Chapter 3
Chapter 3
Su Rui is not a person who is interested in his own body. During the whole stage of growing up, he never thought about how he should look normal as a girl.
When he started high school, Xin'an Town, where his family is located, was planned by the municipal planning, so the family received a large amount of compensation and two immigrant houses.
One house is larger, with three bedrooms and two living rooms, and they live in it themselves, and the other house is smaller, a small apartment two, and they are rented out for Su Wei's future marriage.
During the high school entrance examination, Su Rui was admitted to the best key high school in the county. The high school was more than 40 minutes away by bus from Su's home. Therefore, Su Rui began to study abroad and only went home on weekends.
Su Rui and the Su family are not very close. For some reason, they always seem to be separated by a layer. As far as he can remember, he has never acted like a spoiled child to his parents, nor has he ever lost his temper with his younger brother. It's like an outsider.
The post-study life made Su Rui more like an outsider of the Su family.
There are four people in the dormitory, all of whom were admitted to key high schools from outside the county seat. They study hard and live a simple life, and they don't compare clothes and supplies too much like the children in the county seat.
Two of the girls were classmates in junior high school, so they have a good relationship. The other girl is very beautiful. She talks delicately in front of boys, but when she returns to the dormitory, she seems to have changed her voice. She likes being with boys more. Than being friends with girls.
Su Rui became the only one in the dormitory again. In the final exams one or two times in high school, he got the first grade in the county every time. For some reason, this made him even more isolated. Only the students in the next class A girl is close to him, and the other's dormitory is diagonally opposite to his. The two will make appointments to have dinner together, and go to morning exercises and jogs together in the morning.
Su Rui learned the lesson of making friends with her deskmate in junior high school, and she dared not have too much heart-to-heart with others.
This girl is called Meng Ling. She is small and exquisite, with a round face and two dimples when she smiles.
It was around the second year of high school, once Meng Ling was the only one in the dormitory, and she couldn't use cold water when she had menstruation. Su Rui helped her wash the clothes, and when he got to the underwear, he realized that he had never worn them.
Holding the underwear, Su Rui felt strange in her heart. For a moment, her hands seemed to be numb, and she didn't know whether to continue washing it or forget it.
But at this time, Meng Ling came to his side. Girls are always very close together. Meng Ling pulled his arm and talked, talking and laughing. When she found that Su Rui was absent-minded, she asked strangely, "Will you stare at me?" What are you looking at in my underwear?"
As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to poke the underwear himself, and said, "Hey, I don't like to wear this kind of underwear with wire support, but my mother said that if I still wear the old one now, it will make me look ugly."
Su Rui blushed for some reason, and blushed up to the ears, and continued to wash without saying a word.
Seeing his red face, Meng Ling laughed at him, "They're all girls, you're still shy."
Although Meng Ling is much shorter than Su Rui, she is nearly two years older than Su Rui, so she often considers herself a sister.
She has a lively personality, and often jokes with the girls in the same bed. At this time, she directly touched Su Rui's chest. Su Rui was shocked by her, and her face became even redder. After taking a few steps, he stammered, "You...what are you touching!"
Meng Ling didn't take it seriously, but found it amusing to see him so shy, and said with a smile, "I'll just touch and see, Liu Yan, He Xiang and the others, it's not like I haven't touched them before. But yours are too peaceful, right?" , to catch up with Princess Taiping."
At that time, it was the time when Daming Palace Ci was on the air, and it was also when Jay Chou was sweeping the mainland. The students in the class were either listening to Jay Chou or discussing Daming Palace Ci. For some reason, the term Princess Taiping became popular instantly.
The boys in the second year of high school, just when they were exploring the new world, always looked at the girls critically and secretly. A few boys secretly made harsh comments on the girls in the class. Beautiful enough without breasts, that breast is big but not beautiful enough, who has a boyfriend secretly outside and is seen kissing someone is not pure enough...
Su Rui is the one who is said to be Princess Taiping. He is flat at all, and he has never worn underwear. Moreover, he is very tall. Girls' school uniforms always look small on him, so he chose It looks more and more completely chestless.
Su Rui didn't like others talking about him like that. At this time, Meng Ling's words also made him feel unspeakable, ashamed, or ashamed. He was even ashamed of why he didn't have the characteristics of a girl, and he never menstruation.
Because of the word "Princess Taiping", he got angry with Meng Ling that day, dropped her clothes and left.
He walked aimlessly around the school playground twice before returning to the classroom, and the noon time was over, and the afternoon classes had already begun.
Because he was too tall, he sat near the back of the classroom. There were only two girls in the back rows of the classroom, him and another fat girl named Xiao Ping.Other than that, it's all boys.
Xiao Ping is often bullied by her deskmates, so she turns to Su Rui for help.
Su Rui has been absent-minded this afternoon. He lowered his head many times to look at his chest, but he couldn't see why.
He had to wonder if he had never wanted to be a girl since he was a child, so he didn't develop breasts and menstruation.
