'll be there right away! 】
Pei Yan: [I went to morning class, daughter-in-law, the medicine is on the table.Breakfast is ready and placed in the microwave to heat up while you eat.I'll be back after class, love you (come back wanting to kiss!). 】
Pei Yan: [I had a dream at night, dreaming that we were hehehehe... Ah, rubbing my hands excitedly, I want to sleep with Xiao Xinxin in my arms tonight.Guaranteed to just dawdle and do nothing else! 】
……
Memories were dragged to the depths along with these records, and Rong Xin’s indifferent eyes like frost did not know when there was a slight tenderness, just like the first ray of sunlight shining on the treetops after the first snow, gentle and bright .
It has been a long time since such an expression appeared on his face. At that time, he hadn't been sick, hadn't realized the unbridgeable gap between him and Pei Yan, and hadn't experienced heart-piercing pain and despair .At that time, he and Pei Yan were still the happiest couple and had the best hopes for the future.
If his sister hadn't passed away, and if he was just an ordinary college student, how would the story between him and Pei Yan have started.
They may start from rejoicing with enemies, gradually become friends, love each other while knowing each other, and stay together while loving each other.Sit together in the alley and taste the most authentic braised chicken, hold hands together to watch the most beautiful fireworks and scenery in spring, and play snowball fights together in the ice and snow.
Like all my boyfriends, I will visit my uncle and aunt nervously, give the stern old Pei a good cigarette, and give the gentle and kind Xu Xiaoyan a shoulder to make her happy.
He and Pei Yan will raise a dog named Xiao Huomiao together, and jokingly call each other "Miao Miao's father" and "Miao Miao's mother", and when Xiao Huomiao squeezes into the middle of the two of them who are kissing, they will smile helplessly hold on to it.
My sister would drop by the door from time to time and bring them the latest scarves she knitted. The one for Pei Yan was the most handsome, and the one for Rong Xin was the thickest. Yan's scarf, and wrapped her own around Pei Yan's neck.
During the Chinese New Year, they will gather around a big table to have a New Year's Eve dinner, Pei Yan's parents and Rong Xin's sister are there, and they will also invite the single dog Xie Zhiyuan.Pei Yan was in charge of rolling the skins, Rong Xin was in charge of stuffing, Xie Zhiyuan was in charge of cooking dumplings, Lao Pei was in charge of writing couplets, Xu Xiaoyan and Rong Qiu were in charge of cutting window grilles, and everyone toasted to the table full of dishes amid laughter and singing at the New Year's party , I wish the new year will be even better.
in case……
"Don't...don't kill me..." Zhao Yuanqi's already abnormal voice came from a distance, like a broken radio, with hoarse gasps and trembling in her voice, her hands and feet twitching non-stop on the shelf With a distorted expression of horror on his face.
Unfortunately, there are no ifs in this world.
Rong Xin turned around, his cold and dark eyes showed undisguised disgust and coldness, and the gentleness like the warm sun just now faded away in an instant, as if it had never appeared before, it was just an illusion.
He got down from the high stool, and Zhao Yuanqi immediately screamed hysterically when she heard his footsteps, looking like a madman.
"It's so noisy." Rong Xin walked up to him and slapped him across the face, then picked up a wooden stick and stuffed it into Zhao Yuanqi's mouth.
Zhao Yuanqi struggled twice, her face swelled up a little bit, the crying in her mouth was involuntarily blocked by the wooden stick, and turned into a soft whimper.
"You are too disappointing. You are so peaceful when torturing others, how come you can't stand it so quickly when it comes to yourself?" Rong Xin narrowed his narrow peach eyes and said softly.
He just poured water on Zhao Yuanqi five or six times, and when he was about to start the next activity, Zhao Yuanqi's mental state was not right. He started talking nonsense, his logic became confused, and his hands and feet twitched irregularly. move.
In fact, Rong Xin hadn't really started to get into the topic, and Zhao Yuanqi was almost insane from fright.
This little young master who grew up in fine clothes and good food, who regarded playing with other people's lives as a game, became so disappointing after he became the protagonist of the game. The torture he enjoyed was less than one percent of the torture he inflicted on others. limit.
What a disappointment.
Rong Xin coldly pinched his face and turned it left and right. "A lot of money... It's all mine... No more water! No more water!" Zhao Yuanqi muttered indistinctly, her pupils flicking around, "Money... I have... kill..."
There was no trace of pretending to be crazy or stupid, only real fear and chaos.
Very complicated emotions appeared on Rong Xin's unparalleled handsome face. Zhao Yuanqi went crazy too early, and she didn't even feel remorse, only endless fear.
Rong Xin is not a violent maniac, he wants Zhao Yuanqi to pay the due price, but when Zhao Yuanqi can't understand the meaning at all, what's the point of abusing him.
Uncontrollable anger suddenly rose from the bottom of Rong Xin's heart, as well as a heart-wrenching unwillingness.
Why, a deranged devil can escape psychological torture by relying on fragility in the end, obviously this is the retribution he should bear the most - to feel the pain of the victim, to be swept away by guilt and self-blame, and to end up in endless regret die.
Rong Xin suddenly tore off the stick from Zhao Yuanqi's mouth, and handed the photo of Rong Qiu in the phone to him: "Do you know who she is?"
The frightened expression on Zhao Yuanqi's face paused, then she tilted her head, drooling: "Beauty...hahahaha...want, want..."
Rong Xin's eyes darkened in an instant. If Zhao Yuanqi looked at his expression normally at this moment, he would probably cry in fright. Rong Xin suddenly grabbed Zhao Yuanqi's hair, forced his eyes to focus on the screen, and gritted his teeth. He whispered: "Her name is Rong Qiu, and she was killed by you. The pain you are enduring now is to atone for her sins, you know."
Zhao Yuanqi was still giggling, even though she was crazy, the obscene meaning in that smile seemed to be more unscrupulous than normal.
Rong Xin's hands trembled violently. At this moment, he wanted to kill someone crazily.
From just now until now, he has not left any trauma on Zhao Yuanqi's body, but now, he silently took out a knife from his waist.
The sharp arc of the knife tip reflected a dazzling cold light under the light, Zhao Yuanqi seemed to sense it, and the smile on his face finally dissipated and turned into confusion.
The blood boiled in the blood vessels, hatred spread like maggots attached to the bones, Rong Xin's eyes were full of bloodthirsty red.At this moment, he just wanted to stab the knife into Zhao Yuanqi's most painful part—even if he couldn't feel it psychologically, even if it hurt his body/body, it was his punishment, made him suffer, and finally sent him on the road. It is also a successful revenge.
Rong Xin raised the knife and paused in the air for a second, as if he was hesitating and struggling for the last time, then without warning, he suddenly struck and stabbed Zhao Yuanqi's thigh fiercely under the dazzling light.
"Ah!!" Zhao Yuanqi looked at the approaching knife point and let out a horrified scream.
However, almost at the same moment, Rong Xin felt a stabbing pain in his stomach. The pain was too sharp, as if the needle tip had been pierced into the flesh, and after stirring a few times, Rong Xin The hand holding the knife trembled violently.
With a sound of "Dang!", amidst Zhao Yuanqi's scream, the tip of the knife penetrated deeply into the wooden board next to Zhao Yuanqi's thigh.
Rong Xin snorted, tilted his body, and supported the table beside him, his face turned pale in a moment, and he pressed his left hand hard into his stomach.
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