let me smell the pheromones

Chapter 93

If Lin Pei plays V-Bo or something, he must often see some emotional voting questions, which coincides with his situation: the ex suddenly came back and chased me, what should I do if I change it?

Song Xun cannot be regarded as his predecessor, but the timing is not much different.

But when asked about his inner feelings, Lin Pei was still at a loss.He didn't feel a trace of happiness or the pleasure of revenge in this kind of slap in the face that the public loved.

It can even be said that the emotion he felt from Song Xun in the first second he knew it was not as profound as what his friend's concealment brought to him.

After hearing this, Chris couldn't help but feel sorry for Song Xun, "Do you really feel nothing? He has done so much for you, and you are not even moved?"

Lin Pei thought for a long time, but still shook his head.

He was not moved, only grateful.

Thank him for saving time and time again, thank him for saving time and time again, but no matter how much thank you you say, you are not moved.

Now, even Chris didn't know what to say.

"It's so strange." Lin Pei said, "When I was chasing Song Xun before, although I didn't care on the surface, I cared terribly in my heart. I always thought, I have done so much for you, but I have to You are so kind to others, why can't you give me a ten-thousandth? But now I stand in his position, and I have become the 'cold-blooded' person I thought before."

Is this considered cold-blooded?

he asked himself.

It should count.

Song Xun did so many things that even Chris, who was originally on Zhou Chengsen's side, was shaken, but there was still no disturbance in his heart.Maybe it's Zhou Chengsen's sequelae, or maybe he himself rejects this kind of unknown love.

It doesn't matter how much he likes it, he just feels that he is out of it, and everything seems to happen to a person with the same name and surname as him.

Yes, realism.

He doesn't have that sense of reality.

Having said that, Lin Pei's complaints towards Chris also faded a lot. The two got up and walked out the door, and it was raining lightly outside.

"Speaking of which, you don't seem to like rain very much."

Chris looked at him, "It's because of the day you called Song Xun..."

His words were not finished.

Lin Pei shook his head, "Not all."

At that time, he was more immersed in the fear of losing.Afraid of losing his father, afraid of losing his mother who doesn't like him, and also afraid of losing Song Xun, the only one who treats him well.

Fear of separation.

"At that time, what did you like about him?"

Chris asked.

What do you like about him?

In fact, this problem is already a little far away.

If it takes one to two years for a person to be vague and forget a relationship normally, then from the moment he intends to let it go, Lin Pei gave hints to his brain, accelerating the fading of those pasts step by step.

Now that he thinks back, what comes to mind is the boy who took him to eat ice cream and carried him home every day. These fragments become precious because they are rare.

But from the current point of view, it is no longer worth mentioning.

He said, "Probably because he was nice to me."

It was only later that I realized that it is very cheap to try to treat yourself well by yourself.It's so good, it's everywhere.

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When Lin Pei returned home, when he looked up, he saw Song Xun holding an umbrella, standing under the eaves to keep out the rain.

He touched his phone subconsciously, and suddenly remembered when he saw the unanswered message on WeChat. He was anxious to look at Chris, and forgot about Song Xun for a while.

And Chris has just experienced the ups and downs of friendship, even if he has the heart, he doesn't have the courage to report to Xun Song again.

Lin Pei lowered his eyelids and walked over. Song Xun walked over quickly. From the short distance from getting off the car to the gate, he still helped him hold up the heavy umbrella.

It has been more than an hour since the last WeChat message, Lin Pei asked: "You have been waiting for me?"

Song Xun shook his head, "No, I just... just arrived."

In the past, Lin Pei may not have known or was unwilling to know how much moisture there is in this new arrival, but now it is naked in front of his eyes, making him want to ignore it.

Lin Pei stood under the eaves and did not open the door, nor did he intend to let Song Xun in.

Song Xun glanced at him, closed the umbrella, and gently drained off the water droplets on it, before asking in a low voice, "Chen Chao called me and said you went to the tennis court to look for them?"

"Yes."

Lin Pei raised his face slightly, looked at the raindrops falling from the eaves, with a calm expression, "Did they tell you, what did I talk to him about?"

Song Xun hesitated for a moment, then shook his head.

Naturally there is not.

It was precisely because he didn't say anything, and Chen Chao asked him to ask himself, that Song Xun was so uneasy.

He didn't know what happened, but looking at their depressed atmosphere and expressions, he could guess that it was not a good thing.

Lin Pei guessed that Super Chen didn't say anything.

When he asked Super Chen why he said that in the tennis club, Zhang Yun on the side almost suffocated, but Super Chen didn't say anything. Not only did he not say anything, but he asked Lin Pei himself to ask.

Perhaps he also knew that if they were not allowed to meet, Song Xun might be pushed away by Lin Pei in a 'dignified' manner just like Zhou Chengsen.

"They said that you helped me settle Shi Jincheng. They said that you called a taxi to Ziming Mountain to pick us up. They said that you had recovered your memory a long time ago, but you just kept it from everyone."

