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Chapter 98 Mailbox

His pale lips were revealed by the sickly green oxygen mask, his pale face fit perfectly with the cotton pillowcase on the back of his head, blood vessels of all sizes emerged from his flat hands, and his exhaustion was completely integrated into the breath of disinfectant water .

In their eyes, Su Cheng's oxygen tube fluctuated slightly, which was the only vital sign.The figure of Gu Jun who was about to leave led Lin Yimo's silent and light steps.

The ward is not thousands of miles away from the corridor at the end, it is indeed a few steps away.The inpatient buildings of the city hospital are similar, and the two even have a sense of familiarity.

The bathroom is on the left, and the narrow corridor is on the right. The homeroom teacher was standing by the window in the corridor and just hung up the phone. Gu Jun and Lin Yimo also walked with heavy and silent steps, waiting for the words of the homeroom teacher.

"Teacher." The two greeted the class teacher in front of the corridor entrance.

"What's the matter?" The head teacher's palms were sweating against the plastic-textured mobile phone case, and even broke the soft corners. Her frown, which has not disappeared, clearly reflected the discomfort of the conversation.

Lin Yimo shook his head and said: "It's okay, in a coma, there should be nothing serious."

Gu Yun's thin lips pursed slightly, as if he was not optimistic about the atmosphere.They are indeed not that sensitive to medical care, and they just made it clear that he has no big ups and downs, only weak breathing.

Seeing that the head teacher nodded slightly, Gu Jun saw that their conversation was not rushed, and even gave every word a chance to interject. Gu Jun asked, "Has the parent come? Haven't you been here for so long?"

The narrow window has already brought the scorching sun, all the sunshine and the blue and white color of the hospital are quite abrupt, and it is already two o'clock in the afternoon after noon.

It had been four hours since Su Cheng was sent to the hospital.

— four hours ago

Gu Jun and Lin Yimo were preparing to return to the classroom to study. After the conversation with the class teacher, they not only felt emotional, but even extended to Sucheng.

"I was thinking, Su Cheng asked for leave today, where did he go?"

Gu Yun's words left the two of them stagnant, it was the two of them looking at each other, the warm sun was rising, and everything in the world did not change amidst all the sadness, perhaps in other words, everything in the world would not care about your sadness.

But Gu Jun and Lin Yimo will meet.

Gu Jun turned around and prepared to trot. Lin Yimo's slow and fast pace really understood Gu Jun's meaning, and they returned to the head teacher again.

Gu Yun's words were also slightly rushed: "Teacher, when did Su Cheng ask you for leave, and what is his reason for asking for leave?"

"I called at five or six o'clock this morning and said I was not feeling well." The head teacher answered truthfully.

Uncomfortable, he shouldn't be lying, it should be uncomfortable, intensely uncomfortable.

"Teacher, just to be on the safe side, give him a good greeting. You should implement it carefully, and you can even consider a home visit." The head teacher couldn't understand Lin Yimo's meaning and was confused by Gu Jun's question:

"Teacher, did he sign an agreement with you for renting out alone?"

Gu Jun's deep words are to express: Teacher, do you understand that he rents out alone?

The head teacher's shocking answer was indeed within the expectations of Gu Jun and Lin Yimo: "What? He didn't apply for a night out at all."

The phone in Sucheng was turned off, and the indifference of the parents made them rush directly to the door of Sucheng's house. They did not pay attention to the desertedness of the house when they broke into the house. .

—The topic returns to parents.

The head teacher sighed, shaking her head to express her infinite regret, she said: "I said I'm coming, I'm on my way back from out of town."

"Then why is the teacher shaking his head?" Lin Yimo was puzzled.

"A person's mind really has a lot to do with the family atmosphere, but it's really my fault for not communicating well with the students' parents."

This is not your fault, you are the school leader at school and need to manage years, your official duties are busy, you are a mother or a wife in the family, and the husband is a guard figure, so you pay more in the family.

You are praised as an excellent person at school, and a warm haven for your children and husband at home. In their eyes, you are invincible, and after all, no one can do the unattainable.

They are thinking of all comforts, but they are not good at words and they can only express one sentence: "Teacher, don't think so, it is already very good to do this under the busy life."

The air paused for a moment, and the carbon dioxide they released was completely mixed with ethanol, unconscious but weird.All the tension melts into the platelets, the expression is indeed the weakness of the lack of dopamine.

"Have you eaten lunch yet?"

"Teacher, didn't we eat together?"

