he loves me

Chapter 17 He loves me so much 2.0

Hearing his cousin's words, Chen Zhizhen's heart skipped a beat, and he laughed and said, "Cousin, what are you kidding? Your brother and I are a straight man, and I like girls, whoever is not curvy, you I've known your brother for so many years, so I can't even know your brother's sexual orientation?"

If there was a mirror in front of Chen Zhique at this time, he would know how guilty his expression was at the moment.

The cousin thought, sexual orientation is a fluid thing, and I have never seen you dated any girl before, the ghost knows whether you like men or women, this is not all your own mouth Does it count?

However, the cousin didn't tell Chen Zhi the above words. Whether he is willing to recognize his own heart is his brother's business. Brother made it clear.

"You have now confirmed that your senior likes you, and you are a straight man, you don't like men, right?"

Chen Zhi frowned, feeling that he would not like to hear what his cousin said next, but he still responded: "Yes, what's the matter?"

"So you have to think about it next, how should you reject your senior?"

Chen Zhi's eyelids twitched: "Reject?"

On the opposite side where Chen Zhi could not see, the cousin hooked her mouth and said deliberately: "Yes, refuse, didn't you say that you like women and I like men? Then you must not accept your senior , isn’t it just rejection? And even if you don’t tell your senior right now, your senior will confess to you on your birthday, and you won’t reject your senior at that time.

"Do you want to wait until someone has worked so hard to prepare a shocking gift for you, and then you reject it with full of hope, or do you think about how to make it clear to others in advance, so as not to wait until your birthday and then treat them severely?" It hurts again, you weigh the pros and cons between the two.

"That's all I want to say, go down and think about it yourself, especially if you want to be clear about what the result you really want in your heart is, and then make a decision after you think it through, don't hurt me casually. The sincerity of others."

Chen Zhike hung up the phone with a dazed expression, raised his arm unconsciously, and slowly placed it on his heart.

Have you figured out what result you really want?

He can be sure that he thinks the senior is a very good person, and he doesn't want to see the senior sad.

However, he is a straight man, so he is destined to be unable to respond to his senior's feelings.

So, sure enough, it will still make the senior sad.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, just like what his cousin said just now, instead of causing more harm to the senior on his birthday, it is better to tell the senior clearly everything early, so that the senior can let go of his feelings for him as soon as possible.

But in this way, there is no way to live in this dormitory.

As long as Chen Zhike thinks that he might move out from here, he will feel very anxious and depressed in his heart, his body seems to be stuck in a ball of suffocating mud, and his chest is tight and out of breath.

……

The next morning, Chen Zhi was still sitting at the dining table having breakfast with his seniors as usual.

Now that he has made up his mind to speak clearly to his senior, when and how to speak has become a big problem in Chen Zhique's mind.

Chen Zhi is so handsome, has a good figure, and a good personality. It is not that no one has confessed his love to him before. He is even very attractive, and there are both men and women.

How did he handle it?

Oh, I remembered, back then he was the one who immediately refused to confess his confession at the scene, and if there was a gift, he would also refuse to accept it.

If you don't confess your love in person, but send a love letter, then take the love letter directly to the person, and then return it in person.

In short, he rejects other people's principles, and has always abided by the word "immediately". If he can not delay, he will never delay. He promises not to leave any more hope for the other party, and he has achieved the word "clean and neat". extreme.

But senior...he is different.

The senior is his first friend since he entered the school. He is so gentle, beautiful, and kind. Even if he wants to refuse, he must carefully consider the way of rejection, and try to minimize the damage.

So how should he refuse?

Chen Zhi was really struggling, and unconsciously turned his gaze to the senior in front of him.

Maybe it was because he had confirmed the senior's intentions, now Chen Zhike felt weird seeing the senior's every move, as if every move of the senior in front of him had a deep meaning.

For example, for today's breakfast, the senior made steamed glutinous rice with Beibei pumpkin, and the drink that went with it was boiled pure milk.

And now, the senior is using his soft and slender hands to pick up the milk in front of him, and put it to his mouth to take a sip.

He had already drank part of the milk, so the senior needed to tilt his head up, revealing his slender and fair neck and a small Adam's apple.

As the warm milk slipped through the gap between the teeth and flowed deep into the throat, the delicate and small Adam's apple rolled up and down, each time it was like a popping candy, beating in Chen Zhique's heart .

After swallowing a few mouthfuls, the senior put the glass in his hand back on the table.

Chen Zhi could clearly see that there was a circle of white milk stains on the senior's lips.

In the next second, the senior opened his mouth slightly, protruding a soft red tip of his tongue from between his white and neat teeth, licked around his lips nimbly, and rolled up the ring of milk stains without leaving a drop It entered his own mouth, leaving only a circle of water stains on the edge of his lips, proving what happened the moment before.

Chen Zhique: "!!!"

Lick, lick milk? ? ?

It may be that Chen Zhizhen stared directly at Wen Shilu's eyes too clearly, Wen Shilu looked up at Chen Zhique suspiciously, and asked, "What's wrong?"

He noticed that Chen Zhi had been staring at his lips just now, so he subconsciously licked his lips again, tilted his head, and frowned slightly: "Is it because I didn't lick the milk off my mouth?"

"No, no, it's clean."

Chen Zhizhen saw with his own eyes that the watery, pink and tender lips became more moist and lustrous after the second lick, with a jelly-like taste, which seemed to be particularly delicious, so he quickly lowered his head and looked at it for a while. The ignorant boy's heart was pounding.

Wen Shilu saw that Chen Zhizhen's expression was obviously wrong, thinking that he hadn't licked it clean, but the elementary school boy was too embarrassed to tell himself, so he couldn't help taking the tissue with a little shyness, and wiped it gently with his eyelashes hanging down, his face also blushed quietly one cent.

He felt slightly annoyed, it seemed that he was really used to living with elementary school students, and he even made such an impolite little habit of licking his lips.

It's so annoying, milk is such a thing, it's easy to stick to your mouth casually.

Wen Shilu didn't know that Chen Zhique's heart was setting off a storm.

Yes, is it his illusion?

Senior, is he deliberately seducing himself? ?

Otherwise why would you go out of your way to drink milk in the morning in front of your face? ? ?

And there are milk stains on purpose!And lick your lips!

It's okay to lick it once, but he licks it again and again!Licked twice in total!

Still licking so, so that! ! !

How could anyone in this world not know what it means to lick milk?

As we all know, the color and texture of milk are very similar to a flowing indescribable liquid secreted by an indescribable part of a man.

And when a man licks the milk on his lips, isn’t it hinting at the other party that he wants to lick an indescribable liquid secreted from an indescribable part of that man...

Doesn't this mean that the senior wants to lick his... own...

Chen Zhique suddenly felt a rush of heat rising up, and his head exploded with a bang.

The picture of the senior licking milk just now kept playing in a loop in my mind, and I even couldn't help changing the background and the thing being licked, and the rosy lips kept opening and closing in front of me...

Chen Zhike stiffly changed his sitting posture, and his mind was filled with indescribable images.

So why is he a senior, not only has a crush on himself, but also wants to be gay?

Senior, why is he so daring? ?

If the person in front of the senior right now was not him, a straight straight guy who really has no interest in men at all, but a fake straight guy who couldn't stand the temptation even a little teasing, maybe he has already been tricked by now. Have you brewed the senior sauce?

How much does the senior love him, that he can even do such a thing!

The author says:

Wen Shilu: A question mark slowly popped above his head?Didn't I just take a sip of milk and feel dumbfounded.

Gong fully demonstrated what is called a one-person drama hahaha!