Lin Pei raised his head, because when he got out of the car just now, he accidentally got a little steam, his eyelashes were still wet, but his eyes were cold.

"They also said, you like me."

Lin Pei turned his head and said in a light tone, "Really."

tick.

Drops of water fell, smashing the ground.

Song Xun gripped the umbrella handle tightly.

The world is so quiet at this moment, even the sound of rain is faint.

He heard his own rapid heartbeat.

When people are extremely at a loss, they cannot think in just a few seconds. Song Xun opened his lips and his mind went blank.

He subconsciously didn't want to admit it, but when Lin Pei saw it, he couldn't help but say 'um'.

Song Xun held his breath after speaking.

In fact, it shouldn't be.

But fortunately, apart from him, Lin Pei behaved calmly, as if he was treating any suitor who had no feelings.

He nodded, as if he said he understood, and then there was no more to say.

Song Xun was a little... a little disappointed.

Except for the few naive words he said to Lin Pei when he was young, he has no experience in confessing to anyone, but he has a lot of experience in rejecting others, most of which are learned from Lin Pei.

Lin Pei didn't care.

Just like him back then.

At this moment, Lin Pei said, "Why didn't you say earlier that your memory has recovered."

His tone was normal as if he was chatting with a friend.

Song Xun didn't know how to answer. After a long silence, he looked away.

"I'm afraid to disturb you and Zhou Chengsen."

he whispered.

This sentence is actually very ridiculous. If you change it to a very mean person, you may blurt out that he thinks too much, and a dead person can't disturb his life at all.

This sentence also sounds untrue.

But it happens to be true.

Lin Pei didn't care about whether he had tea or not. He just wanted to live a stable life. Before Zhou Chengsen was an idiot, Lin Pei liked it, but he was still excluded.If Song Xun was standing in front of him now, he would not hesitate even more.

"Just here."

Lin Pei said softly.

He has put everything down, so why not Song Xun?

It may be painful for a while, but if you endure it, the scar will gradually become less important until it is completely forgotten.

Did I disturb you?

Song Xun wanted to ask, but he didn't ask.

The answer to this sentence is obvious. If he doesn't feel disturbed, he won't stop here.

But Song Xun was not reconciled.

"You don't need someone who likes you, but maybe, you need someone who treats you well all the time."

Lin Pei was about to open the door and go in, when he heard this, he gave him a surprised look.

The rejection of the confession should be a sad scene, but Song Xun smiled, with a faint smile on his lips, "Just like what you said back then, isn't it illegal to look at handsome guys on the street?"

"Since it's not illegal, then you can accept my kindness to you, and you don't need to repay me. I have everything I should have, but I am a bit rebellious when I grow up, and I want to prove how far I can stalk a person. "

Lin Pei was speechless for a while after listening.

He really has never seen someone who is more in love with his brain than himself. At the beginning, he was just a resentful woman or a nympho in his heart, but he was still a high-altitude flower on the outside.

When you come to the opponent, you will directly stalk and stalk the other party, regardless of the return...

"As you like."

Anyway, he said all the good and bad things, just like Jiang Jihao, Song Xun bumped into this south wall because he didn't see a higher mountain and a bigger obstacle.When something happens, he will naturally regress.

Lin Pei closed the door without looking back.

Looking up, Lin Chengxuan was sitting on the sofa holding tea.

Lin Pei: "..."

Lin Chengxuan glanced out of the window, vaguely saw the familiar side face, and knew it in his heart.

"The kid from the Song family?"

Lin Pei didn't speak.

The porcelain lid scraped lightly on the wall of the cup, making a crisp sound. Lin Chengxuan looked at a few tea stalks on the water, took a breath, and said unhurriedly: "I warned him last time, but I didn't expect that he still wouldn't give up. Change... you go back to the room, I will take care of this matter. "

Lin Pei was startled, "Last time?"

When was the last time?

Wait, even Lin Chengxuan knew that Song Xun liked him?

Lin Chengxuan didn't tell him much, but only briefly mentioned, "At that time, you and Zhou Chengsen... I told him to understand a little bit, but he actually understood everything, but he was a little too stubborn."

With the above sentence, this tone is more like helplessness.

Lin Chengxuan was somewhat displeased with Zhou Chengsen, and Lin Pei knew it.

In fact, the two of them hadn't communicated much before, and they all relied on Lin Pei's open mouth to make connections. Lin Chengxuan didn't have any special emotional inclination towards Zhou Chengsen, but since Lin Pei didn't mention the meeting between the parents of the two parties, and the two gradually After breaking off contact, Lin Chengxuan's dislike for Zhou Chengsen was already on the surface, but he was taciturn and usually didn't say such things.

As for Song Xun, Lin Chengxuan disliked him very much, but Lin Pei keenly picked out some of his father's love for Song Xun from these few rare sentences.

He didn't reveal anything, but Lin Pei caught it.

Good guy, when he doesn't like his ex, the whole world is on his side.

...how hopeless this is.