let me smell the pheromones

Chapter 39

After Lin Chengxuan's voice fell, it was obvious that Lin Pei was taken aback for a moment.

Since Lin Pei was born, he has seen his mother very few times.Lin Chengxuan and Sheng Mingyu were also married in business at the beginning, the Sheng family only had such a daughter, and Sheng Mingyu's father also had the intention of letting his son-in-law take over the family business.In addition, the degree of matching between the two is just qualified. Although the son-in-law is cold-faced and indifferent, he is a principled person, and the daughter is docile and obedient since she was a child.

However, no one expected that Sheng Mingyu, who had a gentle personality before marriage, suddenly changed his temperament after giving birth to Lin Pei.Lin Chengxuan found a psychiatrist for her, and after a period of drug treatment, Sheng Mingyu finally recovered a little and was not so irritable.

But soon, Sheng Mingyu proposed to go to a nursing home.

She was young and still young, and Lin Chengxuan didn't understand why she couldn't recuperate at home and had to go to the hospital instead.But Sheng Mingyu, who was sober, had little affection for her husband, and didn't care about her son.At that time, Lin Pei could not eat breast milk, was not used to drinking milk powder, and had a high fever day and night. Lin Chengxuan often went home to take care of the child with the nanny after finishing the company affairs, and sometimes he was too busy to take a shower, so he and Yi fell asleep on the sofa, and waited until the next day to go to the company for a meeting.

Lin Chengxuan pondered seriously for several days, seeing that Sheng Mingyu seemed to be very displeased with this son, and even said he was indifferent, so he didn't force him, and helped her find a nursing home according to her request, not too far away from home, Sheng Mingyu If Mingyu wanted to come back and take a look, it wouldn't bother her.

Unfortunately, Sheng Mingyu never had this idea.

Later, when Lin Chengxuan's mother learned about this incident, she moved to the capital specially for her poor and frail grandson, and helped take care of Lin Pei for a period of time. Only then did Lin Chengxuan breathe a sigh of relief from the tight rhythm.

Later, Lin Pei, who was still a child, saw other children being picked up by their mothers, he was very envious, and suddenly wanted to see his mother, so Lin Chengxuan took him to visit Sheng Mingyu.

Although Sheng Mingyu didn't show resistance that day, his expression was very cold. After repeated several times, Lin Pei also seemed to understand that his mother didn't like him very much, so he rarely went there again.Only during the holidays or when his father-in-law was ill, Lin Chengxuan would visit Sheng Mingyu and bring her some fresh fruits.

At this time when he mentioned the word mother, Lin Pei was in a daze, and a scene of a woman half lying on the bed appeared in her mind. She was wearing a pure white hospital gown, had beautiful soft long black hair, and a pair of beautiful clothes. Almond eyes, long eyelashes, thin lips...

The impression of her facial features and appearance is actually not very clear.

Only a vague layer of overview remains.

Lin Chengxuan asked him if he had feelings for his classmates, or because he missed his mother.

This love, of course, is not about classmates.

Lin Pei came back to his senses, put away the thoughts just now, shook his head and said: "I don't know him very well, I just see that he has a good character and is very good at hard work. If this incident didn't happen in the family..."

Presumably his life should be brighter.

Lin Chengxuan was silent for a moment.

He is busy with work and rarely asks about Lin Pei's relationship problems. In addition, his marriage is not going well, so there is no reference. Therefore, he can't understand why Lin Pei liked Song Xun very much a while ago, but now he is talking about Song Xun. A Zhou Chengsen appeared.

But since Lin Pei said no, he didn't know all about it, so he simply didn't ask.

Lin Chengxuan forwarded all the materials his son passed on to his secretary, and explained a few words. After finishing these, his brows and eyes gradually revealed a tired look, "Is there anything else?"

"I……"

Lin Pei originally wanted to speak out about the dissolution of the engagement in one go, but seeing that his father was so tired and couldn't help him with work matters, instead he asked him to help take care of his classmates, he felt very guilty and told him what he wanted to say. swallowed.

"No more." He shook his head, "Dad, go to bed early, good night."

Lin Chengxuan said good night, and then went to the study with his briefcase under his arm.

It seems that there should be an extra class for a while.

The headlights in the living room were turned off by Lin Chengxuan, leaving only two small night lights.Lin Pei was sitting on the sofa, his thin figure curled up into a ball, making him look extraordinarily small.

It suddenly occurred to him that his father was reluctant when he first heard Wen Qiao's proposal.

Lin Chengxuan knows the pros and cons of marriage better than anyone else.

It's just that his father had just sent Wen Qiao out, and when he turned around, Lin Pei suddenly covered his face with tears in his eyes, crying and laughing at the same time...

Finally he let go.

Such a self-willed son who cannot be supported by the mud but has to be protected in the palm of his hand probably caused his father a headache for a long time.

"Ding-dong-"

A WeChat message popped up.

Goodnight from Zhou Chengsen.

Lin Pei didn't reply.

He turned off the screen light of his mobile phone and sat quietly in the dark for a long time.

That night, Lin Pei dreamed about the past again.

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"Hey!!"

With a slap, the boy sighed and looked at the large piece of ice cream that fell on the ground with regret. The hot ground immediately melted the snowball with ice scum into half-frozen, half-hot snow water.

"Look at it." The boy poked the head of the dumpling in front of him, and didn't teach him harshly, "I can't eat it and I'm greedy, so I insist on buying three balls. It's okay now? It's a waste."

Tuanzi looked at the strawberry snowball that fell on the ground, and his mouth was already flattened. Now when he heard the boy 'teaching' him, his eyes were half closed, and he was about to shed tears again.

"Hey don't cry!! I was wrong!!"

