paranoid beauty

Chapter 52

"..."

Jiang Huai honestly lowered his eyes, and answered: "No."

Shen Kuang thought it was funny, but when he turned his head, he met the cool gaze of his deskmate, and silently suppressed the smile that reached the corner of his lips.

Su Bei sighed, stretched out his hand to rub his cat's head, and asked him softly, "How about you?"

Jiang Huai was vigilant for a moment, shook his head, rejoiced in his heart that he took the spoon back to the classroom, and said calmly on the surface: "He has returned to the classroom."

The boyfriend's dark peach eyes stared at him for a while, then looked away again, and gave him the water in his hand: "Carry it."

Jiang Huai took the water, silently breathed a sigh of relief, but frowned again where her boyfriend couldn't see.

Boyfriend is really hard to coax qaq.

After a while, the physical education teacher who acted as their coach blew his whistle again, indicating that the second half began.

A group of basketball players went to the middle of the basketball court, Jiang Huai took a few steps to the side, and after a while, Fang Qingqing strolled over to stand with him again.

"Your boyfriend is so handsome!"

Jiang Huai silently turned his head and looked at her.

Fang Qingqing met his pair of brown phoenix eyes, she was stunned for two seconds before she realized, she waved her hand quickly, and explained sincerely: "No, no, no, he is handsome, but he is just too stupid, I can't stand it anymore .”

Jiang Huai ignored her and turned his head back.

I don't know if it was an illusion, but he always felt that Brother Xueshen was not playing so hard anymore.

It wasn't that the fight was not fierce, or it was more like a friendly match than before.

The second half ended right after the physical education class, and Subei's class won by 42 to 37.

Jiang Huai handed the water in his hand to Brother Xueshen, and Su Bei took a sip. Seeing that he wanted to take off his school uniform and return it to him, he said in a heavy tone, "Put it on."

Jiang Huai closed the zipper silently, but he still couldn't help it, and asked, "Brother, are you not cold?"

"Hot," Brother Xueshen looked at him with pale eyes, and sneered, "Not as delicate as you."

Jianghuai: "..."

Su Bei was covered in sweat and didn't let him touch him, but although the man was still cold-faced, he insisted on sending him back to their classroom.

When standing at the door of their classroom, he also asked: "How many self-criticisms have you written?"

Jianghuai: "..."

I haven't written a few words yet... To be precise, I haven't written a single word yet.

Seeing his expression, Su Bei understood. There was finally a smile on his face, but his tone was still very light: "Hurry up and write, you can skip doing today's homework, but you still have to come to me tonight."

"Oh," Jiang Huai replied belatedly, hesitated for a while, and still pulled the corner of his clothes and said, "Brother, don't be angry."

Su Bei lowered his eyes, and the young man's slender fingers bumped into his eyes.

His fingers are thin and straight, and he doesn't have the calluses left by holding a pen that usually appear on the fingers of students, showing a bit of fragility.His skin was pale, in stark contrast to the black clothes.

His throat was inexplicably dry, his Adam's apple rolled away and he looked away. On the surface, he couldn't see any ulterior thoughts in his heart, but his voice was a little hoarse: "I'm not angry with you."

Jiang Huai didn't pay attention to this, he gave a dying "um", then turned and went back to the classroom, the same sentence was still in his heart: Why is the boyfriend so difficult to coax.

He has been depressed for the rest of the day, but he was walking and reviewing and writing quickly. By the time of self-study in the evening, he had already written [-] words.

This speed shocked even Chen Mo, his eyes widened: "Are you so fast?"

Jiang Huai glanced at him: "Otherwise?"

Chen Mo: "I didn't see it...I Huai, your talent for writing self-criticism is so amazing!!"

He still remembered that it took such a long time to write the [-]-word crazy love letter.

What is this concept? ! !

Suddenly Zhou Shuren possessed a body?

Jiang Huai ignored him, but looking at the spoon, he remembered that his boyfriend hadn't coaxed him well, and the more he thought about it, the more irritable he became, and he kicked Chen Mo's bench, feeling refreshed, and before he could react, he carried his schoolbag and left.

Chen Mo: "..."

When making up lessons, Su Bei was still the same. When it was time to give lectures, he didn't ignore him when it was time to talk to him, but he had a cold face, shining brightly as if he couldn't bear it.

