Chapter 98
Chapter 98
Xiao Lang gradually got used to the days without Su Mianyang.
He didn't understand why Su Mianyang appeared in his life again. It wasn't that he hadn't expected it, but his expectations failed time and time again. In the end, Xiao Lang had no hope at all. He originally thought that this life would pass like this, but Su Mianyang just It stuck at this point.
The moment Xiao Lang met those eyes, Xiao Lang thought a lot, the confrontation in the class seats, the moment Su Mianyang held his hand, the voice covered by the quilt, the kiss in the dark dormitory, memories flooded like a tide Come, it doesn't take much effort to get him involved in the emotional vortex.
But he didn't seem to think about anything. When Xiao Lang tried to recall the scenes they once had, he couldn't see clearly. He even doubted whether the Su Mianyang in front of him was the person in his memory.
"You look... you've changed a lot." Su Mianyang moved his eyes slightly, and in a small movement, he had already looked at Xiao Lang's whole body up and down.
Xiao Lang was stunned for a moment, avoiding Su Mianyang's gaze and said, "I don't think you have changed at all."
I thought that after such a long time, I don't know where the former favorite has been thrown, and when I see Su Mianyang again, he can be very calm.
But when Xiao Lang saw Su Mianyang for the first time and heard Su Mianyang's voice, the emotion that had been silent for a long time broke through the ice field, and while being stung, his heart accelerated for a long time.
This is a complex emotion that can only be felt in front of Su Mianyang.
Su Mianyang looked at Tao Wanqing beside him, and he forced a smile, "Girlfriend? Very pretty."
"No, no, no, don't get me wrong, he will be my brother after the wedding." Before Xiao Lang could react, Tao Wanqing immediately denied the relationship between the two.
Su Mianyang's face warmed up a little, and his smile seemed a little real, "So it's like this. I haven't seen you for a long time, Xiao Lang, can I have a chat with you alone?"
"Of course," Tao Wanqing answered first, and she patted Xiao Lang on the shoulder, "You guys talk, I have to go back and take care of the place first, or parents will be anxious, so I won't accompany you."
Xiao Lang, who was arranged without any participation in the whole process, fell silent.
After Tao Wanqing left, only the two of them were left in the small space.
The temperature seemed to be rising gradually because of this, none of them spoke first, Su Mianyang just slowly approached him, after a while Xiao Lang felt faint sweat on his back, everything urged him to leave here.
He still wanted to escape.
However, as soon as this thought appeared, Xiao Lang was held firmly in Su Mianyang's arms.
This hug is not gentle at all, with a childlike willfulness and roughness, Su Mianyang seems to have vented all his emotions into this embrace, so even though he was strangled and his bones collided, Xiao Lang didn't show it Come out without any resistance.
I don't know how long it has been like this, Xiao Lang heard Su Mianyang's deep voice whispering in his ear: "I miss you very much."
Xiao Lang opened his mouth, he also had too much to say, but only one sentence remained after the thousand words reached his mouth, "Well, I know."
"The day you came home, I went to look for you, and I waited downstairs at your house all night and didn't dare to go up."
"I didn't go anywhere after that. I stayed in No. [-] Middle School all the time. Except for the school's winter and summer vacations, I didn't dare to go to other places. I was afraid that you would not find me when you came back."
Xiao Lang listened quietly. After a long silence, he said, "I'm sorry."
"But you haven't even replied to me." Su Mianyang restrained the emotions in his heart that he was about to be unable to hold back. He lowered his voice to ensure that Xiao Lang would not notice his abnormality. "I'm here Wait, why didn't you come to me?"
"..."
Xiao Lang lowered his eyes, "Give me a minute, please?"
Su Mianyang didn't expect Xiao Lang to give any answer, after all, from the moment he became tempted, he never expected Xiao Lang to respond to his temptation.
As time passed, when Su Mianyang wanted to avoid embarrassment and was about to expose the topic, Xiao Lang raised his eyes and looked at him seriously, "I changed the phone card once, and the penguin can't log in. It's not that I didn't reply on purpose. .”
"It was very late when I got home that night and I was able to go out. I thought you should have rested and didn't go to school. I went to you the next day and asked someone to help you with news, but you didn't come. I thought you don't want to see me."
Su Mianyang was stunned, "Why didn't I know about this?"
Xiao Lang was also confused by this answer, Su Mianyang's expression did not seem to be fake, he soon realized that if Su Mianyang's personal reasons were ruled out, there was only one possibility left.
Qian Haitang did not bring the message to Su Mianyang, no matter what the reason was, Su Mianyang did not know about it until today.
Unspeakable emotions occupied his thoughts, and Xiao Lang dared not accept the reality before him.
If Su Mianyang hadn't received the message, if neither of them had lied, if they had really looked for each other, if they had always liked each other, then how ridiculous it would be to miss more than a year.
