One more day of heart

Chapter 39

Gu Huaichu also came back to his senses and said, "Fu Zhan, long time no see."

The two looked at each other silently.

Fu Zhan opened his mouth first: "Do you want to chat?"

Gu Huaichu also had this intention: "Okay, I just want to visit University A, why don't you take me around?"

Not seeing each other for three years, his Huai Chu has changed a lot.

The two walked side by side under the boulevard of A University, as if they had returned to the way they were walking under the boulevard of Yaohua in the past.

It's just that this time they seem to be a little far away.

After not speaking for a long time, the atmosphere between the two was a little awkward.

"How have you been all these years?" Seeing the awkward atmosphere, Fu Zhan took a long time to come up with such a sentence.

Gu Huaichu seemed to be smiling, but he didn't seem to, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, as if it was just for the convenience of speaking: "Very good, how about you?"

"I...I'm fine too." Fu Zhan replied.

"Heh." This time, he really heard Gu Huaichu laugh.

"Fu Zhan, do you just want to talk to me about this?" What Gu Huaichu said afterwards made Fu Zhan lose his balance.

Is this the Huai Chu in his memory?Why haven't you seen each other in just three years?Suddenly so... "emotional release"?

"Huai Chu, I'm sorry..." Fu Zhan wanted to say a lot to him, but his throat was blocked, and it took him a long time to utter only this sentence.

In fact, he shouldn't have said anything other than an apology.

After all, what caused all this in the first place was not only Jane Luoshi, but also his own arrogance.

"If you want to apologize, this is not a good place, let's go to another place." Gu Huaichu heard his "I'm sorry", and knew what he might say next.

There was still half a sentence of apology stuck in his throat, and Fu Zhan nodded after swallowing the sentence.

The two left the school and found a quieter coffee shop around the school.

"It's fine now, let's talk." Gu Huaichu took a sip of his coffee.Looking forward to Fu Zhan's next post.

Fu Zhan stared at the boy drinking coffee in front of him, he was different from before, he would not talk to him in such a joking tone before.

"I'm sorry, I thought I could handle everything well back then. I thought the greedy plan was perfect. I thought you could see some clues in those days when I pretended. I'm sorry, Huai Chu, everything is my fault."

Fu Zhan's mind was in a mess. Obviously, these words of apology had been rehearsed thousands of times. This was to prevent that one day, when they met suddenly, Huai Chu wanted an explanation, but he couldn't explain it. But why did it really come? On this day, the words spoken are still a bit confusing.

There are even some logical differences, which are mindless.

"If I had been careful back then so that they had no chance to take advantage of it, if I hadn't planned to hide it from you from the beginning, if I had told you all the plans back then, then we wouldn't have misunderstandings, and I won't get to where I am today, Huai Chu, in the final analysis, all of this is because I didn't plan it out, I thought I could protect you by doing this, but I didn't expect it to be a sharp knife that hurt you the most, Huai At first, do you hate me?"

Gu Huaichu was caught off guard when he heard the last sentence.

He blamed Fu Zhan when he knew the truth at the beginning, but he never thought of hating him.

Even when I blamed him at the beginning, I always felt that he was a child's emotional sustenance, and I was a little angry, but after calming down and thinking about this issue again, I naturally discovered many clues.

Fu Zhan gave him emotions he had never had before, allowing him to become a complete person, to face the sincerity Fu Zhan gave him, even in the end, they delayed each other because of misunderstandings and mistakes, but in the end He was grateful to him in his heart.

Gu Huaichu shook his head under Fu Zhan's nervous gaze, "Fu Zhan, I never hated you.

Fu Zhan breathed a sigh of relief, but then felt a little sad again.

Was it because Huai Chu didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore?Otherwise, with Huai Chu's attitude towards feelings, how could he not hate him?That's why he tried every means to put aside this relationship, even after knowing that he was just a double, he never even hated him.

"Fu Zhan, I accept your apology." Gu Huaichu's next words gave Fu Zhan a glimmer of hope.

Huai Chu, what does this mean?

