69novels Chapter 11 Parting ways under the streetlight
Chapter 11 Parting ways under the streetlight
In the dormitory, Xu Shanmu went to the hospital to pick him up. The boy in brick red clothes was paying the bills. When he turned around and saw him, he immediately smiled like a flower: "Why are you here?"
"I asked Liyou and Qingzhou to buy milk tea. I'll come to pick you up. Let's go together." He put his arms around the boy's shoulders, looked him up and down: "Is it better?"
"Yeah." He moved his neck accordingly, "It's pretty good."
"If you don't want to bother others, just call me, I'll be right next door to you, understand?" He mostly reminded: "I don't care about these." I care about two words, with a double meaning.
Ruo Jinghong obediently nodded obediently, and smiled happily: "I will do it in the future."
"It's just like a person." Xu Shanmu followed his back, comforting the slightly uneasy mood of that person, Xu Shanmu sincerely hoped that this person would be happier, yes, in the words of Wan Liyou and the others, The two of them are the most special existence in this school, so Xu Shanmu can understand the kindness of this person.Obviously I did nothing wrong, but hurt others inexplicably, because of kindness, I started to blame myself and chose to escape.
They are very similar. They have been hurting others since they were young, and being hurt by others, obviously there is nothing wrong with them.Therefore, Xu Shanmu understood Ruo Jinghong's carefulness and his kindness.
Perhaps Xu Shanmu himself did not have this kind of kindness, but he longed to be treated with kindness, so when he was stunned by this kindness, he always felt it was very precious.
It's not that what you don't have but you long for is seen in others, and it either destroys him or protects him.
Xu Shanmu treats Jinghong so well because he wants to protect him.
To guard the kindness that he doesn't have but longs for.
Wanliyou and Xu Qingzhou walked back carrying two big bags of water, they were speechless all the way, the two of them really had nothing to say.
Finally, unable to stand the atmosphere, Wanliyou said, "Have you and Jinghong finished your practice? The exam will be the day after tomorrow."
"Well, it's all done."
"Don't you regret choosing him?"
Xu Qingzhou immediately understood the word regret, hesitated, and didn't know how to say it.
After all, Wanliyou is also a person walking in the clouds and waves, seeing his appearance, he immediately smiled, and said in relief: "I, I am relieved, the people around me are Shanmu, I am used to blows, you don't have to What are you worried about?"
Xu Qingzhou followed the light to see the helpless compromise on the man's face, and asked a thoughtful question: "Really?"
"Forget it." He said again, looking sideways, the beauty in Taohua's eyes became withered and desolate: "Let's not talk about it."
"Jinghong...he will be hurt by you." After a long time, Xu Qingzhou said: "Anyway, if it is someone else, forget it, he..." After a short pause, he said: "Very kind, he is naturally proud compared to others , his extra kindness should not be hurt."
"Jinghong." Wan Liyou said the name as if sighing, and finally smiled helplessly: "But when we see him, we will really feel uncomfortable and exciting, even you will feel that way. Than Compared with Shanmu's arrogant and absolute talent, Jinghong's talent plus hard work is even more uncomfortable."
"That's not a reason." Xu Qingzhou said: "If you feel unwilling, you can catch up. Don't feel sorry for yourself."
"I gave a hundred times the time, but it's not as good as his one minute. Is it really necessary to chase it?" He asked confused.
"I don't understand what you mean. Since one hundred times is not enough, then two hundred times, three hundred times. Giving up because of the gap in talent is an excuse that only the weak will talk about."
Wan Liyou was not annoyed by his words, but smiled helplessly: "Do you really know the difference between us ordinary people and gifted people?"
"gap?"
"It seems that you don't know yet." Wan Liyou raised an eyebrow at him: "You will understand after staying with us for a while longer. The difference in talent cannot be covered up by hard work. Don't say three hundred times It’s not as good as it is a thousand times.” After finishing speaking, he added: “You don’t have to wait for a while, you will know the midterm exam the day after tomorrow.”