He had to reflect on his behavior. He had never worn a skirt since he was a child, and he didn't act like a baby like other girls, and he didn't play games that girls like, and he never dressed himself up. He reached out and touched The ear-length short hair on his head made him feel a little dazed.
At this time, Xiao Ping next to him stretched out his hand to pull him again, and looked at him with tears in his eyes.
Xiao Ping's deskmate is Cheng Jun. He is the most typical tall and thin boy at the age of seventeen or eighteen. He is handsome and has a good family background. His grades have never deviated from the bottom three in the class. It's too bad, he still has eyes above the top, and often bullies Xiao Ping, and bullies her inexplicably.
Su Rui remembered that it was the third class on Friday afternoon, and there was no teacher to watch over her for self-study.
The students in the front row are doing their homework hard, and almost all the students in the back row are playing with themselves.
Cheng Jun lay on the table and kept kicking Xiao Ping with his feet. No matter how far Xiao Ping moved her legs away from him, his long thin legs could always kick Xiao Ping.
Xiao Ping was fat, not pretty, and had pimples, so the boys in the back row judged people by their appearance and didn't like to get in touch with her, and those with bad tempers always liked to bully her.
She always swallowed her anger when she was bullied, and she didn't stay away from the boys who bullied her. She would talk to them again next time, and she would play a little coquettish from time to time. Su Rui didn't understand her behavior pattern and said to her Several times, I told her to ignore them, but she never listened.Su Rui didn't mention this anymore, thinking that Xiao Ping sometimes did it on her own.
This time Su Rui also felt that Cheng Jun was a bit too much. If normally, Xiao Ping put her arm on his table, and he got angry and pushed her away, Su Rui would not care too much, but this time he deliberately kicked her away. What are people.
Su Rui stretched out his hand, and knocked on Cheng Jun's table. Cheng Jun raised his head to look at him, and said in a low voice, "I didn't mess with you."
Su Rui said blankly, "We are in class now, you are disturbing us."
But Cheng Jun said, "A fat pig, a man-in-law Princess Taiping."
After Cheng Jun finished speaking, Xiao Ping began to cry, while Su Rui blushed with anger and stared at Cheng Jun with wide eyes, but Cheng Jun stared at him and smiled. That kind of smile was not malicious, maybe it was just teasing. His gaze was still lingering on Su Rui's chest.
Su Rui is very beautiful. He has inner eyes, which look like single eyelids, but his eyes are very big, and his eyelashes are very long. Unlike other girls who wear mascara with a thick curling feeling, his eyes are like It is the clean lake water reflecting the green hills, with a touch of melancholy in the clearness.Moreover, his skin is fair and delicate, his lips are red and his teeth are white, he rarely smiles, his face is either expressionless, or a little blank and sad, which is different from other girls in the class.
When he was a sophomore in high school, he was 1.7 meters tall, tall and thin, with short hair, and wore school uniforms every day, even on weekends. He was not as delicate and cute as a young girl of this age.
Many boys in the class said behind his back that he was a tomboy.
But Su Rui didn't think he was a man, in fact, he didn't like him either.
But he didn't know what he wanted, so he had no choice but to ignore what others said.
Normally, Su Rui wouldn't care about Cheng Jun's provocative words, but he didn't know what happened to him that day, so he couldn't bear it no matter what.
He stood up directly, pulled up Xiao Ping who was sitting there crying, and dragged her out of her position.
Many years later, he had forgotten how he did it at that time. It seemed that he only heard the sound of desks and stools falling down. He punched Cheng Jun, and then the two started fighting.
Su Rui is the champion of sprinting and long-distance running among the girls in the class. He also participates in shot put and high jump every time. He is very strong. Maybe Cheng Jun saw that he was a girl and didn't want to fight with him at first, but he also got angry with him later. The two really fought like that.
Everyone in the class couldn't go to self-study, and the girls didn't dare to gather around to watch.
Cheng Jun often hangs around in society, and he is very good at it. Su Rui is not his opponent at all after that, and he firmly pins him on the table in the back row.
Su Rui kept panting, his face was flushed, and his eyes were red. He stared at Cheng Jun without begging for mercy.
Cheng Jun was half-pressing him at first, but after the boys in the class surrounded him, he let go of Su Rui.
This was the only fight in Su Rui's life, and it ended in being beaten back.
To this day, he still remembers the feeling of being pressed under him at that time. It always feels like being pressed down by a mountain. Cheng Jun is not heavy, but the feeling of oppression seems to have nothing to do with his weight, which makes him feel very uncomfortable. It was a shame. , followed him all the time.
Why do you think it's a shame? It's probably because as a girl, you shouldn't fight with boys, and the fight was passed on to the whole grade. It doesn't have the demeanor of a girl; if he was a boy, he got into a fight with someone, but he ended up in such a mess What happened was too embarrassing.
In the future, if high school classmates bring up that incident, Su Rui will always cover it up in silence, and I hope everyone will stop mentioning it.
It is impossible for the teacher to be completely ignorant of the way the classroom is like this, not to mention that their classroom is next to the teacher's office, and both he and Cheng Jun were called to write a self-criticism.
