Chinese non-language

Chapter 6

At the moment of being hugged, Su Huanian held his breath, and then quieted down as if all his strength had been emptied in an instant.

But this kind of silence only lasted for a moment, and in the next second Su Huanian began to push back into Qi Feiyu's embrace, like the dying struggle of an animal about to die.

"You see, I sent my father and that woman to such a situation with my own hands...without their knowing anything, and I even accepted the 'comfort' of sympathy from others as if nothing had happened. You see Clearly, I am not a good person, I am not a good person from the bottom of my blood!"

So let it go, motherfucker!

Let me go, what are you holding me for?Shouldn't you take the initiative to stay away from me at this moment?It's like looking at a lunatic... In fact, Su Huanian feels that he is a complete lunatic at the moment, but he can't control himself at all.

——If he was in a normal state at this moment, he would probably have to spurn such a self, with no grace, neurotic and creepy.

But Qi Feiyu didn't do that.

On the contrary, he hugged Su Huanian gently and harder, kissed his forehead over and over again, and stroked his back tirelessly: "No, you are not bad. You are a good person, you are a good person, I know of……"

Su Huanian was obviously laughing recklessly, but Qi Feiyu felt that in Su Huanian's heart, there was obviously a little child curled up into a ball, sobbing and crying.That child is questioning the world: "Why! Why! Why are you doing this to me." The sharp edges and corners on his body hurt others and himself.

He looked sour all over.

Even if others don't know how good you are, it's enough for me to know. I know that under your indifferent appearance, you obviously have such a soft heart.

Qi Feiyu suddenly and unexpectedly began to narrate a past event.

As early as that rainy night 16 years ago, I knew that you were fine.When I was kidnapped to the poor street as a child, panicked and helpless, you, who are also a child, can spare no effort to help me escape from such a predicament, even though you despise me as a useless burden.

——Even though you could have completely ignored me, even if you were found dragged down by me and received a good beating, you never let go of me.

From the very beginning, you satirized me as a child who was pampered and raised. I don’t know how much money I can get for saving me, but in the end when my family appeared, I looked back and you had disappeared. .You don't get paid for anything other than your physical injuries.

You didn't even tell me your name, in the vast sea of ​​people, there is no way to find you again.

The only good thing is that your big outline has not changed. When we meet again, I will be able to recognize you at first sight.

It's a pity that you didn't recognize me at all, maybe you have already forgotten me, maybe you have forgotten that you once saved someone.

But it doesn't matter, I remember it alone.

……

Qi Feiyu's light kisses and words are just like him, light but tender, with a kind of tenderness, the best medicine for Su Huanian whose emotions are almost out of control... He gradually calmed down, Buried his head into Qi Feiyu's neck, but held the back of Qi Feiyu's head tightly with one hand, preventing him from turning his head to see his expression.

For a long time, Qi Feiyu, who was quietly keeping a still posture, felt a little moisture pass by the place where his skin and Su Huanian's skin touched... It was probably tears, which made his heart ache.

But he didn't want to tell the truth, as if pretending that he didn't feel the scorching temperature at all, he just patted Su Huanian's back silently, and continued to be Su Huanian's support and support quietly , even though his body was already stiff because of maintaining one movement for a long time.

Time seemed to stand still, until a long time later, Su Huanian himself broke the silence.Finally realizing how uncomfortable such a posture would make Qi Feiyu, he moved his body to distance himself from Qi Feiyu, but Qi Feiyu stopped Su Huanian from doing this...he just adjusted himself slightly Check the angle.

Su Huanian paused for a moment, and kept his current posture still - at this moment, his movements became stiff.He opened his mouth suddenly, and his usual calm was restored in his tone.

"That woman...is not my biological mother." Qi Feiyu's heart skipped a beat when he heard that, but Su Huanian continued on.

"The Su family started from scratch. Every property of the Su family was saved by my mother and father... That man worked hard together. From scratch, from small achievements to the upper class, everything was fine... Until that man suddenly cheated."

"That woman, the current Mrs. Su, is so clever. After meeting him at a reception, he was fascinated. She wished she could help her to the throne as soon as possible and leave my mother aside... My mother is invincible in her career, but In marriage, in love, but lost nothing."

"She didn't know that the 'loyal and honest' husband she loved with all her heart would have a different heart, and she didn't know that there was a woman who was coveting her position as a wife... At that time, the group's original smooth development momentum Sudden and inexplicable twists and turns, big and small things continued, she was worried about Su Shi, and often stayed up for several days, busy running around the negotiating table, her body was weak to a certain extent, but even so, the matter at hand It's still piled up——she never thought that the reason for all this came from the ghost next to her, the villain who shared her bed with her in different dreams."