He said: "As long as you watch the whole scene, you will understand immediately."
Xu Qingzhou smiled and said nothing, he knew that what Wanli lobbied was not false.
On the street, Ruo Jinghong poked his head and saw Yue Chengen standing in front of him with his luggage and guitar on his back.
"Oh?" He eagerly patted Xu Shanmu's shoulder, raised his chin and asked, "Is that He Zhi's friend?"
Xu Shanmu squinted his eyes to look at the person standing under the street light waiting for the red street light: "It seems so."
"Hello!!" Ruo Jinghong directly called out the man's name: "Yue Chengen!!"
In the dark night, people in plain clothes turned around and saw someone smiling like flowers, as bright as the sun. No amount of street lamps on this street were as bright as the bright eyes of the young man over there. With gentle warmth.
Ruo Jinghong pulled Xu Shanmu over quickly and stopped in front of Yue Chengen. I don't know if it was an illusion. Everyone always felt that when Jinghong spoke, if there were countless petals flooding the world, there was a kind of enthusiasm that could not be rejected, even if it was When Yue Chengen faced Ruo Jinghong, he couldn't help but soften his tone and soften his expression.
Ruo Jinghong frowned: "Are you going to our place?"
"Ah."
"Hey, that's just right." He snapped his fingers: "We are also going back, let's go together."
Not far away, Wan Liyou saw this scene, raised his head and smiled and said, "Look, that kid's affinity is terrifying. Fortunately, he's not a girl, otherwise I don't know how many people will miss him."
Xu Qingzhou also laughed.
Xu Shanmu noticed the footsteps of those two people, raised his eyes, met his gaze, and said with a smile: "Here you are?"
"How did you meet?" Wan Liyou asked, and he replied, "That's how we met." Staring at the milk tea in the hands of the two of them, he couldn't help laughing: "Just bought a few cups? Are you sure you're going back?" Will they say that they have no loyalty?" Xu Shanmu said: "You two go back with him first, and Liyou and I will go buy a few cups."
Wan Liyou handed what was in Jinghong's hand, and if Jinghong took it over there, it happened to be a green light, and he touched Xu Qingzhou with his elbow: "Let's go, let's go. The green light is on."
Looking at the backs of the three people, Xu Shanmu stretched out his hands to support himself: "The nights in this summer are also very hot, let's go, hurry up and go home after shopping."
"Actually, you can just order takeaway." Wanliyou knew him best, and directly exposed his hypocrisy: "Tell me, why did you let them go back first?"
The boy put on a pleasing smile, blinked his eyes and said innocently, fooling people and not caring about the truth at all: "I don't have it!"
"I don't know what's in your brain?" He stretched out his hand to grab him, but he dodged it deftly, and saw the genius boy shaking his head and tail triumphantly: "Can't I be a little revengeful?"
"Revenge?" He didn't understand: "What do you mean?"
Xu Shanmu wagged his tail and smirked, "I'll tell you if you invite me to drink milk tea."
"Success." He agreed happily, stretched out his hand to pull his elbow, wrapped his hand around his neck, and started entangled like this.
Wan Liyou likes Xu Shanmu's bad manners, Xu Shanmu looks like a man at this time.
The two of them were not fast walkers. After Wanliyou had been served two cups of tea by him, he saw the calmness and gentleness on his face through the street lamp. Someone asked, "Why didn't you go back first? If you don't go back, it's considered Retaliate against whom?"
"Why?"
"Ah?" He didn't understand even more: "What does this have to do with whether you go back or not?"
"Didn't you see it?" Xu Shanmu finally said in disgust: "Yue Chengen obviously cried, and cried bitterly. He must have talked with He Zhi on the phone, and He Zhi will definitely go to me, so I will What are you going to do in a hurry? There's nothing wrong with worrying him for a while."
"Are you lucky?"