At this moment, he had already talked about the geometric proofs in junior high school mathematics. Su Bei pointed to the figures in the supplementary book with a pen, explained to him step by step, and finally asked him "do you understand?"

Jiang Huai said "hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" up, but actually his mind was already glued to his boyfriend.

He stretched out his hand slowly. He was still wearing Subei's school uniform. His school uniform was a little too big, covering half of his hands.

He shook his hand and exposed it, but before he could touch his boyfriend, his hand was held by him.

Su Bei looked down at him, and asked lightly, "What are you doing?"

The hair on Jiang Huai's head was raised up, and he dragged his voice, "Brother, don't be angry."

The boyfriend still said the same thing: "I'm not mad at you."

Jiang Huai raised his head abruptly, and his brown phoenix eyes looked straight at him. After a while, he felt that this angle was not imposing enough, so he stood up with a "chuckle" and looked down at him.

"Aren't you angry with me, are you still so fierce?"

Su Bei didn't speak.

Jiang Huai stared at him for a while, feeling aggrieved inexplicably, and then mist appeared in his eyes.

He still stuck his neck and continued: "You're just angry with me..." The following words choked up a little, "Brother, I, I...I'm sorry."

"I shouldn't have called you, but, but... Chen Mo—"

He bit his lower lip, his eyes were red, and he was silent for a while before he said: "I owe it to Chen Mo. When the two of them were together, he was the one who took care of me. Even this transfer... He shouldn't have transferred, it was me." Fighting is none of his business, but he is afraid that I will not adapt to the new environment alone..."

"Besides," his brown eyes were full of seriousness, "Chen Mo is different from me. He is very popular and can get along with anyone. He has a very good relationship with the students in No. [-] Middle School. will get drunk..."

Su Bei still didn't speak.

Jiang Huai was silent for a while, and the finger he held in his palm lightly stroked his palm, "Brother, don't be angry."

Su Bei sighed.

He picked up the little lunatic and put it on the desk, kissed Jiang Huai's wet eyes, and said softly, "I'm really not mad at you."

Jiang Huai was about to speak, but he interrupted him: "I'm angry with myself."

Su Bei leaned down and touched his lips lightly: "Little lunatic, I'm jealous too."

Jiang Huai stared at him blankly.

He chuckled a little self-deprecatingly, "I know it's good for you to grow up, and I'm jealous."

"Huai Huai is very obedient, so beautiful, and can draw. I have only met you for a long time, and Chen Mo has been with you for 17 years."

"During the past 17 years, I don't know when you cried, when you were angry, or when you were happy, but Chen Mo, he has witnessed you growing up from a small child to this age, and he knows everything about you."

"What's there to be jealous about?" He said softly, "I know, but Huaihuai, I can't help it."

"You and him have been in love for 17 years. Before you met me, the only person you trusted was him. How long have I known you?"

He laughed, and his peach blossom eyes were as dark as a flowing night, "Huaihuai, do you know that there are still people knocking on your CP in the school forum."

"He knew you 17 years earlier than me, Huai Huai, why didn't I know you earlier."

Obviously, the Jiang family and the Su family in Jiangcheng also cooperated a lot, and obviously he didn't just know that the Jiang family's son is called Jiang Huai, obviously...

But he didn't meet this little lunatic until this summer.

In the filthy bathroom of the bar, the clean little lunatic crashed into his arms.

Jiang Huai's head was completely down, unable to turn around: "Brother..."

Su Bei pressed a kiss between his eyebrows, and asked him seriously: "Do you think your brother is making trouble for no reason?"

A normal person would definitely deny it, but Jianghuai is not a normal person.

He hesitated for a while, then nodded: "Yeah."

"..."

Su Bei laughed angrily, and tapped his forehead with his fingers.

Jiang Huai tugged at his sleeve, "Brother, you are different from Chen Tangshao."

He frowned slightly, and his eyes were still full of water vapor, "Brother, I am very lucky to meet you... Chen Mo is really different from you, my trust in him is not the same as my trust in you." Same kind."

"I asked him to sleep with me. It was because he was so drunk that he didn't even know who he was. I had to take care of him, but I didn't sleep much last night. I just wanted to kick him down all night."