After the doctor said "out of danger", the three hurried to eat a simple meal. Perhaps the presence of the seemingly unchanged lunch plate in the midst of all the dangers was extremely low, which led to the current scene.

Zhang Linjun didn't mean to be embarrassed at all, and he didn't allow embarrassment to invade in all the burnout.Zhang Linjun raised her forehead to express her overwhelmed thoughts, and she said: "You guys go back first, the teacher here is fine."

They hesitated for a moment, the head teacher's slumped posture was indeed worrying, and it seemed no exaggeration to imagine the teacher fainting on the ground in their minds.

The head teacher continued: "Weng Xiao will come later, don't worry, you are just in a hurry here, it is better to go back and rest than to stand here when you have nothing to do now, and you don't have to fully devote yourself to your studies, just go back and have a good rest when you are tired , allow you to ask for leave."

"Then wait a little longer." Lin Yimo read.

A person's loneliness or silent companionship also disintegrates a lot of loneliness. All the morbid environment makes the head teacher dull, and she can't find a reason to shirk in a short time.

The pause of ethanol greeted the sound of Zhong Yanxi's footsteps. Her steps were always light and regular. Gu Yun's intuitive feeling was that from a year ago, she was empty to now full. Even in the hospital, the charm has already changed to soothing.

"Mom is here to pick you up."

The homeroom teacher's fixed-eyed words and the sound of Zhong Yanxi's high-heeled shoes made the two of them turn their heads to test out that it was indeed the mother who came to pick him up.

"Hello, Auntie." Lin Yimo couldn't raise his emotions, but just greeted politely with the corners of his mouth.

"Hey, have you had lunch yet?" Zhong Yanxi stroked the arms of the two of them, and it was their habitual greeting to ask about the meal situation.

"Hurry up and take it back to make a delicious meal. I didn't eat much at noon. I still have to rely on these two to get the bonus." The homeroom teacher folded her arms, she unconsciously rubbed her slender arms, and finally relaxed the tension at the end of her eyes.

"Then bring some good supplements to Teacher Zhang tonight, Teacher Zhang has worked very hard!" Zhong Yanxi said.

"Don't! Your parents are bribing the teacher. I will be criticized by my superiors."

"I'm an old classmate and a good friend, what's wrong with getting in touch with each other?"

The head teacher really tried to shirk: "Then let's talk about it later, let's take it back and make some food to serve."

"Then wait for my news, Teacher Zhang."

Their conversation ended there, and Zhang Linjun watched the three of them leave. The harmony of the family is indeed not something that can arouse bad emotions.

Zhong Yanxi stood on the right side of Gu Yun, Lin Yimo was on the left of Gu Yun, and her mother also began to pick up the main points of what the head teacher said just now, she asked: "Didn't you eat much at noon today? Are you hungry now?"

"I'm not hungry now, and the lunch is okay, but Lin Yimo is a little unaccustomed to eating." Lin Yimo's face was heavy, and he didn't seem to want to take the initiative to express his opinion under Gu Yun's gaze.

"Is Yimo hungry now? Auntie will take you to eat some more now." Zhong Yanxi stretched out his head to test.

Lin Yimo only had a stern face, and Gu Jun didn't know when it was built. Lin Yimo said coldly: "I'll go back and talk to the class teacher."

Lin Yimo turned around and trot almost ran into the nurse sister, he stopped in an instant: "I'm sorry!"

Gu Yun was taken aback in fright: "Hey——slow down!"

The head teacher's steps to step into the ward were stopped by Lin Yimo's nervousness.And Lin Yimo's first reaction was to look away at the transparent frame in the light yellow wooden door.

Lin Yimo's coldness just now was caused by the girl's figure.Her fisherman hat covered her eyes, and her short, neat hair spread behind her ears. Standing beside the hospital bed, she seemed to be visiting Su Cheng, but she gradually revealed the aura of devouring or even murdering Su Cheng.

This annihilation is indeed Shen Suxin's aura.

The class teacher also shifted her gaze for a moment, but she was only confused: "What's wrong, Yimo?"

"It's okay, teacher." Suddenly using the aura is enough to confirm a person's identity, Lin Yimo turned his head in an instant, and he continued to add: "Teacher, please don't mention me and Gu Yan in front of Su Cheng, it has something to do with us He's very sensitive."

Lin Yimo saw that the head teacher continued to look blank: "Explain later, teacher, they are still waiting for me, first let Su Cheng sober up and calm down, it may not be calm down yet, my name and Gu Jun's name will indeed cause irritation, for him."

