Chapter 86
Chapter 86
Li Siying returned to her room, restless, unable to sit or stand.It is true that Li Siying does have a heart that wants to come out of the closet, which is true, but what she wants is to let her parents accept it step by step, not the current situation.
Li Siying was a little flustered when she saw her mother's sword-tattling posture just now. If she hadn't stopped her just now, her mother might have called Xu Tinglan.Li Siying knew in her heart that according to her mother's temperament, she might be able to stop her for a while, but not forever.
After thinking about it, Li Siying still called Xu Tinglan. After adjusting her mentality, she said, "Tinglan, my mother knows about the two of us. If she calls you, don't answer it. There must be nothing on the phone." Good word."
On the other end of the phone, Xu Tinglan's heart stopped beating. She guessed that the scene of kissing Siying at the gate of the community in the evening happened to be caught by her mother.
Xu Tinglan has 1 self-blame in her heart, not because she is afraid of what Li's mother will do to her when she finds out. Let's put it this way, even if being with Li Siying will make her have to leave her current job, or even ruin her reputation, Xu Tinglan will not She regretted half of it, she just felt sorry for her child who had to bear all this for no reason.
After a moment of silence, Xu Tinglan asked with a bit of distress: "Did you make things difficult for you?"
Li Siying lowered her voice as much as possible, and comforted softly: "No, don't worry, I'm their daughter after all, they won't really do anything to me, it's just that they may have less contact during this time, I'm afraid what will happen to them Exciting. I will send you my landline and my parents' cell phone numbers later, don't answer these calls, I will only use my cell phone to call you."
After thousands of exhortations, Li Siying was still worried, and said: "Leave this matter to me, it's just a matter of time, you have to trust me, I will definitely convince them. Of course, if they can't accept it for the rest of their lives, I will still be with you." Together, you are not allowed to have other thoughts. You promised me, as long as I don't let go, you will not leave me. "
Li Siying's babbled words made Xu Tinglan's heart soften, and the anxiety and fear just now were all soothed, and she responded softly: "Well, don't be impatient, take everything slowly. Don't contradict them."
After hanging up the phone, Xu Tinglan felt that all this was a little unreal—it seemed like it was only yesterday that she and Siying were together, and in a blink of an eye, she had to face her parents.It's a pity that I can't do anything, I can only let Siying face the storm from her parents alone.No matter what the future holds, I will never let Siying down, just as I said at the beginning.
In the next two days, Yao Lian and Li Songnian took turns to educate Li Siying. Although the tone was not so aggressive, they tried to persuade her from the aspects of marriage, children and other relatives including grandpa and others. Li Siying was able to stop this thought.
In their view, it was like Li Siying accidentally chose a fork in life. Now that she found it, she could go back and start again in time. It seems that people's sexual orientation and emotional path are the same as their studies. A chance to "re-read".
Li Siying also finally understood that the conflict between parents and children when they came out of the closet was not deliberately exaggerated in the novel, but a real and hopeless confrontation that made people mad and irritable.
How to explain to relatives and friends?How to explain to grandpa?How does the child solve it?There is no guarantee that two women cannot get married, who will take care of you in the future...
Parents always throw Li Siying a bunch of questions. No matter how Li Siying explains or gives solutions, the frown of parents keeps deepening, and they keep asking more questions. From the perspective of parents, the bottom line is one sentence: the name is not right and the words are not right.
In the past two days, Li Siying talked more than two days of phone calls at work, but in the end, her parents still had the same attitude: We don't agree!
Yao Lian and Li Siying made a three-pronged agreement. They were not allowed to meet Xu Tinglan, they were not allowed to live in the unit dormitory, and they had to come back every weekend after school started. If they could do these three things, Yao Lian would not go to see Xu Tinglan.
Li Siying felt that her heart was about to be crushed by her mother. How could she have thought that one day her mother would threaten her with this and force her to compromise.This was almost holding her vital point, Li Siying had no other choice but to nod in agreement.
Li Siying, who didn't think about cooking, refused dinner angrily. At night, she was hungry and couldn't sleep because of tossing and turning.Thirsty in the middle of the night, when I was about to get up to pour water, I heard slight and flustered footsteps outside the door. The moment Li Siying opened the door, I heard the sound of the parents' room door closing suddenly At that moment, Li Siying felt a sense of powerlessness.She thought it was all so ridiculous that her parents were secretly standing at the door and listening to her in the corner!
On Monday, Li Siying dragged her exhausted body to go to work.Sister Ning saw her sluggish look, and asked her what was wrong with concern.Li Siying could only say that she was late watching the movie last night, and she didn't slow down.Sister Ning smiled and didn't say anything more.
Taking advantage of the lunch break at noon, Li Siying called Xu Tinglan in the corridor outside the company, and told about the situation of the past two days, and the fact that she couldn't live with Xu Tinglan for the past few nights, so she had to go home early after work.Xu Tinglan heard Li Siying's helplessness and exhaustion, felt distressed but had nothing to do, so she had to comfort her that the future would be long and there was no need to worry about it for a while.
