Moon Huaying in the Deep Forest

Chapter 14

Lin Wuhua finished the college entrance examination, and I moved into the third floor of the high school.He has just been free and doesn't know what to do every day, but I am just about to enter the fast pace of the third year of high school.

In the future, when he goes to university and sees the outside world, the gap between me and him will become wider and wider.I really hope that his college life is interesting, and I really hope that this year will not bring him too much change.

Wait for me to follow in his footsteps.

I was crazy busy, and gradually began to understand that Lin Wuhua ignored me at the beginning, maybe he really didn't have time.The reference books for general review are really thick, and six books can be stacked to fill a desk.Lin Wuhua is free, but she doesn't send me any messages.I think, maybe in order not to disturb my study, he is so nice.

Our province's college entrance examination scores are issued in the middle of the night. When I returned home from evening self-study, they just finished checking the scores.

I asked Lin Wuhua: "How's it going! Have you checked the results? I've been thinking about it all night!"

Ask Xu Chunyu: "Did you find the score?"

Finally, he asked Shen Qiyang: "How is it? You must have done well in the exam!"

Tuolin Wuhua is the blessing of the four models who have been quite miserable in the exam, and his college entrance examination results are quite good.As for Xu Chunyu and Shen Qiyang, one was terribly stable and the other was terribly powerful, so I wasn't worried at all.

"It's hard work, take a good rest and prepare to apply for the exam! I'll study first."

In order not to miss Lin Wuhua's news, I decided not to hand in my phone, but uninstalled all other apps.

In the end, the three of them went to different schools in the same city.It's obviously none of my business, but I thought, it's great that they can take care of each other.

On the day Lin Wuhua set off to report for duty, I was busy and couldn't see him off, but he said it was okay.When he entered the campus, he took pictures of everything he encountered and sent them to me.When you see a building in the school, take a photo and send it to me; when you receive the dormitory key, take a photo and send it to me; the school distributes mooncakes to each student, and send it to me; when you enter the dormitory and start packing, take a photo and send it to me; things It's all packed, take pictures and send them to me.

He said: "University is really different! If you come here next year, I will pick you up and help you carry your luggage."

I said, okay, I will work hard, just wait for me.

I asked him, how are the roommates?

He said, everything is fine.

I am busy reviewing, Lin Wuhua is not relaxed.He said that the military training was so exhausting that he was going to die.

"Both Shen Qiyang and Xu Chunyu only have 21 days of military training, and I want 26 days of military training."

He doesn't eat breakfast, and sends photos of lunch and dinner every day.I asked him, "Are the noodles delicious in school? I like noodles."

He said that there are many small shops in the school, and there are too many shops selling noodles to eat.In the future, he will lead my family to eat until I can't walk.

After the military training, he also began to attend classes officially, saying that he was very busy and didn't have much time to send me messages.Of course I understand.One day, Lin Wuhua suddenly came to me and said that he was in a bad mood.He said that when the military training just ended, he was introduced to be a tutor for a period of time.Then he said that it might not be too realistic to be a human being.

"That boy's grades were very low. The total score of the six subjects was less than [-]. I was very anxious after reading it. In the end, do you know what the first sentence the boy said when he saw me? He said: 'Senior, what are you doing? Let me talk about derivatives!' I told him very seriously that we should get the basic points first, and then learn the difficult ones, so that the score can be improved faster and more efficient. If you want to learn derivatives, I will explain it to him in the future As a result, the students and parents were dissatisfied, thinking that I looked down on him. I really didn’t, I told the truth to others, but they didn’t want to listen. What else can I do.”

He just wanted to confide, and he didn't want to hear what I had to say to him. I could only say some nonsense, so that he wouldn't be angry, it would hurt him too much.

Later, every time he sent me a message, he said that he was very busy and tired, and complained that life in school was not satisfactory.He also said, "Come and accompany me quickly!"

Of course I want to find him quickly. If I can, I really wish I could go to his school right now.But the college entrance examination, the college entrance examination will be in June next year, what can I do?

Probably Lin Wuhua's life at school was really unsatisfactory. Later, there was no smile in the voice he sent me, only a sense of exhaustion.After that, he didn't want to tell me anything.

Sometimes, I miss him so much, I send him a message after the evening self-study, and I have to wait until the next day to receive his reply, saying: "I am busy", and then there is no more text.He doesn't share with me the little stories about tutoring anymore, and I can only get replies like "ummm", "ohhh", "haha", "good night" when I send him any messages.

He was too perfunctory, and I also understood his busyness, so I gradually stopped looking for him.We are obviously in love, but we maintain such a weird "balance".

Maybe long-distance love is such a hard work.