The boy, one head and two big, hurriedly held the dumpling's face. The young man didn't know how to hold back his strength. He wiped the two thumbs under the dumpling's eyes, and the wet tears were taken away by the pulp of his fingers, leaving two red marks on the white and tender skin.

Tuanzi stopped crying, with a bit of milk-flavored ice cream still on his mouth, and stared at the person in front of him with wide-open eyes.

"..." The young man held his hands together, his voice suddenly gradually weakened, "Okay, okay, it's my fault, I shouldn't blame you, you can eat as much as you want, and I'll give it to you if you lose it." Go buy it, okay?"

However, Song Xun's family was very strict when he was young. Wen Qiao was afraid that he would have fun and compete with his classmates when he had money, so he only gave him 20 yuan a day except for meals and snacks.

However, Tuanzi has a picky mouth, and he is no longer satisfied with a chocolate popsicle that costs [-] yuan-now he likes to eat snowballs that cost [-] yuan.

After buying the last snowball with the dumplings, Song Xun was about to cry when he thought of his shriveled wallet.

"Why do you cry so much?" He touched the little one's head depressedly, watching him eating snowballs quietly, as quiet and beautiful as a doll.

But as soon as he flattened his mouth, Song Xun began to grow up one head and two big.

"Before I fought with others, my mother told me that some children fell in pain when they were learning to walk and didn't cry out, but as soon as they saw adults coming over, they cried immediately."

After the boy finished speaking, he folded his arms and looked at the dumpling.

Tuanzi looked at him with a spoon stained with strawberry flavored snowballs in his mouth, his eyes were full of ignorance.

Is it because he regards me as his parent?

The boy then smiled and gently patted the dumpling's head.

I don't dare to touch it too hard. Tuanzi likes to be clean and doesn't like messy hair. Last time he didn't care how serious he was, and he coaxed him for a long time.

Several springs and autumns after Song Xun left, Lin Pei was doing his homework at the desk when he suddenly heard cicadas screaming violently outside the window, and only when he looked up did he realize that several summers had passed.

Later, when he thought about it countless times, he vaguely felt that maybe it was because his young self knew that as long as he cried in front of the young man, the young man would take him to realize those small but difficult wishes in the past. .

In the dream, Tuanzi finished eating the snowball, looked at the sticky ice cream water in his hand for a long time, then looked at Song Xun again, suddenly felt a little embarrassed, turned his butt, hid himself and licked his palm.

He thought the boy was as tall as him, so he was determined not to see his small movements, but he didn't expect the boy to see clearly, passed his hands under his arms, picked up the child, and then turned a corner—— He turned to himself again.

He took out a white handkerchief from his pocket, opened the little hand of Tuanzi, gently wiped the sticky stuff on it, and scraped Tuanzi's nose after wiping.

"Where did you get the bad habit?" The boy taught him with a straight face, "You can't lick your hands after eating, your fingers are so unhygienic, you will get sick if you eat them."

The young man spoke eloquently, and Tuanzi was a little scared when he heard it. He was very afraid of getting sick. He used to be afraid that his father would be unhappy, but now he was afraid that he would not be able to see the young man if he was sick.

He nodded hurriedly, "Understood, I will never lick again."

Only then was the boy satisfied, "Be good, my brother will take you to eat lollipops."

After finishing speaking, he casually rolled up the dirty handkerchief and stuffed it into his pocket, showing no dislike at all.

In fact, his mother often taught him that passage just now, but now he used it here. After all, his illness and Tuanzi's illness are not of the same order of magnitude.

He was full of confidence, but he never expected that the next day he would get sick with diarrhea because he wrapped up the ice cream that the dumplings could not finish.

Because of this incident, the boy lay on the bed for two days, and on the second day, he was still holding his stomach in pain, and because he struggled and said that he wanted to go out to play, he was scolded by his mother for a long time.

"I still want to play when I'm sick like this! Do you still want to be healthy!! You can't lie down for two days, and you will die if you go out to play after a few days!!"

His mother scolded him very loudly.

While his mother wasn't paying attention, he turned the window and went out with white lips.

His mother can wait, but his little daughter-in-law can't wait!

Hadn't seen each other for two days, would she have forgotten herself long ago?Do you think he doesn't want to see her?

Maybe he covered his eyes and hid in the corner secretly crying.

The young man felt a touch of sentimentality and a touch of needed sweetness, instantly filling his chest, so the wild boy went out the window with white lips while his mother wasn't paying attention.

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"Crack, click, click, click—"

Song Xun suddenly woke up and found regular voices coming from downstairs. He yawned and felt like he had a dream, but he couldn't remember the content of the dream at all.

He clattered downstairs with a pair of slippers, and found that his mother was holding a mold and smashing the mold on the table.

Song Xun took a closer look and found that the pink color was a popsicle mold box.

Wen Qiao was sweating from exhaustion, "Suddenly I got greedy, thinking that it's almost late autumn, I want to hurry up and eat some popsicles."

"Put it under the water and take a shower."

Song Xun said, and turned on the faucet in the kitchen. Their kitchen is equipped with a filtration and cleaning system, and the water that comes out can be drunk directly.He rinsed the mold under water for half a minute, and it really came off the mold.

When Wen Qiao saw it, she also took the rest to wash.

Song Xun looked at the popsicle in his hand and always felt as if...

He took a bite subconsciously, Wen Qiao saw it, and slapped his arm, "Steal your mother's snack! Give it back to me, I'll make one of this strawberry flavor—you eat that cantaloupe!"

Song Xunxuan was overwhelmed, curled his lips, put the popsicle back, and muttered before leaving, "We men don't eat this, but you little girls like strawberry flavor..."