Chapter 51
Chapter 51
Song Xun opened his eyes and watched for a long time before he gradually realized that the person in front of him was neither his imagination nor his dream, but a real Lin Pei.
Once Song Xun's pheromone rioted, it would easily affect other patients on this level.Wen Qiao deliberately transferred him to the VIP ward. He was the only patient on this empty floor, and he was so silent that even footsteps outside could be heard clearly.
The blinds were neatly closed at the top, and sunlight came in through the window, clearly illuminating the dust floating in the air.
Song Xun opened his mouth, he wanted to ask why you came, but felt that this sentence was too familiar.If it weren't for the two completely different dreams, he almost thought that the time had been reset, and he was back to the last time when Lin Pei came to visit him.
This time Lin Pei didn't hold an apple in his hand.
He was sitting by the window, concentrating on watching the pot of succulents on the balcony. He saw that Song Xun had woken up from the corner of his eyes, and then slowly turned around.
The two looked at each other and were silent for a while, and finally it was Lin Pei who spoke first.
"How can you be so sick?"
he said softly.
It was almost the same as what he said the last time we met, but the tone was obviously different.
Song Xun looked at him silently.
He is not a very careful person, but he still has a keen sense of the nuances.
Lin Pei likes not showing any dew on the face, and then silently complaining ten thousand words in his heart.He disguised himself very well. If it weren't for his ability to read minds, Song Xun wouldn't be able to detect what the other party was thinking at all.
Now he is not sure whether this thing can still be used, but experience tells him that the only way to communicate with people like Lin Pei is to hit a straight ball.
Until he can't dodge and must meet.
So he asked directly: "Are you not angry?"
"..." Lin Pei dodged subconsciously, "I'm not angry."
"You obviously have it." Song Xunping said bluntly, "During the last quarrel, you got angry when I mentioned things about my childhood."
Lin Pei: "..."
"You blame me for not picking you up."
Song Xun stared closely at his eyes, "You've been angry all this time, and you still haven't listened to my explanation."
"……I do not have!"
The mask on Lin Pei's face couldn't be stretched any longer. He endured it for a long time. If Song Xun was not still a patient, he would have slapped him by now, "Obviously you kept mentioning that! Forget it, it's you who keep saying... that's making me sick!"
"It was you who first said that I forgot on purpose, and then said that I didn't want to mention things about my childhood. You obviously cared!"
"I'm going to say it if I care? Don't you know what adult decency is?"
"Why don't you say it if you care?" Song Xun frowned, not understanding his brain circuit at all, "It's none of your business to be an adult, you are still a minor, since you are a minor, you have to continue to do it." Children's rights..."
[Who says you shouldn't cry?You are still a child. ]
The boy in the dream wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes for him, and said such words in puzzlement.
The pictures gradually overlapped, Lin Pei closed his eyes, and it took a long time to separate the memory from the reality.
"understood."
He took a deep breath and looked away, "I really cared about this before. I cared why you didn't come to me. I cared about you..."
What I once cared about, now, after several years, finally has the answer.
He didn't say the second half of the sentence.
Lin Pei raised his head and looked at Song Xun carefully for a long time, looking at his hair that had grown to the tips of his ears, his bloodless lips, his mature shoulder lines, and his palms that were bigger than his own .
Only now did he realize that Song Xun had already lost his youthful youthfulness, and had grown into a somewhat unfamiliar appearance.
"No wonder the grade in the general exam is at the bottom." Lin Pei muttered in a low voice, "It turns out that my brain was smashed."
As soon as this sentence was uttered, Song Xun understood that Lin Pei already knew his explanations that he had time to say in the future.
"...Don't think that I can't hear you if you speak in a low voice." He also muttered and retorted, "I just don't want to learn, it's not that I'm not smart."
However, the other party's attitude was very perfunctory, "Okay, you are the smartest."
After the words fell for a long time, Lin Pei asked, "When did you remember?"
"Not long." Song Xun blurred the time, "Just a few nights ago when I was sleeping, I suddenly had a dream."
Anyway, before they quarreled last time, he must have remembered it, otherwise he wouldn't have chased him out to explain it to him.
Lin Pei lowered his eyelids, feeling a rare embarrassment.
This kind of embarrassment is similar to the feeling of avoiding it at a party, but bumping into your first love in the end, especially after the separation, the two grow up independently, but when we meet again, the stupid things we did before still surface, like a projector, Cycle through your mind over and over again.
especially……
"Actually," the voice in his ear interrupted his train of thought, Song Xun said, "Actually, I didn't fully remember it, but sometimes I dreamed of some fragments."
Lin Pei slowly raised his head, saw the face that was very similar to the boy, and said with an apologetic expression: "I'm sorry, you should know? Since the car accident, I lost all my memories, so goodbye I don't remember at all when."