"Brother, I sleep with you, you can do anything to me."

After he finished speaking in a confused manner, he was still a little worried about whether his boyfriend understood, so he stared blankly at him with brown eyes.

Seeing that Su Bei didn't respond, he hurriedly added: "Brother, I don't understand, you are a boyfriend, you are really important..."

He bit his lip and hesitated for a while before continuing: "Brother, you, you know that I'm sick...when I'm sick..."

"When I was sick, Chen Mo was the spoon, Auntie was the spatula, Jiang Feixu was the newspaper...Only you, like me, are human beings."

He slowly tightened his fingers holding Su Bei's sleeves until his fingers were a little pale. His face was ugly and he could hardly speak, but he forced himself to squeeze out words one by one from his throat.

"I'm a monster."

The world excluded him, never accepted him.

"I'm sick."

He was exiled by fate and forced to run against the light.

"Brother, I can only retort softly when you are here, it's not like this, but...but..."

Su Bei's heart ached as if someone was pulling him. He gently pulled the little lunatic into his arms, and retorted in a low voice, "You're not a monster."

"Jianghuai is my own angel."

His little madman is fine and deserves all the splendor of the world.

You shouldn't be pushed into the dust by fate, and live your life in a dark corner wrapped in dirt.

His voice was very soft, but it was calm like never before: "You come to the world, you want to see the sun."

"..."

Jiang Huai didn't speak for a long time, and when he looked up again, his face was already covered with tears.

He sat on the desk and threw himself into Su Bei's arms, his fingers tightly clutching the corner of his clothes: "Brother."

Su Bei hugged him into his arms, and sighed softly: "Huaihuai, brother, I'm sorry, forgive me, okay?"

Jiang Huai sniffed, "Yeah."

After a while, Su Bei rubbed his head lightly, and asked again: "Huaihuai, don't you want to do your homework anymore?"

After a pause, he added: "Don't you want to learn?"

Jiang Huai hesitated for a while, then said "Yes".

Su Bei sighed, "Huaihuai, what my brother told you last time was right."

"After you've studied hard, you really can't do it. It's not that my brother can't afford you, but my brother doesn't want to be away from you for four years."

"If your grades are not good, the Jiang family will not send you abroad alone because of your illness, but they will find you a random university in Jiangcheng. I can also find a school next to your school, but this will Very troublesome."

"Whether it's the Su family or the partners of the Su family, they can only accept that I graduated from Q University. I don't want to be in a different place with you, and I don't want any trouble between us."

"Huaihuai, study hard, okay? My brother is bound, so you can come to Q University, okay?"

Jiang Huai was stunned, and it took him a while to understand what he said, blinked his eyes, and nodded without hesitation.

……

Facts have proved that Jianghuai's IQ is still not a problem. After the final exam, he obviously felt that he had improved a lot.

Not to mention the scores, but the feeling during the exam is different.

Su Bei was waiting for him under the teaching building as usual. Seeing that he was in a good mood, he took his schoolbag and asked, "Did you do well in the exam?"

Jiang Huai pursed his lips and smiled.

Su Bei understood, and also smiled: "That's okay, brother will reward you for passing the exam, have you packed up the things in the dormitory?"

Jiang Huai nodded: "Auntie came to clean up in the morning. What reward do you give?"

Su Bei smiled casually: "I can't tell you that, I have to keep it a little mysterious."

He held his little boyfriend's hand and squeezed it, "It's a holiday, so I can't see my brother every day, are you free?"

Jiang Huai shook his head again, the dimples on his cheeks looming: "No," he thought for a while, and continued, "Brother, remember to miss me."

The corners of Su Bei's lips curled up, "Okay, remember to miss you," and then deliberately teased him, "Brother, I don't want you to miss me, just remember to think about homework."

"Video every night, just like weekends, homework is still to be done, brother checks at night."

Jianghuai: "..."

This time Jiang Huai said that he did okay in the exam, he really did okay, he scored [-] points in the exam, and successfully touched the edge of the bottom ten in the class.

When the results came out, Boss Huang directly put the report card in the class group of his class. Wan Chengyi was not busy looking for his own results, so he looked for his results first.

Then, he sent a "?" in the class group.

Xiao Wan: Brother Jiang, are you secretly studying behind my back again? !

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