"I'm not, but all signs are telling me the reality." He smiled at the peachy-eyed boy, "I'm a fan of Sherlock Holmes, I'm very strong in deductive reasoning and inductive reasoning, okay?"
"I'm not doubting your results." He stopped and let the wind flow through their slightly short hair, and the skirts of their clothes also flew up. The humid and sultry wind made people extremely uncomfortable, and Wan Liyou frowned slightly. Blame the opening: "I mean, why do you want revenge?"
"Why?" Xu Shanmu smiled lightly, as if the white pear blossoms were in full bloom, and the sea of flowers was boundless: "He didn't believe me in the afternoon, and now he wants to find me again, rejecting my answer, and asking me for help? I'm not doing charity .”
"You always have a point." Wan Liyou no longer justified why, even though Xu Shanmu was a bit stubborn, he would still help out, and...there would be strong people who were betrayed by the weak, and would still be hot-faced and cold-hearted The truth of the ass, judging from the current situation, he doesn't think Xu Shanmu has done anything wrong at the moment.
"You don't scold me? Don't talk about me? Don't you talk about me?"
"Save for now, let's chat together next time." Wan Liyou pushed his shoulder: "Let's go, go back, I'm so hot, go back to the dormitory and turn on the air conditioner."
"Buy a watermelon and go home. Let's eat it after dancing tonight. Replenish water and sugar." He looked flatteringly: "You pay, big star."
"Stick you to death."
Huang Chuanhui sat in the dormitory listening to music, reached for the milk tea on the desk, looked up and saw the strings, got up to get them, and saw the grand occasion on the basketball court, threw the strings into the drawer, turned around and ran downstairs to join the battle .
The moon moved to the west building, dimly shining on people.
Xue Fanyuan was sitting on the edge of the basketball court with milk tea in his arms. In order to avoid being bitten by mosquitoes, Li Yuanzhi thoughtfully bought mosquito coils. A group of people on the playground were playing basketball.
Seeing him like this, Huang Chuanhui couldn't help but give up the game, and came forward with a smile and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
"nothing."
"Then why don't you even hit the ball?" Huang Chuanhui smiled: "Are you the same as Jinghong? Afraid of getting hurt?"
"Don't be so upset, he just went to the hospital." It was Hache again, and after thinking about it, the boy got up and went to the dormitory: "I'm going to sleep, you can play by yourself."
"Hey. Wangyan hasn't come back yet, what are you going to do?" He pulled the man by the shoulder: "You can't really skip the exam, this exam is related to the end of the second half of the year, and if you do well in the exam, you can go back to the main school to be normal." received training."
"That's not what I want." The young man waved his hand irritably, his anger and innocence were about to overwhelm his reason.
Looking at his lonely back, Huang Chuanhui couldn't help feeling dissatisfied, and almost jumped anxiously: "I care about you!! What's your attitude!!"
He turned around and didn't enter the court, and vented his anger with the basketball.
He Zhi and Yue Chengen practiced singing and dancing in the practice room. It is really difficult to make up for such things as talent in a short period of time. He Zhi gradually couldn't keep up with Yue Chengen's pace. Seeing the two hours pass, he still stayed at the original point .
Seeing that he was not in good condition, Yue Chengen pulled him and said, "Let's rest for a while, it's useless to be anxious."
Lying on the ground in a big shape, He Zhi looked at the ceiling and laughed helplessly: "I really envy you."
The movement of drinking water stopped, he looked puzzled, and saw He Zhi smiled: "You are handsome, tall, good at dancing, and highly talented."
"Everyone's talent is different, you can't sing as well as you, and I can't match you." He casually comforted, but it wasn't consolation. To Yue Chengen, it was a statement of fact.
"But some talents are really enviable, they seem to be good skins."
"Do you care about your appearance? You are not ugly."
"Everyone cares about their appearance, otherwise there would be no such thing as plastic surgery in this world." He looked at the slightly childish baby face in the mirror, and made a face at himself.