Gu Huaichu looked at the stunned expression of the person opposite, pursed his lips and smiled.

"What? Didn't you always beg for my forgiveness? Now that I've forgiven you, why are you acting so compassionate again?" Gu Huaichu asked a little funny.

"Is it because you don't want to have any interaction with me after you forgive me? Even if we can't even be friends?" Fu Zhan's tone is mixed with a trace of difficulty, which makes people find it sad.

Gu Huaichu was taken aback for a moment, but this time he really smiled helplessly: "Fu Zhan, I haven't seen you for three years, why are you getting more and more stupid?"

"To forgive you is to forgive you. I haven't thought about what will happen afterwards. Are you just because you feel guilty all the time? So you expect that after I forgive you, we will never communicate with each other? Or..."

"It's not like that, Huai Chu, I'm just afraid that after you forgive me, you don't want me anymore. I thought you would never forgive me again in your life, or if you want to forgive me, you have to pay a price." , or it's you, you forgive me easily, but the premise is that you will never appear in front of your eyes again, we are just strangers."

"I'm worried, I'm worried that when we meet again in the future, we just pass by each other without any intersection."

"I never thought that one day you would forgive me so easily, because for me to forgive easily means that there is no future between us..."

Fu Zhan was terrified, so he was worried and uneasy about this matter.

He used to be able to deal with everything well, but there is also one thing that he can't handle. Although he is in charge of confession, contact, and communication, it is undeniable that the decision-making power will never rest with him. hand.

He seems to be in charge of all this, but he is always anxious.

Gu Huaichu can sentence him to death with a simple sentence, and he will live in guilt and anxiety forever.

Gu Huaichu had never seen such a frightened side of him.

In his impression, Fu Zhan is always calm, bloodthirsty and ruthless, and only in front of him can he show infinite pampering and tenderness.

Gu Huaichu had always thought that Fu Zhan was omnipotent and had never been afraid of anything, but now Fu Zhan told Gu Huaichu clearly that he, Fu Zhan, was just an ordinary person, and would panic and be afraid just because of a word.

For some reason, he suddenly felt distressed.

He suddenly remembered the days when he just returned to the scientific research institute. The uncles and aunts in the scientific research institute were always cautious, afraid of touching his sad past.Even his father never forced him to tell the truth.

Later, when he calmed down, he told his father everything. His father said a lot, and he clearly remembered a sentence: "Xiao Chu, the feelings in this world are not only about mutual affection, but more about wishful thinking and love." Nothing to do."

He remembered this sentence for three years.

At the beginning, he didn't understand it, but in the past three years, he had to go to many places and participated in many field tests because of his research.

He has seen many couples who have to separate due to work reasons and young couples who are in love.

They had to separate for various reasons.

Some people's relationship is getting deeper and deeper, while some people have cracks in their relationship because they live in different places, and they can't repair it in time, which leads to splitting, while some people have to leave each other due to the pressure of their families.

He remembered a field trip in the second year. After a young man answered a phone call, he was depressed. After the large army came back, he walked to the back of the mountain by himself. He was a member of the survey team at that time. The boss, who had to be responsible for the safety of all of them, was a little worried, so he followed them out secretly.

Then he saw a 1.8-meter boy, just like that, sitting on the stone by the roadside, crying quietly.

……

At that time, he thought that he had suffered an indelible blow in his life.

I saw the boy crying louder and louder, and finally broke down and wailed loudly.

Gu Huaichu waited for him to cry for a while before slowly walking out from behind the tree.

When the boy saw someone coming, he wiped the tears off his face in a panic, and said in a sobbing voice, "Who is it?"

"It's me." There was no warmth in Gu Huaichu's tone.

In fact, his usually stern appearance makes the people in the group feel that he is young, but they are afraid of him.

The boy who heard his words shivered subconsciously, and then said sullenly: "Team leader, I'll go back right away."

"You look like this, if you go back, what will they think? You have rested now, if you make a movement and wake them up again, it will be bad for their health."

"I'm sorry, team leader, I didn't think carefully." The boy sniffed and said aggrievedly.

