69novels Chapter 50
Chapter 50
Zhao Qingbei's movements froze for a moment, and then he pressed him on the seat in an anticlimactic manner, and kissed him back deeply.
The two of them kissed very hard, Li Xinghe accidentally tasted a trace of blood, he swallowed the faint taste, and tightened his grip on Zhao Qingbei's hand.
The cold wind blows snowflakes flying all over the sky, but not a single snowflake can get between them and land on the co-pilot's seat.
Li Xinghe slowly opened his eyes, saw the two red lips that had been raped by him, and couldn't help but kiss again.
It is estimated that his own is not much better.
Fortunately, it was relatively remote here, and no one saw them.
After Zhao Qingbei separated from him, he let out a "hiss" and found that the corner of his mouth was broken.
He pinched Li Xinghe's cheek and said, "Little lunatic."
He reached out to fasten his seat belt, then circled around and opened the door to get in the car.
Li Xinghe rolled his eyelids and said, "Let's go to the hotel."
Zhao Qingbei looked at him.
He grinned dryly and explained: "I can't sleep well in the dormitory, can we sleep outside today?"
Zhao Qingbei stared at him for a while, then started the car without saying anything.
After more than ten minutes, they arrived at a five-star hotel. Li Xinghe vaguely remembered that this was the property of Jiang Yuheng's family.
Sure enough, the manager knew Zhao Qingbei very well, so he brought them up.
Li Xinghe threw away the coat he was wearing when he entered the door, opened the sweater and asked, "Do you wash it first or should I wash it first? Uh...forget it, why don't you wash it?"
He rushed forward and pecked at Zhao Qingbei's face, Zhao Qingbei frowned slightly, and let him push himself behind the door without any resistance.
"Let's do it, don't you really want it too?" Li Xinghe unbuttoned his buttons indiscriminately, and tugged at the belt indiscriminately.
His hand knocked against the edge of the belt buckle, his fingertips hurt, but he didn't want to stop at all.
He desperately wanted to have some relationship with Zhao Qingbei, so that this person and himself could have an inseparable connection.
Zhao Qingbei held his hand, pulled him into his arms, and said hoarsely, "Are you really a little lunatic?"
He hugged Li Xinghe tightly, not letting him move.
Li Xinghe struggled, but he didn't break free, he simply smashed the jar.
The bridge of his nose rested on Zhao Qingbei's chest, and he mocked with a strong nasal voice: "What kind of gentleman are you pretending to be? You're already like this, and you still say you don't want it?"
"Did I say no?" Zhao Qingbei slapped his butt punitively, and Li Xinghe shuddered.
"It's fine to go to bed, but before that, I want to chat with you for a while." Zhao Qingbei changed the filming to rubbing, implying that he rubbed the elastic flesh, and pushed him away, " Senior Xinghe, you can also lose your mind when you lose your kidneys, so don’t be so resistant to losing your mind, okay?"
Li Xinghe originally thought that he was going to ask himself very serious questions in a serious manner, but he didn't expect him to come up with such a trick.
"God's goddamn loses his kidneys and mind." He smiled briefly, and that smile quickly disappeared.
Zhao Qingbei supported his shoulders and kissed him on the forehead, "Now can you tell me what's wrong with you, why are you so abnormal?"
What Li Xinghe envisages is to have a quick sex with him, whoever is on top is good, so that he may be immersed in dopamine quickly, so as to forget the series of shocks just now.
But Zhao Qingbei's inquiry made his eyes ache.
He was quiet for a while, Zhao Qingbei didn't urge him, but just stared at him intently.
After an unknown amount of time, he finally said dryly, "Ah Bei, do you think I'm quite useless?"
The moment he finished speaking, Zhao Qingbei's eyes were extremely cold, comparable to the frozen water drops outside the window.
"Is that what he said about you?" He asked coldly.
No need to think about it, I know what Li Xinghe's biological father said.
"No, he didn't say that, but I think what he said is right." Li Xinghe shook his head, "My ability is really not good enough, maybe I will never be able to enter Sifen with my own efforts. You know, I started this year I have always wanted to go abroad to study in graduate school, but my language and grade points are so-so, so I will definitely not be able to apply to a top-ranked school.”
As soon as Zhao Qingbei was about to speak, he made a stop gesture and said: "Listen to me first, I know you want to comfort me. There is another point that he said is not unreasonable, I still don't know why Confess this to my mother, she doesn't know what I think, I plan to tell her after I make her happily married."
He lowered his eyes, "I feel that I have been a failure for the past 20 years, and I don't even know how you fell in love with me. I got into such a good university by luck, but I live like a salted fish every day You must not know, before I met you, my grades were terrible, the kind that I couldn't even pass the final exam."
By the end, his voice was getting weaker and weaker.