Yue Chengen watched him fall into deep thought, He Zhi drank some water and got up, looked at the guitar and backpack in the corner, couldn't help frowning, but still said: "You can stay here with us tonight, I still have more in my dormitory." bed."
The boy over there seemed to be stabbed in pain, and subconsciously shook his head: "No, I don't live here."
"No..." He sat cross-legged and pulled his knees, and said word by word: "We mean that there is a vacant room here, so you can move here and pay for it, so that you can be closer to the snack shop when you usually go , and... it's convenient for you to practice with me. We also have mutual support."
The person over there remained unmoved, stretched out his hand and pushed the hand on his knee, waiting for the slight trembling in his heart to subside...
He always smiled wryly: "I plan to leave here."
"What do you mean? You won't accompany me to take the exam?"
"No." He also sat cross-legged, as if he wanted to have a good talk with the person in front of him: "I plan to change my life in another city. I have some money with me. When your exam is over, I will go somewhere else. Go to a A place where no one knows me. Why, I just want to live in peace now."
"You don't sing anymore? Don't you dance?" He was stunned: "I thought you just..."
"I give up." He looked at him seriously, and seemed to think for a long time before he said: "I know your kindness, but... some things are not enough to just have good intentions. Others can turn a blind eye and pity me, but I can't pretend that nothing happened." He laughed: "I can't stand under the spotlight and stand upright under the gaze of others like you."
Seeing that He Zhi wanted to say something, he immediately cut off his words, and said gently, "You're not me, you don't understand what I've been through."
He Zhi was so flustered that he didn't know what to do, but the subconscious reaction was anger at his own incompetence and anger at his evasive attitude. He almost gritted his teeth and said four words: "I don't agree."
Yue Chengen stroked the hair on his forehead: "If you don't agree, it won't change anything."
Ruo Jinghong ate dinner and went to bed early. Xu Qingzhou sat at the desk and wrote songs with his guitar in his arms. Sometimes he admired the person who was sleeping deeply. He slept in an absolute deep sleep. If Jinghong is called to the dormitory to have a party, he probably won't even bat an eyelid.
He stared at him, watched him turn over and take off the quilt, and shrank back into the corner because of the cold.
When Zheng Nanguan pushed the door and came in, he happened to see Xu Qingzhou helping Ruo Jinghong cover the quilt, he couldn't help laughing: "Since you came, my 'mother' has been completely laid off."
"I really don't know if he is three years old." Xu Qingzhou simply sat by the bed and watched Zheng Nanguan open the closet and rummage through it: "What are you looking for?"
"Yunyun and I are going to look at the costumes, and I'm looking for a card."
"Can't the phone work?"
"Alipay can't be used in shopping malls, so it's safer to bring a card." After searching for a long time, he still couldn't find it, so he squatted down and sat on the ground groping around.
Xu Qingzhou smiled: "Is there no card in the cloud? Can't you borrow it from him?"
"It's all hard-earned money, how can I use his money." Finally, I found a card in the hanging coat, patted my forehead and said, "I almost forgot what I wore when I bought clothes last time." gone."
He started looking for clothes to match again, and casually asked Xu Qingzhou over there: "Are you going to buy costumes with Jinghong?"
"Tomorrow."
Hearing this, Zheng Nanguan smiled, full of ill intentions: "Then I wish you good luck, he just won the first place in the country last time, the prize money should be quite a lot, you two probably went shopping."
"Is he good at shopping?"
"It's not very powerful, but it's tiring." Zheng Nanguan covered his face with a look of resignation: "Anyway, thank you for coming, you have to treat my son well."
Xu Qingzhou is also a person with bad water, and he joked directly: "Got it, Mom."
"Get lost." Zheng Nanguan also laughed.
As soon as Wan Liyou came back, he rushed into the basketball court with milk tea. Huang Chuanhui, who was venting on the court, saw him coming back and immediately clamored for a duel. When Shan Mu shared his joy, he found that the lights in their dormitory had already been turned on.It was like being splashed with ice water from head to tail.