"We used to be..." He hesitated for a moment, cautious and worried that he might give the wrong answer, "Are we very good friends?"
Lin Pei's pupils shrank suddenly.
In an instant, black and white are reversed, and memory goes backwards.
"Because you are my friend, I can share with you what I like."
"It's not a friend, it's a brother."
"...Okay. A friend and a brother."
"Then what is your brother's?"
"I'm my brother's friend, and my brother's...brother?"
"Wrong! Big mistake!"
clatter--
The boy flicked his forehead lightly.
He had very little strength, and the dumpling didn't hurt, but he subconsciously covered his face.
At this time, the boy said to him: "You are the little wife I pre-ordered. After eating my popsicle, you will marry me in the future. Remember?"
For this sentence, Lin Pei memorized it for almost five years.
It turned out that he still forgot.
……fair enough.
They couldn't go back a long time ago, Song Xun's pheromone index has not reached the threshold, it is impossible to like him.Even if he fell in love after recovering from his illness, it was only because of physical attraction, but Lin Pei couldn't repeat the same path he walked in the past.
At this moment, he is extremely grateful, thankful that he has made a decision early, even if it is extremely painful and regretful when he knows the truth, it will not be more painful and regretful than continuing to be obsessed.
He walked with his memory on his back for so long, but one person was left alone, and he couldn't reach the agreed end point.They really are made for each other, they are made for friends.
They are partners who cherish each other, but are destined not to be together.
Then let it all stop here.
Beginning with a friend, it should also be the end with this noun.
They all deserve a better life, Song Xun is like this, and so is he.
"Yes, you are right."
Lin Pei smiled, and he stepped forward and gently hugged Song Xun's shoulder, "We are very good friends."
It was before, it is now, and it will be in the future.
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"According to the data of the past few days, even in the presence of a high-matching Omega, the patient's data has only continued to climb back to the normal level, which shows that as long as the mood is kept stable, long-term exercise to achieve the improvement index is very effective. Possible. The current plan we have formulated is that the patient wears a test ring. When the pheromone index exceeds the normal index for a long time, it means that the patient is emotionally unstable. It is recommended to take sedative or antidepressant drugs according to the situation..."
There were four people standing beside the hospital bed, and a string of interns brought by the doctor, which packed the small room to the brim.Everyone listened attentively to the doctor's advice and asked questions from time to time.
"Is this antidepressant drug too exaggerated?" Wen Qiao asked nervously, "My son has no history of depression."
"This is not the same thing." The doctor smiled. "Depression is different from depression. Depression is a very normal emotion. It just needs to be adjusted back to a normal state, otherwise it will become depression if the backlog continues. Symptoms... This drug has little effect and few side effects, so it is very suitable to be used in conjunction with treatment."
Lin Pei asked timely: "Then what should I do?"
Although he understood Song Xun's illness and its causes, he was still at a loss and a little apprehensive.
Fortunately, the doctor didn't assign him any high-level tasks, "You don't need to do anything, just maintain a normal social relationship with him, just eat and walk together, your pheromone will give him feedback at any time, mobilize him The index content... But when you enter the estrus period, it is best to keep a distance from him, otherwise it will also affect him at the same time. It will be fine if you are cold for a few days."
Lin Pei still understood this truth.
The doctor explained a few words, prescribed a bunch of medicines for him, and then left the ward with a bunch of his interns.
"is this necessary?"
Song Xun held back for a long time, and when they left, he took off the ventilator on his face with an irritable expression, "It's not a serious illness, as for such a big fight..."
The remaining few words gradually came to a halt under Lin Pei's frowning brows and obvious disapproval expression.
Wen Qiao was very satisfied with his rare security, and taught him a lesson, "I'm so old, I don't understand at all."
As he said that, he found an excuse to drag Lin Pei outside the house.
In fact, he could guess what Wen Qiao wanted to say, but Lin Pei also knew that if she was not allowed to say it, she would not be happy in her heart.
"Thank you for this time, Xiao Pei." Wen Qiao looked guilty, "I only wanted to solve the misunderstanding between you, and I didn't want to force you to help Song Xun with treatment. If you feel that it is very reluctant , then there is absolutely no need to continue, and we won't have any complaints..."
Lin Pei waited quietly for her to finish, and then said in a low voice: "Auntie, you misunderstood. I don't feel reluctant, but I feel sorry."
Wen Qiao froze for a moment, not understanding what he meant.
However, Lin Pei knew that no matter whether Song Xun's illness was related to the past or not, at least there was a storm in the city that day. If he hadn't made that phone call, then...
Nothing will happen after that.
At least this debt, he owes Song Xun.
After paying back, they owe nothing to each other.
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