He remembered the last time he ran into his tutor with Zhao Qingbei in the library, and that nationally renowned professor praised Zhao Qingbei greatly.Only then did Li Xinghe know that he had already completed a national-level project with his tutor after he had just enrolled for one semester.
At that moment, he really felt the gap between the two of them.
Not just the identity background, but something deeper.
During the time when he was eating, drinking and having fun with his friends, Zhao Qingbei was working on projects. Compared with his own, his future was one world at a time.
Li Xinghe didn't dare to let this kind of thought exist in his mind for more than a minute. He was afraid that thinking about it would make him feel that he was not worthy of Zhao Qingbei, and thus break up with him.
But he doesn't want to break up.
He didn't want to give up the person he liked so much to others.
Zhao Qingbei was silent for a while, then raised his head and said, "When did you start having this kind of idea?"
Looking into his eyes, Li Xinghe felt that the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time in his heart became more violent.
Perhaps he has been hypnotizing himself to restrain himself, and when he is really aroused, he is out of control.
He sniffed and said, "I just had it a few days after I was with you. My dad woke me up today."
If it weren't for Li Li'an's words, he might have continued to paralyze himself.
Zhao Qingbei squeezed his chin a little harder, and an emotion he couldn't understand flashed in his eyes.
His Adam's apple moved up and down, and his voice was completely hoarse when he spoke again.
"It seems that my boyfriend is really incompetent." He smiled self-deprecatingly, "I didn't realize your unhappiness until now."
Li Xinghe was a little anxious, interrupted him: "It's not like that, it's my own fault, how can I blame you!"
Zhao Qingbei said slowly: "Did I never tell you how special and important you are to me?"
Li Xinghe blinked and looked at him.
He let go and leaned against the door.
The spotlight shines on the area under his feet, making half of his face hidden in the dark, and his expression cannot be seen clearly.
"Brother, I'm not as good as you think." He said calmly, "You don't have to feel bad about yourself, because you are the one I don't deserve."
Li Xinghe's pupils gradually dilated, reflecting his slightly depressed figure.
Zhao Qingbei let out a snort from his nose: "You always believe what you see in me. In fact, I, like you, want to hide my unbearable self in front of the person I like."
"A person like me is cold-blooded by nature and has a dirty heart. I pretend to be so kind and pure just to attract you." Zhao Qingbei always had a smile on his lips, "Are you afraid of me like this? Will you die because of this?" Don't you like me?"
Every evaluation he made of himself was like a heavy hammer hitting Li Xinghe's heart.
Li Xinghe shook his head, he couldn't say a word, but he was screaming crazily in his heart, I don't allow you to say that about yourself.
He suddenly understood what Zhao Qingbei's eyes meant just now - he was distressed, he was very distressed.
Zhao Qingbei said: "Do you know why I didn't like to talk when I was young, because my dad bought me a dog at that time, and I was very happy when I first got it. Distracted."
"Then one day, when I got home, I found it was gone. My dad told me in a normal way that he had sent it to the slaughterhouse because he thought it distracted me." He remained calm, as if talking about someone else's childhood.
Li Xinghe's eyebrows were tightly knit together. He heard from Ding Huishan that Zhao Zhongming's education was abnormal, but he didn't expect it to be so abnormal.
He couldn't imagine how many things like this Zhao Qingbei had to go through when he was a child.
No wonder he was so withdrawn when I met him.
"I didn't have allergies before, but I can't touch these animals since then." Zhao Qingbei sneered, "Maybe God doesn't want me to play around with things, just to take advantage of my dad's wish."
He paused and said, "He wanted me to be a decisive and cold-blooded person who would not consider anything other than interests, and I did as he wished. But just when I didn't have any expectations for any relationship, I met you ,elder brother."
Li Xinghe's heart trembled violently.
Zhao Qingbei came out from the dark, leaned over and kissed the corner of his mouth, and said softly: "I was afraid to scare you, so I pretended to be a good student in front of you. I like to see you take me for granted. I also like the expression of helplessness, and I like that you look at me with eyes full of admiration, and you can't see anyone else except me."
His thumb brushed against Li Xinghe's lips, and he murmured: "You are unique to me, the person I Zhao Qingbei likes will never change in this lifetime."
"I like everything about you."
The last sentence was drowned in the delicate kiss.
He began to kiss Li Xinghe eagerly, it was different from before, as if he wanted to tear him apart right now.
Li Xinghe just felt that his body didn't feel like his own anymore. He uncontrollably entangled with Zhao Qingbei all the way to the bed. He didn't wake up a little until the clothes on his body ripped apart.
"You, wait..." His hands trembled, trying to support the other's chest.
Zhao Qingbei gathered his hands into the palms, kissed his fingers one by one extremely domineeringly, and raised his eyes to look at him.
"Now, the chat is over, do you still want to do it, brother?" His eyes were full of desire.