Feng Beiming

Chapter 41: Wait for me

There are only 20 years of my life, and it is not that I have spent endless disappointments, but this time, the shock in my heart seems to be unprecedented, unexplainable, and tightly entangled in my heart.

I am back.

What a simple four words, but they are like knives, piercing hard in the heart, the pain is severe, but no blood can be seen.

Looking back at his thoughts, he couldn't help thinking of the proof that he didn't find on him at the beginning, his throat was stiff, Yu Yu's eyes were red, but he forced himself not to think about it.

Just saying "I'm back" doesn't mean... anything...

"I know...you are very similar to him, but...don't...don't deliberately pretend to be him..." Withdrawing his hand, Yu frowned; "Ling cannot be replaced by a copy... Everything about him can't be replaced by others...even if he looks alike...he can't..." The toughness and patience on this face, the moist look at the end of his eyes, but he didn't know it, only made Feng Mingqing feel more distressed when he saw it.

"Yes, I can't replace you." Holding him in his arms with both hands, Feng Mingqing gently caressed Yu's back with his hands: "No one can replace him, including you..."

Moved her lips, Yu couldn't speak a word at this moment, her throat hurt so badly, as if even her heart was squeezed into one piece, she blinked her eyes, suddenly felt as if the river was flooding, and all the scenes were gone. Soaked in the water, it was hazy, and then I couldn't suppress it anymore and cried, I just hugged the person tightly with both hands... and didn't dare to let go.

Because I was terrified.

I'm afraid that once I let go, it's not what I thought at all.

"How could you be so cruel... how could you be so cruel to me..." Losing control, Yu went limp all over, as if she couldn't even stand up, so she could only lie limply on the ground, buried in Feng Mingqing's arms, crying in her heart These years of suffering: "You clearly know that I have been looking for you...but you are like a normal person, just watching from the sidelines, seeing me like a fool, treating Ming Xin as you...seeing that I am sad, you are indifferent , leaving everything so clean...how could...how could you treat me like this..."

When I was seven years old, when I met, I always felt that this person knew me.

But he said...

Debt from the past life is the result of the present life. If a person really has a past life, it will be over when he dies. If he is still entangled this time, it may be a sinful debt.

Is it him?

If not, then that's fine. If it's him, what...how cruel would it be?

The discovery of the curse seal has always made Yu more cautious in her heart, not daring to offend him. Although he can guess his desire to avoid it, whether he can accept it or not is another matter.

But he said...

I am not him.

Very calm and cold-blooded.

After being cautious for so many years, after verifying "it's not him" with my own eyes, the remorse, unwillingness and sadness brought by the madness almost made people crazy.

If it was really Ling, then the sudden return this time...does it...does it mean that maybe he will disappear again as soon as he turns around, or even...die in front of his eyes again?

Can not accept!

"You're not Ling...you're not!" Suddenly awakened, Yuzhi pushed the person away vigorously, then turned around and wanted to run.

Feng Mingqing staggered, then hurriedly stretched out his hand to pull him back, and hugged him tightly: "Well... I'm not Ling, I'm Feng Mingqing." The words he spoke were clearly so soft that they seemed to be comforting, but the tone of his voice was hard to detect. trembling.

Distressed, terrified, yet... helpless.

There are too many negative emotions, and when they gather together, they become a vast ocean, which is almost impossible to resist, but has to be resisted.

If even she collapsed, Yu... what should I do?

For so many years, it seems that the existence of Ling has become a reason to support him.

If this reason is gone, then the consequences... Feng Mingqing himself can't bear to think about it.

Unable to break free, Yu Bian could only lie in Feng Mingqing's arms, whimpering like a puppy: "Ling... always likes to hide from me..."

"Well, but he was watching you from behind you." His face was light, but there was tenderness in his eyes, holding Yu with one hand, and stroking Yu's back with the other.

Yu rubbed against his arms, her voice muffled and extremely hoarse: "Does he hate me...every life... always pestering me...so tired..."

"No, I can't bear to part with it either." His lowered eyes seemed to be unable to see anything other than the person in his arms.

Yu was crying again, and the voice she held back was full of discomfort and grievance: "But he would rather lie to me... than ignore me..."

"He wishes you well..." He wishes Yu well, but he is also cruel to Yu.

"This is so good... I can't afford it..." Looking up at Feng Mingqing, Yu's eyes were red and tears were streaming down his face: "I would rather... die with him, and I don't want him to ignore me..."

This time, Feng Ming was silent.

