let me smell the pheromones

Chapter 109

The moonlight that was shattered like sand but bright like crystal fell between his eyelashes, the soft and slender tip shook lightly, and the broken crystal was immediately shaken off, from the bridge of his nose to his chin, sliding all the way into the socket of his collarbone.

Lin Pei was stunned for a long time, and when the slightly moist traces on his forehead were gradually taken away by the wind, he couldn't help touching it, his fingertips were dry and gentle, as if nothing happened half a minute ago.

But this is not Schrödinger's cat.

... Song Xun kissed him.

This is a fact, a fact that cannot be put in a box.

For some reason, it was clearly the chilly weather in early spring, and even with the car windows half open, it would feel cold, but my cheeks became hot uncontrollably.

The forehead that was kissed and the skin that was slid over by fingers seemed to have been burned by the flames of an alcohol lamp. It didn't hurt, but the traces he had left could not be ignored.

is touch.

I heard that when people of the opposite sex are approached or accidentally touched, they will have fantasies, tension or anxiety in their hearts because they don't know how to deal with such social situations.

Lin Pei pinched his fingers and figured it out. Ever since he separated from Zhou Chengsen, he hadn't seen a handsome guy for half a year! ! !

No wonder! !

Resistance to the beauty of handsome guys also needs to be trained. The more experienced people are, the more experienced they are when they come into contact with handsome guys, so their facial expressions don't change and their hearts don't beat.

Only a rookie who rarely comes into contact with beautiful men will feel nervous and feel inferior when he suddenly sees a handsome man of Tiancai level.

... He must have not been in contact with a new person of the opposite sex for a long time, so if he came up to tease him casually, his self-control was not as good as before.

It is a problem of the body, a problem of the body.

Lin Pei took a deep breath, and when he calmed down, he turned around and said very seriously: "Song Xun, you—"

"Feel sorry."

Song Xun said.

——Don’t come close to me casually.

Before he finished speaking, he was stuck in his throat by the other party's short words.

"I accidentally smelled citrus on you just now."

Song Xun was actually a little nervous after the kiss, but he wasn't so numb as to say what was in his mind. He could only find an excuse and changed the subject hastily, "I'm a little thirsty, do you want to eat?" ?”

Lin Pei took a closer look, and Song Xun casually took a tangerine from the storage box.

"...Are you letting me eat myself?"

Song Xun was amused by him, and quickly explained, "No, my mother put it on. It's the season when spring oranges are on the market recently. It's just that just now..."

Lin Pei sighed, took the orange back, peeled off the outer skin with a few clicks, broke it in half from the middle, and handed it over, "Eat it."

he knows.

Just now, the atmosphere was a little awkward.

Lin Pei remembered that after the kiss, Song Xun raised his head, and the two looked at each other in the air, and they both saw surprise in each other's eyes.

——Holy shit, he actually kissed me? !

——Holy shit, how dare I kiss him? !

I have to say that the brain circuits of the two people are quite compatible.

Lin Pei broke half of it and put it in his mouth, it was quite sweet.

Before the car was driven out, Song Xun specially washed it. Even after running outside for a day, it was only covered with a light layer of dust.

Through the glass, Lin Pei saw two apricot trees planted in the yard of a family not far away.Dotted among the branches are small flower buds that close after nightfall, red and white.

He suddenly remembered that when school first started last year, the school's apricot blossoms were in full bloom, with a little blush in the milky white.Some students went to the apricot blossom forest to take pictures after class. At that time, it was just in time for the merchants to promote White Valentine's Day. Girls with an apricot blossom or pink roses were everywhere on the table.

At that time, I remember that a girl in the class next door received a purse made of apricot blossoms. When I passed by, I could still smell the faint fragrance of flowers on her body.

At that time, Lin Pei, who still admired Song Xun, was ready to move, and wanted to give him something on this special day.But Song Xun usually never accepts gifts from others, so Chris suggested that he anonymously and secretly put them in Song Xun's drawer.

At that time, time was in a hurry, and he had no good ideas after much deliberation. When he thought about it, Baiqing had already passed, and 520 would be ushered in soon.

So, Lin Pei secretly put a bunch of iris in Song Xun's drawer that day.

After school, after the others had left, Lin Pei checked Song Xun's table with anxiety, to see if he had thrown away the bouquet of flowers, and then he found a short letter in the drawer.

Thank you for your kindness.

Just don't do it next time.