"What's wrong with you? Is something wrong? Or is there some difficulty at home, and I'll give you a few days off, so you can deal with it?" Seeing him crying so brokenly, Gu Huaichu thought something serious happened to his family.

"It's nothing, team leader, nothing..." The boy seemed to be covering up some facts.

Gu Huaichu saw through it at a glance. He was lying: "Is there really nothing wrong? Or is it not a family matter, but your own matter. If it cannot be resolved in time, it may affect your future work. This will affect your future work." There will be a lot of trouble when you become a regular, you have thought about it, do you need to solve it?"

The boy was stunned, and then seemed a little "shame" and said: "Team leader, my girlfriend broke up with me."

When Gu Huai first heard it, he felt that there seemed to be some story in it: "Do you need a tree hole to listen to? I will give you one for free."

The boy hesitated for a long time, but still said something: "I fell in love with her in high school, and it has been seven years now, but because I work in a scientific research institute and conduct field trips everywhere, we don't have many opportunities to meet each other. .”

"Her parents value sons over daughters, and think that the girl is just to earn some gift money for the family, even if she is a very powerful Alpha, and has enough ability to make money to support their family."

"Because I need to sign a confidentiality agreement for my work, their family has never known what I do. When I visited a year ago, I promised to marry her, and I also agreed to the sky-high price they wanted."

"But then she called me and told me that when they said that, they just wanted to cheat the gift money from me, and then married her to another person while I was away. That person was an extremely rich old man who had taken several times before. The old lady died unexpectedly. Now the old man is not in good health. He wanted to marry her. He was very happy. He didn't agree to it at first, but later he sold her because the gift money he gave was enough. I was knocked out , went directly to the old man and led someone to kidnap him."

"Fortunately, she has always been in good physical condition. She woke up halfway and used some means to get rid of those people. She hid in a public phone booth and called me. What she suffered, if you put it on an ordinary girl I'm afraid she should have collapsed a long time ago, but she didn't, and she comforted me in turn, asking me to work with peace of mind."

Hearing this, Gu Huaichu didn't hear that it had anything to do with breaking up.

I heard the boy say again: "I was worried about her, so I asked for leave overnight and flew back to find her. She was crying in my arms. I took him to find his parents, and bought the bride price I had saved in advance. After handing over the money to them, they smiled and promised to wait for me to come back."

"Then let me marry their daughter back in a glorious manner, but not long after that, another person fell in love with her, that person was young and promising, and more importantly, he made every step of the way, letting her parents go step by step In the end, he succeeded, and her parents fell into the quagmire of gambling and owed others millions."

"Because it was a usury loan, he didn't repay it for a long time, and then sent it out again. His parents couldn't use the gift money, but it was just a drop in the bucket. In the end, it was not enough to make up for it. It was the man who settled everything for them. The premise is He wants her."

"In the end she compromised. In two days, it was the wedding. She called me and told me she was sorry."

"Actually, it's our ability. I can't protect my beloved. If I am as rich as that man, I can solve all the difficulties for her directly. Her parents may provide for me like their ancestors."

"Team leader, am I particularly incapable?" He finished his story, and then asked Gu Huaichu a word.

"If you have money, you can count yourself as capable. There are so many rich people in the world, why do you still have to work hard? There are many glamorous people behind you that you can't see. You are a person without skills." Gu Huaichu explain.

"If everything can be solved with money, I think I can help you. You should go back now. I think your girlfriend is still waiting for you to find her and save her."

"Leader..."

"Lovers will eventually get married."

Gu Huaichu asked where his girlfriend was from, and arranged everything vigorously, and said to him, "Come on, she's waiting for you."

The boy left happily. He knew how deep Gu Huaichu's background was, and it would be best to have his help.

At that time, Gu Huaichu knew about relationships. It's not enough for two people to like each other. There are various conflicts of interest and kinship between them.

At that moment, he really understood what his father's words meant.

He also knew what kind of mood Fu Zhan had at that time to tell him the false truth so resolutely.

Only when he heard the boy's story could he understand exactly how he felt.