Chapter 17
Chapter 17
When school started, Song Yu finished the make-up exam as steadily as an old dog.
Getting ready to go home on the weekend, the first time Song Yu saw Zhang Yue when he left the school gate, Song Yu thought that he had developed hysteria from lovesickness in the past few days.
The boy in the short-sleeved white shirt stood tall and straight under the shade of the tree. With just one glance, Song Yu knew that he had nothing to hesitate.
During this period of time, he figured it out, Zhang Yue would not dislike him, but he didn't accept himself, didn't believe that he really liked him, so he confessed over and over again, that one day, he would get this person.
"Brother Xiaoyu, Aunt Wang asked me to pick you up, she said you are not feeling well, are you okay?"
Song Yu looked at this man's rosy lips and thought itchyly, good Zhang Yue, don't you know if I'm not feeling well? I rejected Lao Tzu twice in a row, so I'll let you go today, after all, we have a long way to go.
He looked up at the still bright sunshine, pushed the two people's boxes and pulled Zhang Yue to the school.
"Brother Xiaoyu, why did you drag me into your school?"
Song Yu turned his head viciously, and shouted at Zhang Yue in a low voice: "No matter how dishonest you are, I will forcefully kiss you right here!"
As soon as these words came out, the person in his hand immediately tensed up and walked away obediently.
Song Yu vigorously dragged Zhang Yue to the lover's slope where the lawn music festival was held, told him to sit down obediently, and told him:
"Zhang Yue, just sit here and wait for me, I'll come back to find you right away!"
He ran back to the dormitory at a 50-meter sprint speed, and found his little guitar by rummaging through boxes and cabinets.
On the lawn, many freshmen reporting for the start of the semester were attracted to stop, watching a boy with a flushed face playing the guitar and singing a love song to a boy who was sitting with an expressionless face.
Someone whistled a few times, and Song Yu stopped Zhang Yue, who couldn't help himself, with a look, and continued humming:
"Takemetoyourheart
Takemetoyoursoul
Give me your hand before I'mold
Showmewhatloveishaven'tgotaclue
Showme that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is no longer ever
Bring Me Faraway
Takemetoyourheart
Takemetoyoursoul
Give me your hand and hold me
Showmewhatloveisbemyguidingstar
It's easy to take me to your heart
"
Zhang Yue looked at Song Yu, who was dripping with sweat on the tip of his nose, and his heart was soft and messed up.
In fact, no one knew, he might have discovered those four anonymous confession emails even earlier than Song Yu.
When Song Yu came to his house to play, he would use his computer to log in to QQ, and he set up to remember the password and automatically log in very domineeringly.
Zhang Yue happened to have to log in to QQ to transfer files because of work in his class that day, so he clicked on Little Penguin and found that he had logged into Song Yu's account.
Based on the principle of not spying on other people's privacy, he wanted to switch accounts, but he received a reminder of a new email.
He couldn't control himself and clicked on the email. The feeling of helplessness made him painful but helpless.
He thought that if he met again in the future, he would just get used to it.
After experiencing this kind of torment four times in one day, Zhang Yue realized that the pain of not being able to love someone will not become weak because of the number of times and the long duration of the experience.
He's a natural gay and the first guy he likes is Sung Woo.
Since Zhang Yue realized that he was moved by Fa Xiao, he never felt that this emotion would get any response in this life.
Song Yu's mate selection range is only women. He is the most normal and simple boy, and his eyes have been chasing beautiful girls since he was a child.
Zhang Yue gradually gave up, and he also tried to get in touch with similar people, but they all returned disappointed.
It is said that what is never available is the best, and the first time is also the most memorable. With this double superimposition, Zhang Yue never found that kind of heart-wrenching feeling in the second person.
Maybe it was God's favor, Song Yu was in a hurry all the way to radiate charm to all the beautiful opposite sexes in his life, but in the end they all failed, and he was single until he was 20 years old in the blink of an eye.
Zhang Yue felt that this was very good, and he didn't need anyone, so he was very satisfied with binding Song Yu by his side forever with this metamorphic emotion.
But someone still found his beloved boy, but he might not even have the confidence and qualifications to participate in the competition openly.
But that night when he smoked at the bay window and saw Song Yu's hesitating figure downstairs, he was relieved for a moment, and he just tried it once, and it would be a big deal that he would die and never see each other again.