Lin Pei was very disappointed. When he drove back that day, even the driver could see his frustration and sadness.When he got home, he turned on the light, and across the road, he saw a bunch of iris standing quietly in a tall neck vase in the opposite window. Suddenly, a hand came into the mirror, took out a small spray bottle, and poured it into the window. The leaves were lightly sprayed with water droplets.

Unexpectedly, in the blink of an eye, it is the season of apricot blossoms again.

"Thank you for your kindness."

Lin Pei said suddenly, "Just don't do this next time."

"?"

Song Xun was a little uneasy by his sudden sentence, "I..."

"Ah." Lin Pei let out a long breath, glanced at him, with a smile in the corner of his eyes, "I thought about what it would be like to say this before, and now I finally understand it."

"Um……?"

Song Xun didn't understand what he was talking about at all, but obviously Lin Pei didn't intend to explain to him, "I'm a little hungry, let's find a place to eat, I don't have much appetite after running all day, and now I suddenly want to eat something heavy It's delicious. By the way, how about barbecue? It's better to have a plate of meat in the store..."

This is no longer a discussion, it is simply an explicit statement.

Song Xun didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and complained about him while shifting gears: "You are so big, can you eat so much? Be careful that you can't digest your stomach and feel uncomfortable at night. I won't be able to save you then."

"Auntie is helping me," Lin Pei stuck out his tongue, "If you really want to worry, we are just across the street. If you can't, I will call out to the window, and if you hear it, just come and knock on the door."

Song Xun said silently in his heart, let alone knocking on the door in the middle of the night, he can stay at your house.

But you can't say this, if you really say it, don't say that Lin Pei is going to pinch his arm, probably the father-in-law will beat him if he finds out——

Yes, Song Xun had automatically and consciously classified Lin Chengxuan as his prospective father-in-law.

As for when the word "Zhun" can be removed, it depends on Lin Pei.

In the end, the two of them still failed to eat.

One was that Lin Pei was preoccupied during the day and his appetite was poor, and Song Xun was afraid that he would eat such a greasy meal at night and his stomach would go wrong; the other was that there were some things on the phone that were difficult to speak clearly, Lin Chengxuan deliberately got off work early and had to confirm with Lin Pei again Check out the recording details.

Because of Lin Chengxuan and Sheng Mingyu's divorce, it seemed inappropriate for the two parties to celebrate the success of the celebration banquet, so they changed it to a homely banquet, and discussed some work matters by the way, and the time was postponed for a week.

The next day, after Chris heard Song Xun talk about the details of the relationship between the two of them, he looked like a real CP fan, his eyes lit up immediately, "Really? He really invited you to eat barbecue?"

Song Xun looked at his excited face, hesitated for a while, and nodded, "But isn't it normal to have dinner appointments? Don't we usually invite people here and there."

"But didn't you just say that you did something wrong to him—"

"What's wrong?" Song Xun interrupted with a red face, and corrected loudly, "I just lightly! Lightly! Kissed the forehead, that's a polite kiss, what's wrong!"

"Okay, okay, even if you're right." It's useless for Chris not to argue with him, "Then you kissed him anyway, right? Lin Pei must know that you kissed him 'ceremoniously' because you like it smacked his forehead, huh?"

"Yes……"

"It's over." Chris clapped his hands, "He can calmly ask you to have dinner with him even though you have clearly offended him—although there is no agreement, but if you hate being close to someone, At least you won't offer to have dinner after such an intimate gesture, will you?"

"Yes……"

Song Xun suddenly felt that what he said made sense.

"So this is enough to show that he doesn't hate you, doesn't reject you, and doesn't even resent you for making such an intimate gesture." Chris said, with a bit of regret in his tone, "But if you two really eat together , it might become..."

"Will not."

Song Xun shook his head firmly, "That would not be Lin Pei."

If you do this, it will confirm the fact that Lin Pei also likes him.Although Lin Pei looks very open and outgoing, he is still a conservative and sensitive little antique in his heart, and he is even more cautious when dealing with emotional matters. It is impossible to say such an agreement to him easily.

Lin Pei and Zhou Chengsen are both very measured people.

Song Xun respects Lin Pei, but he will take a step within the limits of Lin Pei's tolerance to prevent the other party from hating him and to be intimate.

The barbecue agreement that night did not materialize, but in the evening of a certain day, Lin Pei still found an opportunity to fulfill the agreement with Song Xun, at a less ambiguous time point - a time point within the boundaries of friends.