This is Su Rui's first time writing a self-criticism. Standing in the teacher's office, every teacher who comes in will look at him and Cheng Jun. Cheng Jun is an old fritter with a fearless look on his face, but Su Rui feels very embarrassed and wants to Bury your head under the floor.
The head teacher asked the reason for the fight between the two, and Cheng Jun laughed, "Sister, there is no reason, besides, we didn't call it a fight, we just pushed twice."
The head teacher is a serious woman in her 40s, but Cheng Jun always calls her sister, and can always make her happy, Su Rui lowered her head and rolled her eyes in her heart.
The homeroom teacher wouldn't be interrupted by Cheng Jun, and finally Cheng Jun started talking nonsense, saying that Fatty Xiao had smelly feet and he couldn't stand it, so he asked Fatty Xiao to keep his feet away. Unexpectedly, this would smoke Su Rui, and Su Rui just Standing up and reasoning with him, the two of them just pushed and fought twice, without fighting.
It is said that Cheng Jun's family has a very good background, but Su Rui doesn't know what it is, and he doesn't want to know, but seeing that the class teacher, who has always been unsmiling, is also kind to him, a poor student, he understands that those rumors are not groundless.
In the end the two each wrote a short review and let them go.
That night, Su Rui was about to go to bed. A girl from the same class who lived in another dormitory came to knock on their dormitory door and called Su Rui, "Su Rui, Cheng Jun is waiting for you downstairs and told you to go down."
After all, Su Rui's skin is tender. After fighting with Cheng Jun in the afternoon, it didn't seem to be a big deal. When he returned to the dormitory, he found that there were many places on his body. I don't feel any pain, but it is very difficult when I take a bath, and it hurts deeply when I touch the water.
Su Rui didn't want to pay attention, and said to the girl, "I'm going to sleep, I won't go."
That girl was named Liu Ping. At that time, there were three Pings and three Jings in their class. Xiao Ping was always bullied and didn’t know how to improve herself. The school doesn't allow dating, but she secretly became boyfriend and girlfriend with Xiang Fu Wei, Cheng Jun's back row. Xiang Fu Wei is a special sports student in the class, so no one dares to bully Liu Ping.
It can be seen that the names are similar, and each has its own fate and experience.
Su Rui couldn't go down, so Liu Ping had no choice but to persuade him, "Cheng Jun is very courageous, if you don't go down, he will call your name downstairs in a while, and it will be bad if you mess up the dormitory teacher."
Su Rui was indescribably bored with Cheng Jun, so she had to go downstairs.
Cheng Jun leaned against a tree not far outside the dormitory building to smoke, Su Rui walked up to him, and he pressed the cigarette end on the tree trunk, Su Rui frowned while watching his movements, "What's the matter? "
Cheng Jun took out a bottle of medicine from the cross-body bag on his back. Su Rui forgot what it was, the smell was very offensive, but it was really effective. After two days of applying it, the bruises almost disappeared.
The author has something to say: The following is quoted from the paper "Thoughts on the Diagnosis and Treatment of Hermaphroditism" by Wu Ruiqing and other doctors: Overview
Gender refers to the difference between men and women, mainly referring to differences in anatomical structure and physiological activities based on genetics, and in a broad sense, it also includes differences in psychology, behavior, and social role relationships between the sexes.
Gender is determined by a variety of factors, generally including chromosomal sex (also known as genetic sex), biological sex, and social identity gender, psychological gender, etc.
Hermaphroditism means that an individual's sexual organs have the performance of male and female.It can be divided into true hermaphroditism and pseudohermaphroditism.True hermaphroditism means that there are both testicles and ovaries in the same body, and its external genitalia and secondary sexual characteristics are between the two sexes.Chromosomal karyotype can be normal male, female or mosaic; pseudohermaphroditism refers to the inconsistency between gonads and external genitalia, such as external genitalia similar to female and internal genitalia as testis, which is called male pseudohermaphroditism, on the contrary, external genitalia resembles male , The internal genitalia is the ovary, which is called female pseudohermaphroditism.
Correctly treat patients with hermaphroditism
With the growth of age, the patient has a great understanding of health knowledge. With the arrival of puberty, the external genitalia of the patient has undergone great changes, and the emergence of secondary sexual characteristics has aggravated the gender conflict.This makes patients unwilling to get close to their peers, lest they feel humiliated and laughed at by others.For a long time, the patient has low self-esteem, fear, and anxiety, leading to withdrawn personality and unwillingness to communicate with others, which has seriously affected the patient's life, study, and work.
Under the influence of secular concepts, such patients receive strange eyes from the people around them, which aggravates their psychological barriers.Facing the psychological burden of patients, we should correctly understand the disease and treat patients with understanding and care.Avoid ridicule and hostility towards patients, respect the personality of patients, do not discriminate against patients, help patients eliminate their psychological concerns, and make them come out of the shadows.
In this article, Su Rui is a true hermaphrodite, and the author has something to say in the following chapters, and there will be some more content in this regard.
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