Chapter 36
Chapter 36
This night, the insatiable person was replaced by Gu Yang.
Jiang Zhihai originally cared about his body, and quit when he wanted to see him several times, but Gu Yang pestered him time and time again until both of them were exhausted.
Because only in this way can he fall asleep without thinking about anything.
But after the dream, the reality is still the reality, no one can live in evasion forever, especially after waking up, when the mood settles down, Gu Yang doesn't know how to deal with himself.
After that night of madness, Jiang Zhihai seemed to be really comforted by him. Not only did he sweep away the haze brought by Jiang Yan, but he seemed to feel better. He has some physical contact, even if it's just a shoulder to him.
In the past, Gu Yang must have been ecstatic because of this change, but now, the more Jiang Zhihai clings to him, the more guilty he feels, and the better Jiang Zhihai treats him, the less he dares to confess.
After experiencing nothing and then having a taste of possession, people tend to be more afraid of losing.
Gu Yang is like this now, he is afraid that Jiang Zhihai will hate him after knowing the truth, he is afraid that he will go back to those days without him again, and even his wish of being his brother for a lifetime will be difficult to achieve.
Under this kind of mentality, it is actually difficult for Gu Yang to get along with Jiang Zhihai freely. During the day, although he is still doing his duty as a team medical assistant, he has been trying every means to reduce the alone time with Jiang Zhihai.
In the past, he always lived in a villa when he could, but now he ran out of excuses and went back to the dormitory. Hai's body is sticky, sticking to the other party just like him, and there is almost no time to think.
It is extremely contradictory for such extreme behavior to appear on the same person. You say that he avoids each other, but he is so enthusiastic every night. Let alone the time between you two - even if he is as calm as Jiang Zhihai, he still can't see clearly what kind of medicine he sells in his gourd.
Once again witnessing Gu Yang staying in the massage room in the middle of the night, helping Xu Xiaobei to massage thoroughly until he fell asleep, and still lingeringly refusing to go back to the room to sleep, Jiang Zhihai finally felt that the evil fire was overwhelming Unable to stop, taking advantage of Xu Xiaobei's sleepiness and not knowing what year it is, he dragged him back to the bedroom quickly.
Recently, Gu Yang was very afraid that he would lose his temper. When he saw that he really lost his temper, he didn't even dare to struggle, so he was pulled back staggeringly. As soon as the bedroom door was closed, he was pressed against the door panel fiercely and asked viciously: "Gu Yang, have you regretted it recently and don't want to stay with me anymore?"
Gu Yang never thought that he would give him such an illusion, so he couldn't help being stunned, staring blankly into his eyes: "You...why do you think so?"
Jiang Zhihai replied angrily: "Even if I am a fool, I can tell that you are avoiding me after these few days."
This incident itself seemed to have frustrated Jiang Zhihai's self-esteem. He paused, then suddenly let go of the restraint on Gu Yang, stood aside, and his voice calmed down a lot: "Are you afraid?"
His last sentence only pointed out Gu Yang's guilty conscience, but this sentence hits the nail on the head.
Gu Yang's heart was beating like a drum, and he had an intuition that he shouldn't suddenly find out that the little boy he saved was himself, but this matter had been on his mind for a few days after all, now that he heard Jiang Zhihai say this, how could he not feel uneasy .
"You... What do you mean? What am I afraid of?" He asked this sentence, and all the nerves in his body tensed up.
When Jiang Zhihai saw his frightened posture, the expression on his face was even more subtle.
Gu Yang was a little afraid to look at him.
But before he looked away, he suddenly heard Jiang Zhihai's hoarse voice: "I've read this saying that there are domestic violence perpetrators in the original family, and the children who grow up have a high probability of being violent."
What he said was completely different from what Gu Yang expected. For a while, Gu Yang couldn't think of any other reaction other than being stunned. He could only stand there stupidly and listen to what he said next.
"Are you a little afraid of me? Afraid that I will attack you when there is a dispute in the future?" Jiang Zhihai's voice was very soft, but it really took a lot of courage to ask this question.
After all, Jiang Zhihai himself was probably the last person in the world who didn't want to compare himself with that violent Jiang Yan.
Gu Yang never thought that his timidity would make him have such an association. These days, he was quietly imprisoned in his own fear, but he ignored the fact that Jiang Zhihai is also a person who can be afraid.
He hurriedly shook his head and explained: "How is it possible! I have never thought about it that way, and I know you are not that kind of person at all!"
Jiang Zhihai seemed relieved, but still stared at him stubbornly: "Then why are you avoiding me?"
Facing his questioning, Gu Yang almost blurted out the reason impulsively, but when his gaze touched his burning eyes, he calmed down in an instant.
It's not that he can't say it, but he doesn't dare to say it. The tenderness between him and Jiang Zhihai seems to be a layer of gorgeous bubbles to him, and maybe it will disappear with a light poke.
He was really afraid that after he said it, there would be nothing left.
Gu Yang's reaction had never been so fast before, he blurted out: "I always feel that others are going to notice that you are always making moves in front of them."
Jiang Zhihai narrowed his eyes suspiciously.
Gu Yang realized the content of his words, and hurriedly continued to add: "Chaohua also said that they saw you touching my earlobe...it's too ambiguous."
In the CP super chat of the two of them, he had indeed seen such a Weibo. Some of the people who tweeted about them were from the same school. Occasionally, they went up to share what they saw in their daily life, and it became the envy of off-campus fans.
Gu Yang didn't feel offended, the places where those people can meet them are public places, and they certainly won't do anything out of the ordinary, actions like rubbing their earlobes already carry a rare intimacy, and they also It was revealed between the two of them unintentionally, and sometimes even Gu Yang himself didn't realize it.