The main reason is that barbecue... Lin Pei really wants to eat it.

When it was time to make the sauce, Lin Pei refused to let Song Xun go there with disgust, saying that he didn't know how to eat it, and the sauce he made was messy, so he could just be a coolie and barbecue there.

Song Xun complied obediently. When Lin Pei was wearing a small apron and queuing up to scoop up the sauce at the condiment counter, he took out his mobile phone and quickly typed a line in a group called "Secret Operations in May".

[Song Xun: The latest information, and invited me to eat barbecue again]

The news was like mutton dropped into hot oil, and the deathly silent flock burst into flames.

[Zhang Yun: Isn't that a polite word? ]

[Zhang Yun: Didn't he ask you out for dinner yesterday? ]

[Zhang Yun: Is Brother Xun lacking in the nourishment of love, I am suspicious of everything I see...]

He wasn't alone in feeling that way.

[Chen Chao: It is possible]

[Chen Chao: Brother Xun, be careful, maybe he didn't respond last time, this time I'll treat you to a decapitated meal]

The last time he was talking about was Song Xunqin Lin Pei's time.

[Song Xun: ...]

[Song Xun: Can you be more reliable? ? ? ]

Song Xun quickly flipped through the barbecue, and then sent another one.

[Song Xun: We are already sitting in the barbecue restaurant, and he is busy making the sauce for me right now. ]

The single dogs in the group immediately rubbed their arms.

[Old Versailles gone]

[Tsk, I’ve gone to adjust the sauce, I thought I was flirting with you if I didn’t know]

At this time, Chris, who had never been bubbling, poked him privately.

[Good guy, don’t take me to eat barbecue! ! ]

[You guys did it on purpose, you didn’t ask me out when I was there last time, and immediately picked up the barbecue when I left.This time too, he didn't tell me yet! ! ]

[Sand sculpture of angry panda head jpg]

Almost pissed him off.

Good guy, yesterday he offered to have dinner with him, and no one paid any attention.Turning around, these two hooked up behind his back!

[Why don't you chat in the group? ]

[Where can it be? I guess it's because I worked as his coachman for a day yesterday and rewarded me for my hard work. ]

Song Xun still understood the principle of not offending his revolutionary comrades in arms. He spread a new string of bacon on the oven, and secretly sent messages with both hands hidden under the table.

[Next time I will make up for you. ]

[Quotation: Why not chat in the group. ——My old company is scared]

[receive!Remember to double the roast! ]

This was Song Xunkan's last message, and then Chris sent two more sentences, but now Lin Pei has returned, and the two seasoning bowls are full.He quickly turned his phone to silent and put it aside, and helped him put down the things in his hand one by one.

Lin Pei put another plate of fruit in front of him, "I picked the fruit for you."

Inside are grapefruit, grapes and cantaloupe, which Song Xun likes to eat.

The top light of the seat shines down, making the fruit look extraordinarily clear and attractive.

"Don't be too moved." Lin Pei joked, "Only cash transactions are accepted here, and physical promises are not accepted."

Song Xun smiled, put all the well-cooked meat on the baking tray into a bowl, put it in front of Lin Pei, and asked, "I guess it will be eight or nine o'clock after eating, call your dad?"

"He knows I'm with you, so he won't worry too much."

As Lin Pei spoke, he muttered again, "But I do have to send a message to Auntie..."

After posting, he looked up and saw that the bowl in front of him was full of slightly overcooked meat.

Lin Pei was very dissatisfied, "This meat is too old, next time I have to clear it up early, it won't taste good if it's roasted too old."

But Song Xun was more persistent than him, "Bake it for a while longer, and bake it for a longer time so that it won't have diarrhea."

Lin Pei had no choice but to lose.

Both of them don't like to look at their mobile phones when eating, and when friends, neighbors and classmates get together, there are always endless topics to talk about.

Among them, Sheng Mingyu was inevitably talked about.

"Does your father want a divorce?"

Song Xun asked, "Have you asked him what he meant?"

"I just asked yesterday, hiss—" Lin Pei ate a hot dumpling, which made his tongue ache, but the drink in his cup was hot milk tea. he.

Lin Pei quickly took a big gulp, waited until his tongue got better, and then slowly said: "I told him that if he doesn't want a divorce, he doesn't need to add the third one, and I'll call her when the time comes. gone."

"It's just..." He suddenly hesitated, "He agreed."