In the afternoon, Li Siying felt uncomfortable in her stomach. She thought it was too hot in the morning and she had no appetite, so she drank iced soy milk on an empty stomach, which ruined her stomach.After going to the toilet several times, she suddenly remembered that the throbbing pain in her stomach was very similar to the time when she was in high school, but this time the symptoms were not as severe as last time.
Li Siying endured the throbbing pain in her lower abdomen and insisted on getting off work, but she didn't want to go home.In the past at this time, she would definitely rush to Xu Tinglan's hut with a smile on her face, but now she can only go back to that cold home.
When they got home, Li Songnian called her to eat. Li Siying put down her bag and huddled in a corner of the sofa, her stomach throbbing faintly. She just said that she had no appetite and let them eat.
Yao Lian didn't know that Li Siying had a stomachache, she just thought she was playing petty temper, didn't eat dinner yesterday, and still didn't eat dinner today, and deliberately threatened them with this, forcing herself to compromise with her and that woman.The more Yao Lian thought about it, the more angry she became, and in the end she could hardly suppress her anger, and she said angrily: "I'm pretty patient already, I don't call or go to high school to find her, if you don't eat and don't obey, then you Don't blame me either..."
Before Yao Lian could finish her sentence, Li Siying stood up abruptly, her face tensed, and she looked at this mother who made her feel strange.I saw Li Siying walked to the dining table without saying a word, filled a bowl of rice, scooped up a few spoonfuls of tomato and egg soup, and began to eat the vegetables.Seeing her eating obediently, Yao Lian felt relieved a little, and thought: Anyway, no matter what, I will never agree to let my daughter be with that woman, and I can't ruin my daughter's life.
In the evening, Li Siying ran to the toilet several times. To describe it in disgusting but vivid terms, the diarrhea felt like turning on the faucet, and it couldn't be stopped.However, the intervals between stomach cramps are getting shorter and shorter, and the duration of the pain is getting longer and longer. I toss and turn in bed in pain, feeling extremely wronged, and I am stubborn and unwilling to talk to my parents.
The next day, the situation got even worse. Li Siying was dehydrated and paralyzed on the bed, unable to get up. Yao Lian was so frightened that she hurriedly took a taxi to take her to the hospital.The results of the blood test were acute gastroenteritis, a bacterial infection with irregular fever.
Yao Lian looked at her daughter who was lying on the bed, weakly on the drip, and felt guilty.I don't know if it was the gastroenteritis caused by forcing her to eat yesterday. Yesterday, my daughter said that she had no appetite. She just thought it was a little temper tantrum. God knows she was really uncomfortable.
"Tell me, why is she so stupid, she doesn't tell us when she feels uncomfortable." Yao Lian really couldn't figure out when her daughter became such a stubborn person, and asked Li Songnian incomprehensibly.
Li Songnian sighed, he knew the answer in his heart, but he didn't know how to say it, he felt as rough as a bundle of strings in his heart.
Li Siying's forehead was sweating, and the corners of her eyes were so wet that she couldn't open them, feeling that all the strength in her body had been pained away.With her eyes closed, Xu Tinglan was always in her mind.Thinking back to the first year of high school that year, she also suffered from gastroenteritis one morning. That time, she didn't have a fever, but the pain was severe, and she was carried to the infirmary by Xu Tinglan.Because it was delivered in a timely manner, I felt much better after the drip was completed.
When people are weak, they always yearn for caring.Li Siying wished that Xu Tinglan could hug and kiss herself, even if she didn't do anything but just be by her side, she would feel much better in her heart.
Maybe it's a mother-daughter connection. Yao Lian, who was sitting by the hospital bed at this time, also vaguely felt that this scene was a bit familiar.It seems that when Li Siying was in her first year of high school, she also suffered from gastroenteritis once. It was the hospital that Teacher Xu took her to, and later went to the hospital to pick her up.
In all fairness, Teacher Xu really takes good care of her daughter, and every time parents meet, she will hold her for a conversation.My daughter's grades are not bad, but she is not outstanding. From elementary school to high school, no teacher has ever told her so many things about her daughter so patiently.
She also had a good impression of Mr. Xu, but why did she just fall in love with him!Whenever I think of the scene of that day, my heart hurts once.
Li Siying asked sister Ning for a day off, and sister Ning asked her a few words of concern before letting her have a good rest.
After the phone call, Li Siying closed her eyes again and fell into a half-drowsy state.She felt that the temperature of the air conditioner was too low, so she had to curl up in the bed, only the back of her white hand was exposed, and it was connected to the needle tube to infuse pale and transparent drips.
If the parents could feel their love for Xu Tinglan and feel the intensity, maybe they would no longer object.If the parents could feel Xu Tinglan's cherishing and deep affection for her, maybe they would agree... But now they don't ask indiscriminately, they just think it's abnormal, and they can't listen to her words at all.Amidst such and such thoughts, Li Siying gradually fell asleep.
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