"Then, just when she hadn't closed her eyes for several days and nights because of another case, that woman came to the door on her own initiative, flaunting her power, and revealed the scandal between her and that man, and then it was just a 'coincidence'," When Su Huanian said the word "coincidentally", he laughed mockingly, "That man also appeared, indiscriminately saying that my mother bullied that woman, and his protection was beyond words."

"While she was overdrawing her life for her own business, her good lover was hugging another woman and talking about true love. My mother passed out on the spot - she had a heart attack."

"It was a good plan... My mother died of a heart attack after being stimulated by this - no matter how you check after the fact, it can be deduced that my mother had a heart attack because she was too tired, and As for that man, when the group was "faced with difficulties", on the one hand, he "lost his beloved wife", but on the other hand, he endured the "sorrow" and turned the tide, and rescued the Su family. He has both fame and prestige , and even conquered people's hearts."

"After that, everything will be a matter of course. He will 'keep up for a few years' for my mother, set aside enough money for an infatuated man, and then marry that woman into the family openly and officially become Mrs. Su. No one can make a mistake. Come on, what a pair of 'fairy companions'."

"Then what about you..." Qi Feiyu didn't expect the Su family to have such a complicated entanglement, and his heart ached when he heard it.

"As for me... I, this unsightly little oil bottle, of course, was given the title of kidnapped by that woman after my mother passed away, and was thrown into the poor street to fend for myself without anyone noticing. A four-year-old child, what can you remember? Even if you say that you are from the Su family in a ignorant way, no one will know which Su family it is on the poor street, and no one will even listen to you seriously. Speaking, a child, helpless, in such a chaotic place, the chance of dying is greater than the chance of living... I should really thank her for being merciful to me and not choking me to death, right? This gave me the chance to come back for revenge... Ha." Su Huanian sneered.

"She thought that I would not remember anything, or that even if I had some memories, I would spend them in an environment like a poor street. She thought it was a vague dream... It's a pity that I didn't do what she wished."

Qi Feiyu couldn't stand it anymore when he heard this, he tightened his arms holding Su Huanian, it was hard to imagine what kind of pain Su Huanian had suffered in the past.

"I'm not reconciled, do you know that every bit of Su's growth has my mother's hard work in it, and she accompanied that man from a poor boy with nothing to mature little by little, and become a so-called successful person , but now it is such a woman who enjoys Su's wealth and occupies her husband, it's disgusting."

"I'd rather destroy the Su family completely, and I don't want to leave this property to that couple."

"So after I grew up, I came back...Thank God for helping me. For so many years, that woman has not given birth to a single child. She is the sole heir of the Su family, huh? This status is really the greatest convenience for me." Su Huanian He tilted his head, leaned back, and met Qi Feiyu's eyes, which were full of childlike cruelty.

— like a tempting demon.

"You did the right thing...you're not wrong." However, facing Su Huanian's eyes, Qi Feiyu didn't flinch at all. He looked directly at Su Huanian, his articulation was extremely clear, and the distress and worry in his clear eyes Emotions such as , pride, etc. blended into a sea of ​​waves, but there was no negative emotion.

He is like an angel seduced by the devil, willingly fell into the abyss.

Su Huanian moved his lips. He never thought that Qi Feiyu, who was always pure and white, had such a side. This kind of tolerance made him feel a sense of security that he had never felt before in his life—— The thing that I have never had, but I want it the most, I have grasped it, and I never want to let it go.

"Tell me, if I hadn't saved you, would you still do this?" Su Huanian stared fixedly at Qi Feiyu's pupils, as if he wanted to see his heart from them, "Stay with me ?”

"Yes, even if there is no such thing as kindness, I will be attracted to you sooner or later... The fact that I love you has something to do with 16 years ago at the beginning, but in the end, it has nothing to do with 16 years ago." Qi Feiyu's performance was Unusually magnanimous, he held Su Huanian's hand solemnly and said, "Please let me take care of everything in the future with you."

Whether it is good, bad, positive or negative, no matter what you are, I will always be by your side.

……

Su Huanian thought that his life had already fallen into a puddle of mud, and getting revenge for his great hatred would only make him lose hope of going up and sink in even more. However, the appearance of Qi Feiyu changed everything.

Facing his distorted psychology, his reaction was neither disgust nor fear, but empathy... heartache.

Since Su Hua was young, he has never seen such an expression in other people's eyes again.

He was already walking on the edge of a steep cliff, and the next step would be a complete collapse of the abyss, but Qi Feiyu saved him with his own warmth.

I saved you 16 years ago, but you saved my heart 16 years later.

The author has something to say:

It's over~(≧▽≦)/~

I'm sorry for dragging on for so long wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow_(:зゝ∠)_...

And I am very grateful to the little angel "transparent soy sauce is not too dark" for throwing mines (づ￣3￣)づ╭?～