Obviously, as long as he is willing to go back and take a look, he can draw a conclusion, but it has developed into an irreversible status quo.
Su Mianyang also turned the corner at this time, but he was more concerned about the present than before.
After realizing that Xiao Lang did not voluntarily give up before, Su Mianyang couldn't restrain the joy in his heart, "Does this mean that you still like me? Tell me the truth."
When this question was placed in front of Xiao Lang again, he couldn't give an affirmative answer directly.
Frankly speaking, Xiao Lang couldn't be sure of his inner thoughts.
At that time, he was full of despair, and it took him a long time to accept the reality of being rejected, and he had no hope of seeing Su Mianyang again to restore the relationship. As time passed, Xiao Lang had almost completely let go of this relationship.
If Xiao Lang told Su Mianyang now that he liked him as much as he did a year ago, that would be a lie.
"I don't know," Xiao Lang was unwilling to use it to deceive Su Mianyang after he had learned the adult rules applicable here, so he shook his head honestly, "There's no need to lie to you, I always thought that I was cheated by you." I refused, I didn’t dare to think about our future, after a long time... I really don’t want to.”
Hearing this answer, it is impossible not to be sad, but Su Mianyang thought about it again, Xiao Lang didn't think of him as a scumbag for more than a year, and he didn't explicitly say that he didn't like him. Do you mean take a chance yourself?
"I'm very glad that you still have an old love for me," Su Mianyang looked directly into Xiao Lang's eyes, "I will try my best to make you like me a little more than before."
Xiao Lang had nothing to say, he didn't know which word Su Mianyang drew such a conclusion from what he said.
"Your expression tells me that you don't seem to take my words seriously?" Su Mianyang blinked.
Xiao Lang smiled helplessly, "I just can't understand your interpretation method."
"You said it yourself, I don't know," Su Mianyang said, "As the person involved, I have the qualifications to find out the sure answer. Why don't you spend more time with me and find the exact answer to the question. That's good, tomorrow I will If you're free, how about we meet at the gate of No. [-] Middle School this afternoon?"
In the blink of an eye, the relationship between the two has developed to the next invitation. Before Xiao Lang had time to reply, Su Mianyang who was on the opposite side hurriedly said: "That's it, see you at four o'clock tomorrow afternoon. I still have urgent matters. I'll go first."
Su Mianyang acted anxious, Xiao Lang could only say goodbye to him.
It was only when he was alone in the bathroom that Xiao Lang realized Su Mianyang's little trick. He raised his eyes to look at the mirror in front of him, and noticed the corners of his lips slightly raised in the mirror. Xiao Lang was stunned.
It seems that when staying with this person, he is always very happy for no reason.
Su Mianyang, who escaped from Xiao Lang's sight, didn't dare to stop. He ran until the end of the corridor and turned a corner before leaning against the wall to rest for a while. After all, he was lying in front of Xiao Lang. He was worried that he would be seen through if he didn't hold back. up.
The plan was very good, as long as Xiao Lang accepted the invitation tomorrow, he would have a reason to ask him out a second time and a third time.
This is also the reason for not leaving any contact information. He was afraid that if Xiao Lang wanted to refuse, if he had contact information, he would directly explain the missed appointment in a text message.But now that Xiao Lang doesn't have any way to contact him, the possibility of meeting him is much higher.
Of course, another possibility is not ruled out. Once Xiao Lang misses the appointment, he will lose all news about Xiao Lang again without leaving any way out.
So Su Mianyang is betting on whether Xiao Lang still has any remaining feelings for him, whether Xiao Lang is willing to give him a chance.
He has always been an aggressive gambler. Although this bet is very risky, the good thing is that the benefits are equal to the risks. He can directly explore Xiao Lang's thoughts, and the result is worth the risk.
The next day, Su Mianyang, who arrived at the destination half an hour earlier, squatted at the school gate. He rehearsed in his mind countless words to say after seeing Xiao Lang, but rejected them all one by one.
These words were either too alienated or too eager, and they didn't match his family's Xiao Lang's temperament. After much deliberation, Su Mianyang didn't come to a good conclusion, so he could only say let it go.
Just when he was dreaming, Xiao Lang had already stood in front of him at some point.Before he had time to rejoice, Su Mianyang heard Xiao Lang ask, "Can you stand up? Do you want to help?"
Su Mianyang, desperate for face, shook his head and insisted on standing up by himself, he couldn't lose face in front of his wife.
However, Su Mianyang overestimated his ability and underestimated the flow of time. He squatted for a long time, his legs were numb, and he couldn't use his strength at all. He didn't find a balance, and knelt down facing Xiao Lang with a "plop".
Even if Su Mianyang was killed half an hour ago, he would never have imagined that the first words he would say after seeing Xiao Lang would be: "Wish you a happy new year."
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