He even likes to look at the two of them in the eyes of others, looking for details that he has not discovered, so that it seems that they are really a pair of admirable lovers.
It's just that he has been preoccupied recently, and he even browses Chaohua less frequently.
Jiang Zhihai has been pursuing the matter seriously until now, but he did not expect to ask a very unserious answer.
But it was undeniable that he seemed interested in the answer.
"That one... I obviously squeezed it twice at the time, and what she said was exaggerated."
Jiang Zhihai kept talking to him with his head down, probably a little tired, so he put one hand on the door panel behind Gu Yang, took out his phone with the other hand, and opened his photo album: "But this picture is not bad. "
Gu Yang pretended to be something in his heart, and he didn't notice it when he was stunned by the wall. He just looked at the phone he was holding in a daze.
Hearing his tone, would he also visit the two of them in private?
And what picture is he talking about?
As if hearing Gu Yang's question, Jiang Zhihai had already opened the photo album and brought it in front of Gu Yang.
Inside are two cartoon characters drawn, obviously drawn according to their templates, probably inspired by the Weibo post that Gu Yang just mentioned.Although it is a cartoon, the characters in the paintings have the charm of two people. The taller one has sharp edges and corners. Like his current posture, he leans against the wall and lowers his head while raising his other hand. Touching another boy's earlobe.
The shorter boy's face was flushed, and he looked up at him timidly. Obviously, the whole picture has nothing to do with pornography, but for some reason, it is easy to make people think.
Gu Yang let out an "ah" and subconsciously asked, "Who drew this? Are they drawing us?"
Jiang Zhihai put the phone in his pocket, and reached out to rub his earlobe again: "Didn't you always like to go shopping in Chaohua with your phone in your hand? Didn't you find this picture?"
Such high-quality rations must have always been highly regarded in Chaohua.
Gu Yang felt guilty: "I didn't see it... Maybe I just missed this one."
He really didn't scroll much these two days, mainly because when he saw these, he would naturally think of his own heart disease. When he was upset, he would often open the homepage of Weibo and close the app in a hurry.
Seeing Jiang Zhihai's suspicious expression, he hurriedly interrupted his train of thought: "So you will read it too? I thought you were too lazy to care about it."
Only then did Jiang Zhihai realize that he had exposed himself, and his face immediately felt a little uncomfortable: "Sometimes I will take a look...just out of curiosity."
In the past, Gu Yang would definitely feel that the deer in his heart was bumping again at this moment, but now, the more details that are easy to make people excited, the more he feels that his heart is blocked by something, and he is so stuffy that he can't breathe. .
Fearing that Jiang Zhihai would see something else in his heart, Gu Yang repeated his old tricks, immediately stood on tiptoe, and kissed him on the lips.
It seemed that he couldn't hold back his heartbeat because of this little surprise, Jiang Zhihai thought so too, he took advantage of the situation and hugged her in his arms, while kissing, he screwed the door lock and moved towards the bed go.
After pressing him on the bed, he still didn't forget to whisper in Gu Yang's ear: "I will never be like him, don't be afraid."
Gu Yang's heart was moved by this gentleness, but at the same time he hated his concealment.
"I know... I've never been afraid." He closed his eyes and hugged Jiang Zhihai tightly.
Let him selfishly prolong the tenderness in front of him, and wait until the competition is over... No, after the final exam, he will definitely tell Jiang Zhihai everything.
He also didn't want to be a liar in front of him.
Another night enough to make you forget everything.
When he woke up the next day, Gu Yang heard Xu Xiaobei scream in grief and indignation in the group: "Gu Yangyang! You are so unkind! You didn't wake me up after the massage, do you know that I woke up from the massage table in the middle of the night? How did you feel when you rolled down? And you still slept on your stomach all the time, your bones were all loose."
Judging from that tone, it was really not easy for him to hold back until now.
It was only then that Gu Yang remembered that he had forgotten him in the massage room last night, and that Lu Ang didn't stay because of today's class, and no one would notice if Xu Xiaobei didn't go back to his room to sleep.
He couldn't help feeling guilty, and just as he was about to apologize, he heard Jiang Zhihai replying with his mobile phone: "Yesterday we both couldn't wake you up, and we were talking in sleep to tell us to get out, don't disturb your date with Wang Yuyan."
Gu Yang: "..."
He is really learning worse and worse now.
Awow from the North: "???"
Awow from the north: "@海洋的洋快 Tell me it's not true!"
Gu Yang typed a few lines with his conscience sullen: "It is indeed true, you still have to fight Murong Fu, maybe you are treating yourself as Duan Yu."
Xu Xiaobei was even more sad: "How could this happen? I obviously like Qiao Feng and A'Zhu more! I want to take A'Zhu to herd the sheep, why can't even my dreams come true!!! [Big cry] [Big cry] [Big cry ]”
It seems that this muscle really believes it.
Don't move the strings: "Our school's publicity department contacted me, saying that our Weibo has a big influence now, and we should report to them, saying that we should pay attention to the influence of the content we post."
Slightly smiled: "Where is the influence? Why don't you just post some training routines? Can you still control other people's comments? They are just jealous of our popularity and handsome guys!"
The strings are not allowed to move: "Actually, the attitude is not very tough. The main reason is that I want me to repost their promotional Weibo [laughs] Sisters, we are ahead! They also ask us to do things sometimes!"
This wave of operations was really exciting, and all parties sent congratulatory messages.
But then, Qin Xian poured cold water on it again: "The content of the promotional Weibo is that the association committee is going to hold a party, and we specifically named our team to have a show."
The author has something to say: To be honest, I also want to see that painting.
I have a little bit of work to do this week, and I hope to achieve [-] a day next week!
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