On weekdays, I get up early and stay late at night, and I am dizzy from work. When the cool wind pours into the city, I will fall ill without accident.It was the third year of high school, and I didn't want to delay it for too long, so no matter how hard it was, I only took one night off for self-study.

I caught a cold, I had a little fever, and I felt very uncomfortable.

I really like taking care of others, especially taking care of others in every detail, but when it comes to taking care of myself, I don't care anymore: it's good to be alive, and it's good to be alive.

Because of this, I often don't take medicine for colds, just drink cups of hot water.If the virus is sensible, it will escape from my body.But this time I couldn’t do it. This time I was too ill. I lay in bed for a long time, but I only felt cold, shivering, and stomach cramping, so I had to get up and look for medicine.Flipping around, I found a board of pills from a corner of a drawer.Flipped to the back, the date from one year ago is printed on the back.

Cold medicine, definitely not only expires in one year, right?Thinking this way, I ate a piece and climbed into bed in a daze, ready to sleep.

When it was late at night, I was in so much pain that I woke up abruptly.I was in a bad mood, thinking: how could this happen?

I sent a message to Lin Wuhua: "I have a cold. I took a tablet of medicine, but it seems to be worse. I suspect that someone put a red-crowned crane in my medicine." After sending the message, I was so tired that I fell asleep again past.

When I woke up, I didn't feel so much pain, but my nose was still stuffy and my throat was so sore that I couldn't speak.I took out the board of medicine again, and looked carefully, it turned out that it had expired for more than a year.No wonder I had this reaction.I can't take expired medicine, so I had to throw away the pills and get up to go to school.

After the day passed, I turned on my phone again, only to find that Lin Wuhua hadn't replied to me.I saw that when I sent the message last night, I was in pain and confused, and the message was wrong.I said, "Hey, it's not a red-crowned crane, it's a red-crowned crane. I made a mistake last night."

I calculated a few questions, and then turned on the phone again.Lin Wuhua still didn't reply me, and I felt really bad.You are busy, go to bed early, and can't see the news in the middle of the night, it's normal.But it's been a whole day, and still can't see the news?Or, saw it, but didn't want to reply to me?

I pursed my mouth, feeling very unhappy.

It took another two days before Lin Wuhua sent a message: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Bao, I'm too busy these days and I haven't checked my phone. I'm really sorry. How are you doing now?"

In fact, I was still sick, and in fact I was still suffering, but I said, "Okay, it's completely healed."

Lin Wuhua didn't feel anything: "It's fine as long as it's done. When you come back, after you pass the exam, I'll take you to dinner. There is a restaurant for couples near our school. Don't tell me, it's quite delicious."

I am keen to capture the details: "Have you eaten? Who did you go with?"

"Say it by yourself. If you're not here, who else can I go to eat with?"

He said that, and I can't say anything more.After all, I seem to have habitually trusted every word he said from the moment I first met him.

During this period of time, Lin Wuhua didn't look for me very much, but news about Xu Chunyu and Shen Qiyang popped up from time to time.Chatting and chatting means caring about my grades and my mood.

But I feel very strange again.Inexplicably, I always feel that the two of them have something to hide from me.

Lin Wuhua said that after graduating from high school, he didn't know much about the exam arrangement for the third year of senior high school, and asked me to send him an electronic copy of the transcript after each exam.At first, he would click on it to have a look, and then say, "You did well in this subject, but that subject is a pity."

Later, he no longer opened the report card file, but just said: "Very good" and "Come on".

I thought, should I tell him that he will be reminded when the file is received?

But in the end, I could only comfort myself; "Forget it, he's too busy, so just don't send him his grades in the future."

If he doesn't come to me, why can't I go to him?But usually, while chatting, the message is cut off.

Often, when I encounter something interesting at school, I want to send it to him.Wait until the next day, he will reply me "haha" or "what's the joke?"

At first I pointed it out to him patiently: "I think this is very funny!" But after a long time, I didn't really want to send it to him.

Why make yourself unhappy!

I will inevitably worry: "When he ignores me, is he chatting with others? Will he fall in love with others easily? It's just that we have been separated for less than half a year. How can he change so much? ?”

I'm not happy, but I can only turn around when the words come to the corner of my mouth.He likes people who are tolerant and "sensible", and I want him to like them, so I have to be "sensible".

But until then, I didn't want to admit that our relationship was maintained by my unilateral difficulties.

I also thought, compared with me, Lin Wuhua seems to be acting on the occasion, and he doesn't use the deepest affection. If there is a day when they will be separated, there is a high probability that they will be too sad.

Time really changes a lot of things slowly.For example, when we first got together, I imagined the future every day.Now, when I think of Lin Wuhua, I only think of separation.It seems that separation has become the inevitable ending between us.

Lin Wuhua, if there is such a day, will you regret it?