He felt that Song Yu's heart was moved by his deliberate teasing, and he began to be complacent, getting closer and closer, trying to trap people firmly in his sweet trap, until he accompanied Song Yu to the library and ran into Jean At the scene where his eyes were wide open, he realized how bad Song Yu had been since he received the anonymous email.
Love and friendship will never be equal, but just as he doesn't want to lose the opportunity to be with his sweetheart, Song Yu doesn't want to lose the friend he cherishes.
Zhang Yue thought that he was different from those cowards who sent anonymous emails to disrupt Song Yu's life. Although he was cowardly, he had been silently guarding Song Yu, but seeing that person became helpless and blamed himself because of his friends' changes one after another, and lost the happiness of the past. At that moment, he realized that he was the most shameful coward.
He knew all the truth from the beginning, but still let Song Yu be blindfolded because of his own desire, to find the truth that would make his blood drip.
He really regrets it, he doesn't want to see Song Yu sad, he deserves the best in the world, even the happiness without his participation, he doesn't need to be self righteous because he is afraid of losing one, and do harm under the pretext of protection The "friend" of his business, to force himself to accept the suffering that should not appear in life.
But at this moment, the appearance of this person showing his love to himself with all his strength made him feel so sweet but ashamed of himself.
"Hey, do you know? A senior treated me like this before, and I suspected that I was about to fall in love with him!"
As soon as this remark came out, Song Yu suddenly realized that he had said something wrong nervously. He glanced at Zhang Yue cautiously, and quickly continued: "Zhang Yue, listen to me!"
Zhang Yue spoke bitterly, but his voice was unreasonably gentle, "Okay, tell me, I'll listen."
Song Yu seemed a little embarrassed by his encouragement, and clasped his fingers. His voice was small, but it filled Zhang Yue's entire heart.
"Zhang Yue, this is the first time I like someone, and it's also the first time I chase someone. I don't know anything else, and I don't know what you like about me. I just want to give you everything I can. You have waited for me for so long, I don't want you to regret it, and make you feel that being with me is nothing more than that."
Zhang Yue saw his hands trembling slightly, he forgot about the noisy crowd in the distance, and only heard the wind blowing.
He leaned forward, kissed the boy on the cheek, and whispered in his ear:
"Song Yu, I won't regret it. It's too hard to love someone. I think once in a lifetime is enough."
When Song Yu led Zhang Yue past the dormitory downstairs, he happened to meet Qu Xiao who was about to go out.
Seeing Qu Xiao staring at Zhang Yue's clasped hands, Song Yu couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed. He wanted to escape but was afraid that Zhang Yue would be unhappy, so he could only resist his shyness and say hello to Qu Xiao.
Who knew that Qu Xiao actually stopped the two of them.
"Song Yu, I suddenly remembered that I forgot to bring the dormitory door, you go up and close it now."
Song Yu couldn't help grabbing Nervous Yue's hand, swallowed and said, "You...you go by yourself, we still have something to do."
"My schoolbag is too heavy and I don't want to climb stairs." Qu Xiao showed a typical smile that belonged to him.
"Then I'll help you..." Song Yu quickly reached out to grab Qu Xiao's schoolbag, but he opened it.
"Hurry up!" Qu Xiao glanced at Zhang Yue beside Song Yu, "I'm right here, are you afraid that your boyfriend will be lost?"
Song Yu was so ashamed by his words, he quickly left Zhang Yue and ran upstairs.
Watching Song Yu walk away, Zhang Yue turned his head to face Song Yu, a difficult and annoying roommate.
"You have something to say to me?"
Qu Xiao looked Zhang Yue up and down, and circled his arms: "Don't get me wrong, I don't have any special thoughts about Song Yu."
Seeing that Zhang Yue obviously didn't believe him, Qu Xiao looked at the man and continued, "But I still want to remind you that what you did is really hurting him."
Zhang Yue looked at this man in the sun, who had no place to hide his shaking, and laughed softly.
"I don't believe you. I think you just like brother Xiaoyu, but you can't get him. You can only sow discord with me here."
"You—!" Qu Xiao felt that his scalp was about to explode, and couldn't help clenching his fists.
"But I advise you to stop thinking about it as soon as possible. Brother Xiaoyu and I have a very good relationship. We will be together for the rest of our lives."
Zhang Yue remembered the appearance of that man playing the guitar and telling him love words, and he was so happy.
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