Although Lin Pei told him about the divorce outside, the two of them were in public and didn't talk too much.After returning home, in the dead of night, the father and son were sitting opposite each other on the sofa. When Lin Pei mentioned this matter again, Lin Chengxuan was silent for a while, and he did not agree as quickly as he did on the phone.

"After a while, he didn't say anything else, he just asked me what was Sheng Mingyu's expression at that time."

Lin Pei slowly put down his chopsticks and carefully recalled his father's expression at that time, "Although the shelf life of their love is only a short period of more than one year, I think..."

Her father should still love her.

After all, that was his first lover, his first wife.

It's just a pity that the hero and heroine of the fairy tale did not wait for a happy ending.

"So," Lin Pei couldn't help saying, thinking of the tragedy of his parents, "whether it's a political marriage or a commercial marriage, love without feelings and disagreements will never last long. The alpha mark brings more than just pheromones to Omega. The change of hormones and hormones also represents a complete change in the relationship between two people. If they don't become husband and wife, then the two of them will occupy the title, how can they be worthy of the next true love?"

"However, if you are a de facto couple, it is said that a married couple is a hundred days of grace, not to mention that after Omega is marked, it will naturally become dependent on Alpha, and Alpha will also feel possessive and responsible for Omega. It seems that loving couples rely on each other. The bridge of superficial feelings and interests is maintained, just like my parents, I don’t know when it will collapse, even if the match is perfect, what if it is not handled well, it will only bring harm to both of them in the end..."

He eloquently said a lot, raised his head, and Song Xun looked at him with a smile in his eyes.

At that moment, Lin Pei suddenly realized...

"So, that's why you didn't want to marry me in the first place?"

he asks.

"Yes, not quite."

Song Xundao, "On the one hand, it's because of my personal reasons. On the other hand, I don't want my spouse to marry me because of being identified 99 by machines and others. If you only want to maintain your interests, how will you deal with yourself once you are mixed with emotions?"

Lin Pei blinked his eyelashes slightly, subconsciously lowered his head.

He knew that the personal reason Song Xun mentioned was the agreement between them.

"And at that time...you know, I was a bit of a rebellious person. I didn't want to do what my mother asked me to do, the so-called good things for me. There is only one way in life, and I followed her will. , What about my own path? I was never afraid of falling, nor was I afraid of danger or danger, even at the fork in the road, I made a decision that I have regretted for the rest of my life, but so what?"

He shook his head lightly. Although his eyes were still smiling, his tone gradually became serious, "People always regret the things they don't own and the roads they haven't traveled. This is the nature of greed. But As long as I deeply understand the price I will bear for the choices I make at every moment, then even losing...is another kind of gain."

To lose is also to gain.

At this moment, Lin Pei finally understood.

When I was young, my child's world was always black and white. Is this a good person?Is that the bad guy?Whether this candy is sweet or not, whether that medicine is bitter or not.It is a good thing for my mother to reward me for going to the amusement park, but it is a bad thing for my father to blame me for not doing my homework well.

Children are innocent, and so is Lin Pei.

With this simple, persistent and ignorant nature, he lived for more than ten years in the entanglement that his mother could not accompany him, and his friends and lovers would leave eventually, before he realized that he had always lived in the castle.

Lin Pei...Lin Pei was suddenly ashamed.

In the past, he always felt that he was nowhere to be found compared to Song Xun. Although his personality was not lively enough, he was still kind and gentle, not as arrogant and arrogant as Song Xun.

But now it seems that he is the most immature child who still retains a naive heart, and the world is still stuck in the dimension of 'possession is happiness' and 'losing is pain'.

It's because he hasn't grown up.

At this moment, Song Xun's previous arrogant and annoying shortcomings seemed to be erased from his memory in an instant.

Lin Pei didn't know how Elizabeth's mood towards Darcy changed from disgust and prejudice to regret, emotion and guilt after reading the letter, but all this happened so quickly that everyone, even him, didn't notice it.

It's like in a corner of the world, a small flower blooms quietly, and an event happens like this.

——Xiao Pei, you must remember one thing, don't just pay attention to the person who makes your heart beat.

——A person’s life can be touched countless times, but in this short period of time, perhaps only one person can make you feel that your hearts are in harmony, and he is the other half of your missing soul.

At this moment, Cheng Wenqing's words suddenly resounded in his mind.

Perhaps Song Xun was not the one who moved his heart, and perhaps he was not Lin Pei's soul mate either.

But at this moment, Lin Pei really felt that Song Xun had many advantages, and at this moment, they were all shining.