Yu only stared at him closely, pressed against his chest in panic, and hugged him tightly: "I'm not afraid of death... I'm not afraid of watching him die... I just... just don't want to lose him... ...I don't want to lose him first every time..."

"Yu..." The sockets of my eyes turned red. After holding back for a long time, I couldn't help but wet the corners of my eyes: "This time...no matter what happens, you have to remember to take good care of yourself...wait for me to come back "

Some things need He Fanyin to figure it out, and some people need He Fanyin to rescue them, but whether they can get something or not seems to depend on whether there is anything hidden in the glazed cave.

"The area of ​​Loulan is so big, how can we find a hole? And after so many years, the surrounding area has been weathered so badly, I'm afraid we can't find it"

In the small hall of the Yellowstone House, everyone gathered together, all studying the terrain around Loulan.

Feng Mingqing's usual indifference made it impossible for people to see what was going on in his heart. Feng Mingxin just sat aside, playing with a teacup in his mouth in boredom, but Yu seemed to be lost in spirit, and his eyes kept following him. Looking at Feng Mingqing's figure, he never moved away for a moment.He Fanyin and Gong Munan just stood by the table, they both looked at the map that Gong Munan brought on the table.

"Don't you even know?" Looking at Gong Munan, He Fanyin frowned.

Gong Munan rubbed his brows: "The map in my hand is from Loulan in the past ten years. According to you, the glazed cave at the time was at least 1000 years ago. It is really not that easy to find it. , it is very likely that this place no longer exists.”

Gong Munan said the year, which made He Fanyin's expression flash, and he couldn't help turning his eyes to Feng Mingqing and Yu who were beside him. I don't know if the two people have experienced too much time and too many lives and deaths. There is no reaction to this long year.

Perhaps this is a kind of numbness after too much experience. For them, time seems to be a non-existent existence, but it is also a kind of psychological torture. The pain is so numb that they can only care about the present, but not the past.

Feng Mingxin frowned and asked, "Then what if I can't find this glazed cave?"

He Fanyin didn't answer, because he felt like an outsider, if he couldn't find it, maybe it wouldn't matter to him, but Feng Mingqing and the others...

"It's business as usual"

There was silence in the room for a while, then Feng Mingqing suddenly spoke.

Feng Mingxin and Gong Munan didn't understand what these words meant, but He Fanyin frowned.It was only at this moment that Yu stepped forward and stood beside Feng Mingqing, her eyes were filled with a bit of murderous intent: "Then the only thing I can do is kill you"

Hearing this, Feng Ming quit immediately, rushed forward, bumped Yu's body twice with his slightly protruding belly: "How dare you!" He was very arrogant and confident.

Yu frowned, lowered her eyes to stare at Feng Mingxin's stomach, didn't say a word for a long time, and finally just obediently retreated to Feng Mingqing's side, holding Feng Mingqing's hand tightly.

Feng Mingqing only lowered his eyes, glanced at his younger brother's stomach, and said indifferently: "After eight months, use some birth-inducing medicine, and you can almost give birth." Then, ignoring everyone's surprised eyes, he turned his head to look at Yu beside him: "You can hug for a while"

Feng Ming's heart was blocked by his brother's words and almost spurted blood.Yu rubbed against Feng Mingqing's arm obediently, like a kitten: "When the time comes, kill He Fanyin, bring the child here and we will raise it ourselves!"

"En." Feng Mingqing nodded in agreement very seriously.

Feng Ming's face was filled with bitterness: "Are you still my real brother?" How to explain this kind of logic?Kill the child's father and raise the child by himself. Aren't you afraid that you will be troubled by raising tigers in the future!

Yu leaned forward and looked at Feng Mingxin purely with his head tilted: "I was picked up and raised by Feng Chen from outside" so it was not my own.

Feng Ming's heart was blocked again and his chest felt tight.

He Fanyin was funny, and pulled him into his arms and hugged him: "Okay, okay, just kidding, I can make you so angry."

Feng Ming felt very wronged: "But I'm sad! My brother has treated me like this, it's really unimaginable"

He Fanyin rubbed his head, but didn't say anything.

Gong Munan sighed again from the side: "I said, this is a serious matter, can you be more serious?" After saying that, Mu Zhen and Xiaoji came in with a plate of meals.

Feng Mingxin only took one look, and immediately there was a growling sound in his stomach, everyone turned their heads to look at him, they couldn't help laughing, one person's body, two people's appetites, it's really hard to be hungry.

The author has something to say: A few dives were blown up all at once. Is this telling me that the best way to level the pond is to kill the person you are most reluctant to part with?After all, there is no one who remembers that Ming Xin is also the protagonist TAT