Although the head teacher was at a loss, he just accepted it and watched Lin Yimo leave in a hurry.

Lin Yimo trotted again and placed next to Gu Yun, and they started walking again. Gu Yi did indeed ask Lin Yimo's intentions, he told part of the truth, but didn't mention anything about the figure.

They were also sent home directly, and the two of them took the opportunity to rest and took it away without hesitation, cuddling each other in the car and falling asleep.

They did come for dinner earlier than usual, Zhong Yanxi put them in the room, and went to collect various ingredients himself, taking the opportunity to nourish them.

It was indeed Gu Yun's constant evasion, that there was no need for the mother to cook in person, and there was no need for the aunt to cook. The final result was that the two of them were self-reliant.

They study directly after getting off the car, eat directly after studying, and even study after eating, so everything is seamlessly connected.

On the study desk, the ringing of the mobile phone did not disturb Gu Jun's study, but Lin Yimo was very sensitive to Gu Jun's mobile phone. He turned on the screen with one key, but Gu Jun bowed his head and failed to notice the news.

is an email message.

Gu Yun lowered his head and asked, "What is it?"

"The mailbox is the same every day. It's just a little bit of advertisement push." ​​Lin Yimo put down his phone, and he also lowered his head suddenly again, so it didn't cause Gu Yun to raise his eyes lately. His learning attitude Not moving at all.

The two of them didn't have any words. When Lin Yimo finished the last two elective questions, he continued to speak: "Xiao Yan, I'm going to take a bath first."

Lin Yimo rolled up Gu Yun's cell phone and took it away with him. Gu Yun understood that he had the habit of listening to music in the shower, and his boyfriend was "Lin · listen to music according to your mood · also · always feel suitable for listening to music · Mo".

Lin Yimo took his clothes and locked the bathroom behind him. The only change in him was that his clothes hadn't been taken off when the shower spouted water.

He didn't open the music software directly, he opened the mailbox, he lied half of it, the mailbox was correct, but it wasn't the advertisements that were there or not.

The content of the mailbox was a video, and Lin Yimo opened the video with a dark cover without any fear.

But the scene that followed did make Lin Yimo unconsciously breathe heavily, and he was even worried that the sound of water flowing out of the shower would be heard and caught if he was breathing heavily.

In the picture, Su Cheng cowardly hides on the ground, how helpless he is, he goes to seek refuge on the empty ground.Surrounding Su Cheng are all kinds of men, who have no face, but are extremely perverted, which can be clearly demonstrated from the exposure of their reproductive organs.

The video is not short, it can even be used as a material for an adult film. Lin Yimo kept fast-tracking in the video to find any turning points, but there was none at all. The violated Sioux City on the screen was full of despair and grief. Desperation is helpless.

At the end of the video, Su Cheng is full of despair. His body is completely exposed to the ground, his eyes are dull, and his only pursuit may be death.

The noise in Lin Yimo's mind was much more violent than the shower water hitting the ground. He slowly put down his phone to meet the violent impact of the water jet.

The impact of the picture keeps reverberating, integrated into Gu Ye's speculation at the time:

"He now rejects homophobia, but he didn't reject it before. Even with his character, he couldn't slander a thing like this. Nothing will change quietly if nothing happens."

"So back to that night, he was indecisive, he had a lump in his throat, he was crying hysterically, he was on the verge of breaking down, he needed to ask for help, he was on a high level of nervousness to the point of laxity."

"Under the right atmosphere, it's the easiest thing to tell him what's on his mind without any precautions, but he stopped abruptly, and he even stopped me at the door again, probably because he was anxious and entangled It’s causing trouble, but he still chooses to bury it in his heart.”

"In my eyes, there is only one possibility. This matter is hard to talk about. It is hard to talk about it but it is extremely serious. It is something that can crush his spiritual pillar."

"Then switching back to his homophobia at this time reminds me of a possibility that he may have been hurt by boys, mentally, maybe even sexually."

"He cut off any contact, probably because of his low self-esteem and his mental autism. This matter also fits this assumption very well in terms of timeline and background."

The evening wind is bleak, the darkness is treacherous and changeable, and all the speculations are so perverted and dark, but they are indeed well-founded.

After Gu Yun thought to himself, he was still puzzled: "It's just that if this guess is true, what relationship will it have with Shen Yuxin? What is the purpose of her needing Su Cheng to tell me?"

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